I originally wrote this artikel and geplaatst it on the House M.D. spot, but decided to repost it here on the weekend before the "event". I hope u enjoy it. Just remember this was written after "Joy".
I started watching House back when it premiered. I have watched most every episode since that time. It's always been one of my favorites, but lately I think I am plain obsessed.
Yes, it is mostly all about that kiss. I saw what I had overlooked for years, Cuddy + House = Huddy. What a fireball that whole thing is. Maybe it's because I have lived long enough to understand her, but I can't help but identify with her and him and their situations in life. She made a choice of career over family, whether conscience of not. She wouldn't be where she is at without being totally dedicated to her work. Now is the time she could have a personal life, but she finds roadblocks along the way. She has no baby, no man in her life, and all attempts at being "normal" seem to crumble around her. To top, boven it all off, u see the pain in her eyes when she looks at House. He isn't what she needs, he isn't what she [i]should[i] want, but he is exactly, despite herself, what she does want.
He can objectify her, he can belittle her and tease her, yet u see when he is looking at her that he respects her and he fears that she could be the thing to unravel him and bring to life what he has buried. He has always been like a Junior High boy around her before, but the kiss was honest, it wasn't about taunting her, it was about his feelings for her.
The scene when he goes to her house after she loses her chance of having the baby, that whole scene runs the gamet of emotions and the culmination is the kiss, but it just leaves me wondering when they will let down those walls again.
They are clearly vrienden with a past, with mutual respect, with a healthy amount of reality about who each other and who they are when they are together, and now a seething undercurrent that it isn't just flirtation, there is something more.
Since then, I watch each episode waiting for them to banter, to chide, to hold their glances a little longer than before, to deny, and deflect. Lisa finally reaches out and basically asks for another kiss, and Greg, unable to get a handle on what to do with her, falls back to his sophmorish groping of her.
It might not happen volgende week, maybe not the volgende episode after that, but the possibility that it will happen again has me waiting impatiently for my volgende "fix".
I started watching House back when it premiered. I have watched most every episode since that time. It's always been one of my favorites, but lately I think I am plain obsessed.
Yes, it is mostly all about that kiss. I saw what I had overlooked for years, Cuddy + House = Huddy. What a fireball that whole thing is. Maybe it's because I have lived long enough to understand her, but I can't help but identify with her and him and their situations in life. She made a choice of career over family, whether conscience of not. She wouldn't be where she is at without being totally dedicated to her work. Now is the time she could have a personal life, but she finds roadblocks along the way. She has no baby, no man in her life, and all attempts at being "normal" seem to crumble around her. To top, boven it all off, u see the pain in her eyes when she looks at House. He isn't what she needs, he isn't what she [i]should[i] want, but he is exactly, despite herself, what she does want.
He can objectify her, he can belittle her and tease her, yet u see when he is looking at her that he respects her and he fears that she could be the thing to unravel him and bring to life what he has buried. He has always been like a Junior High boy around her before, but the kiss was honest, it wasn't about taunting her, it was about his feelings for her.
The scene when he goes to her house after she loses her chance of having the baby, that whole scene runs the gamet of emotions and the culmination is the kiss, but it just leaves me wondering when they will let down those walls again.
They are clearly vrienden with a past, with mutual respect, with a healthy amount of reality about who each other and who they are when they are together, and now a seething undercurrent that it isn't just flirtation, there is something more.
Since then, I watch each episode waiting for them to banter, to chide, to hold their glances a little longer than before, to deny, and deflect. Lisa finally reaches out and basically asks for another kiss, and Greg, unable to get a handle on what to do with her, falls back to his sophmorish groping of her.
It might not happen volgende week, maybe not the volgende episode after that, but the possibility that it will happen again has me waiting impatiently for my volgende "fix".
Sorry guys. I can't contunue writing this as I have gotten bored writing this... :( Don't get pissed at me but I can tell u how it ends.
I was thinking of having a nice but simple wedding between the two, but just as they've zei i do, i was thinking of cuddy going into labour right then and there.
House and cuddy would live with their baby boy (greg jr. much to house's dissapointment) for around 2 years before cuddy was in a fatal car crash.
Sorry guys but i just couldn't write anymore...i will be posting different artikels in this spot tho, so don't worry I haven't abandoned you!!!
XXXX sorry
huddy_aimee
I was thinking of having a nice but simple wedding between the two, but just as they've zei i do, i was thinking of cuddy going into labour right then and there.
House and cuddy would live with their baby boy (greg jr. much to house's dissapointment) for around 2 years before cuddy was in a fatal car crash.
Sorry guys but i just couldn't write anymore...i will be posting different artikels in this spot tho, so don't worry I haven't abandoned you!!!
XXXX sorry
huddy_aimee
I hope u like it and I'd love some commentaren and criticism.
Ruins
Once I was whole.
Then I bursted
painlessly
unconsciously
indifferently
but I did.
Now I stand in front
the ruins
of myself
and remain silent
in amazement.
A shadow on a wall
Without turning around
I know
it is you.
Why are u here?
Did u follow me?
Have u come here
to examine
the fruit of your labour?
And then I realize
u suffered
the same.
Both of us were not made
to win
in this game.
The shattered pieces
are not replaceable
not even
to be found.
So both of us
remain silent
and keep on
staring at the ground.