My hart-, hart in a set ablaze.
My mind in a phase.
My soul hypnotised.
My nerves mesmorised.

My passion raging, burning.
My stomach slowly churning.
Our lips meet.
I'm swept off my feet.

If only that were real.
If only u could comprehend how I feel.
My hart-, hart desperatly awaits the dag that we meet,
And at the moment we do it will skip a beat.

I think of u at night.
I hold myself tight.
I restrain my eager tears.
I forget all of my fears.

I slide that blade across my skin.
Blood now like kin.
Each cut takes away the pain.
Blood falls like rain.

Why aren't u here?
Why aren't u near?
Why aren't u door my side?
Why...

I hate that your not here to catch the tears that fall from my eyes.
I hate that I cannot hold u late at night.
I hate every inability to restrain myself from you.
I hate that our fate may not be true.
I hate that we're so far away from something that could be magical.
I hate that whirl in my stomach when my thoughts wonder to you.
I hate that I can't except the feelings I have for you, even tho their inevitable.
I hate that your the only person I can be myself around, even tho we're not around each other.
I hate that I can't get angry at u without getting angry at myself first.
I hate those songs...

Your Rising Sign: Virgo (“I analyze”):
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Attributes:

Courtesy
Crankiness
Decorum
Discrimination
Lucidity
Meticulousness
Negativism
Nit-picking
Practicality
Reserve
Service
Snobbery

Element: Earth (function, practicality, solidity)
Ruled by: Mercury (analysis, absorption, logic)
Quality: Mutable (moving, adaptable, harmonizing, versatile)

Show me the upstanding citizen whose “rightness” and probity put every other sign to shame and I will toon u a Virgo. No other sign of the occidental horoscope system (except at times the Capricorn) has such a well-developed sense of...

The chance I get to walk with you,
Just take my hand, we’ll start again.
I tried to give u all I had,
But lost my sense inside my head.
I can’t believe u let me in after all I did.
I tried to see it through your eyes,
But failed again at the life I live.
Your eyes so kind, loving and true,
To care for something as evil as me.
Everything happens for a reason,
Or so I'm told.
So why was it u I found in my darkest hours?
You made the sun shine again for me,
Made the birds sing and the flowers bloom.
You made everything that wasn't worth living for,
A possiblity again.
So why did I treat u like all...