Disclaimer: I do not own House, the characters, of the song. However the story is mine.
Hope u like it. There is one swear word. Let me know what u think :)
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It had been a whole week since House had talked to Cuddy. He surprisingly did all his clinic hours and whenever he needed permission for a procedure he would send one of his ducklings.
What surprised him the most was that Cuddy hadn't tried to talk to him. It almost seemed she was avoiding him also. He felt a small pang of hurt, but quickly pushed the feeling away.
The door to his office opened and in walked Foreman. He had sent him to get permission for another procedure on his patient.
"She told me no meer procedures unless u ask," zei Foreman.
"Fine," House zei looking up annoyed. He grabbed the file from Foreman and made the treck to Cuddy's office.
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Cuddy was getting past annoyed. She couldn't believe House was sending his eendje to get permission for procedures just to avoid her. Okay maybe she could believe it, but she sure didnt want to.
Suddenly the door to her office burst open and in walked House. He threw the file down on her desk.
"I'm here. Now sign the file so I can do the test," House zei avoiding her eyes.
She stared at him increduously and closed the file pushing it away from her.
"Have a seat," she zei eyeing him.
"No. Just sign the file so I can do the test. I don't want to have a little hart-, hart to hart-, hart with you," he zei sighing.
"Why do u think it would be a hart-, hart to heart?"
"Oh I don't know, maybe because u made me come down here and now your asking me to take a seat," he zei finally looking at her.
She looked into his eyes and almost gasped at the hurt that was so apparent in them. She didn't think this would get to him that bad.
"House, please talk to me. I don't want to hurt you."
"It's a little late for that Cuddy," he zei grabbing the file as he began to walk out of her office.
Cuddy quickly got up, rounder her bureau and quickly cut off his exit. She put a hand on his arm. He looked away from her, and she grabbed his chin and forced him to look at her.
"House please," she zei her voice almost a whisper.
"What are u hoping to accomplish Cuddy? What do u want from me? Want me to go back to my old ezel self of maybe have me fight for your attention? Well too bad cause I'm not going to. I'm done," he quickly looked away hiding the hurt.
"I just want to talk. I'm not intending to hurt you. I just don't want us to be on such bad terms," she zei looking at him sadly.
"There are no other terms for us to be on Cuddy. We can't be bestest buddies and act like nothing has happened."
"I realize that House, but i don't want u to hate me."
"Why would it matter if I hated you. I'm just an employee," he zei removing his chin from her grasp. He was about to walk out, but she cut him off again.
"Your meer than just an employee to me House," she zei in a strained voice.
"What exactly am I to u Cuddy? I'm not just an employee, we clearly aren't friends, and I'm not 'suitable' to datum you. So what am I?"
Now he was the one eyeing her. She looked away and was about to verplaats away when he grabbed both her arms.
"Ah ah u don't get to walk away now. You've been cornering me repeatedly I want an answer," she still refused to look at him.
It was his turn to grab her chin and force her to look at him. He could see tears starting to form in her eyes. He raised his hand and wiped them away. She finally met his gaze, and he looked back at her intensly.
He was beginning to scare himself with how gentle he was being with her. She had ripped his hart-, hart in two and here he was comforting her.
She saw the fear beginning to form in his eyes and she raised her hand to his cheek. He quickly looked away and began to break himself away from the moment, but she stopped him when she rose up and brushed her lips against his. He was shocked at first, but began to kiss back.
After what felt like minutes, but had been only seconden he broke away.
He looked at her shocked and confused. She opened her eyes and looked at him. She rose up to meet his lips again, but he backed up away from her. He quickly made his way past her and walked out of her office.
She sighed after the door closed. She couldn't figure out why she had done that, but all she knew was that it felt right. It felt so much better than whenever she kissed Lucas. She felt meer alive, almost like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders.
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"Why did I come her tonight,
With all these feelings inside?
Your much too good for this life,
And all the pain that u hide.
I wanna take u away,
Wipe the tears from your eyes.
But all that stands in the way,
Is that u don't realize,
Why I,
I am addicted, addicted to you.
Like a bad pill, like a sick thrill,
I can't get enough of you."
'Afflicted' - Age of Daze
Hope u like it. There is one swear word. Let me know what u think :)
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It had been a whole week since House had talked to Cuddy. He surprisingly did all his clinic hours and whenever he needed permission for a procedure he would send one of his ducklings.
