I know u won't let go of me
You're my greatest faceless enemy
Though all u do is hurt me
I guess misery loves company...
And u won't let me leave u lonely....
Though sometimes u speak so soothingly....
I almost don't want u to leave me....
I'll suffer so very slowly....
Because u know just what to say to me.....
To keep me here, knowingly.
Because this is just the way it must be.
I have no choice
Because your voice...
It keeps me here...
So I can not fear.
The most difficult thing...
Is the ring ring in my ear...
Telling me to let go
That I don't belong here...
But I feel instantly drawn
To the bloody dawn.
And, though darkly inspired
I have to desired
A life beyond my own.
But u will hold me till death
And I know I will let you
Because I know I am weak inside,
Though tough outside
A small child hidden
Crying....crying to get out.
Crying to be free
Crying....though something much less then glee
Maybe Greed?
No....I know not of the sin.
I do not want anything
I know is beyond my reach.
Dear Agony
Keep them away from me
Put up a wall
Don't let it fall
Not fall, nor crumble, under them.
Their lies, their hate, their glares...
Keep them away, stay aware.
I know they'll hurt me
That's why I don't want them in.
I won't let them in
And I know u won't either.
So Dear Agony
That's why I won't let u leave me...
Because without you, no one would understand me.
You, and only you, know the real me.
Maybe because u made me this way...
of maybe because u stay with me every day...
I honestly don't know
But I know this feeling will grow...
But I don't know what this feeling is.
Maybe I find pleasure in the pain
of maybe because u let me laugh at other people's pain.
Whatever the reason
I know there's gotta be a reason
So why can't I detect
of connect....
With anyone else but you?
You're my greatest faceless enemy
Though all u do is hurt me
I guess misery loves company...
And u won't let me leave u lonely....
Though sometimes u speak so soothingly....
I almost don't want u to leave me....
I'll suffer so very slowly....
Because u know just what to say to me.....
To keep me here, knowingly.
Because this is just the way it must be.
I have no choice
Because your voice...
It keeps me here...
So I can not fear.
The most difficult thing...
Is the ring ring in my ear...
Telling me to let go
That I don't belong here...
But I feel instantly drawn
To the bloody dawn.
And, though darkly inspired
I have to desired
A life beyond my own.
But u will hold me till death
And I know I will let you
Because I know I am weak inside,
Though tough outside
A small child hidden
Crying....crying to get out.
Crying to be free
Crying....though something much less then glee
Maybe Greed?
No....I know not of the sin.
I do not want anything
I know is beyond my reach.
Dear Agony
Keep them away from me
Put up a wall
Don't let it fall
Not fall, nor crumble, under them.
Their lies, their hate, their glares...
Keep them away, stay aware.
I know they'll hurt me
That's why I don't want them in.
I won't let them in
And I know u won't either.
So Dear Agony
That's why I won't let u leave me...
Because without you, no one would understand me.
You, and only you, know the real me.
Maybe because u made me this way...
of maybe because u stay with me every day...
I honestly don't know
But I know this feeling will grow...
But I don't know what this feeling is.
Maybe I find pleasure in the pain
of maybe because u let me laugh at other people's pain.
Whatever the reason
I know there's gotta be a reason
So why can't I detect
of connect....
With anyone else but you?