The night was falling
And the stars are toon up
My hart-, hart is still weak and cold
I try to defeated with the shadow
But I can’t
Is this the only way I can find my true love?
Sitting here all alone
Watching the stars
Hoping for the sign
The night was falling slowly
And the stars are toon up
And my cold hart-, hart still searching for something
My lonely soul is lost in the darkness
Try to find the way home
My fallen angel is lost in my embrace forever
I see u in my dreams, dark angel
My love is belong only in your dreams
There is nothing to do with it
I am just shadow
Who is always hidden from the light
My cold heart...

(a friend of mine wrote this with me when we were both going through hard times together. I've never seen her in person, but she's my sister through experiences)

I find myself defenseless in your claws,

Which is the only place I want to be,

I trust you,

I want u to tear down my walls,

To toon me that I'm not made of stone,

That I'm human,

That I have emotions,

That I can cry,

But I'm afraid of you,

Afraid to try.



All the wounds ,

Carved into my heart,

By others like you,

Who thought they saw my soul,

When they tore down my walls,

And knocked me to the ground,

And tore my hart-, hart in two.



I feel immortal,

But...