What surprised him the most was that Cuddy hadn't tried to talk to him. It almost seemed she was avoiding him also. He felt a small pang of hurt, but quickly pushed the feeling away.
The door to his office opened and in walked Foreman. He had sent him to get permission for another procedure on his patient.
"She told me no meer procedures unless u ask," zei Foreman.
"Fine," House zei looking up annoyed. He grabbed the file from Foreman and made the treck to Cuddy's office.
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Cuddy was getting past annoyed. She couldn't believe House was sending his eendje to get permission for procedures just to avoid her. Okay maybe she could believe it, but she sure didnt want to.
Suddenly the door to her office burst open and in walked House. He threw the file down on her desk.
"I'm here. Now sign the file so I can do the test," House zei avoiding her eyes.
She stared at him increduously and closed the file pushing it away from her.
"Have a seat," she zei eyeing him.
"No. Just sign the file so I can do the test. I don't want to have a little hart-, hart to hart-, hart with you," he zei sighing.
"Why do u think it would be a hart-, hart to heart?"
"Oh I don't know, maybe because u made me come down here and now your asking me to take a seat," he zei finally looking at her.
She looked into his eyes and almost gasped at the hurt that was so apparent in them. She didn't think this would get to him that bad.
"House, please talk to me. I don't want to hurt you."
"It's a little late for that Cuddy," he zei grabbing the file as he began to walk out of her office.
Cuddy quickly got up, rounder her bureau and quickly cut off his exit. She put a hand on his arm. He looked away from her, and she grabbed his chin and forced him to look at her.
"House please," she zei her voice almost a whisper.
"What are u hoping to accomplish Cuddy? What do u want from me? Want me to go back to my old ezel self of maybe have me fight for your attention? Well too bad cause I'm not going to. I'm done," he quickly looked away hiding the hurt.
"I just want to talk. I'm not intending to hurt you. I just don't want us to be on such bad terms," she zei looking at him sadly.
"There are no other terms for us to be on Cuddy. We can't be bestest buddies and act like nothing has happened."
"I realize that House, but i don't want u to hate me."
"Why would it matter if I hated you. I'm just an employee," he zei removing his chin from her grasp. He was about to walk out, but she cut him off again.
"Your meer than just an employee to me House," she zei in a strained voice.
"What exactly am I to u Cuddy? I'm not just an employee, we clearly aren't friends, and I'm not 'suitable' to datum you. So what am I?"
Now he was the one eyeing her. She looked away and was about to verplaats away when he grabbed both her arms.
"Ah ah u don't get to walk away now. You've been cornering me repeatedly I want an answer," she still refused to look at him.
It was his turn to grab her chin and force her to look at him. He could see tears starting to form in her eyes. He raised his hand and wiped them away. She finally met his gaze, and he looked back at her intensly.
He was beginning to scare himself with how gentle he was being with her. She had ripped his hart-, hart in two and here he was comforting her.
She saw the fear beginning to form in his eyes and she raised her hand to his cheek. He quickly looked away and began to break himself away from the moment, but she stopped him when she rose up and brushed her lips against his. He was shocked at first, but began to kiss back.
After what felt like minutes, but had been only seconden he broke away.
He looked at her shocked and confused. She opened her eyes and looked at him. She rose up to meet his lips again, but he backed up away from her. He quickly made his way past her and walked out of her office.
She sighed after the door closed. She couldn't figure out why she had done that, but all she knew was that it felt right. It felt so much better than whenever she kissed Lucas. She felt meer alive, almost like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders.
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"Why did I come her tonight,
With all these feelings inside?
Your much too good for this life,
And all the pain that u hide.
I wanna take u away,
Wipe the tears from your eyes.
But all that stands in the way,
Is that u don't realize,
Why I,
I am addicted, addicted to you.
Like a bad pill, like a sick thrill,
I can't get enough of you."
'Afflicted' - Age of Daze
When does Love become something we need, rather than something we want? Love was seen as something special a long time ago. Now Love is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. Love is common currency when u are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older u get. Do we not care about the substance of what Love was and not what it has been made into today door commercialisation from American films and televisie commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience Love for real, can we commentaar and judge others who are in Love. Love means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of Love is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? Love is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.