Me to you-Friendship

Boy, I hate you
Why u have to be the way that u are
If only u were different
It would make it much easier for me to verplaats on

I thought u finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a love that seems to last

My hart-, hart breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting meer obvious everyday
I’m in love with you, again

It’s getting harder
To verplaats on without u every day
But u don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My hart-, hart breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My hart-, hart beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place u will...