Black Rose's seconde theme

I told u I'd make this another article...so here goes. I'll start here door saying this....i don't want ur fake ezel sympathy. 2 the dag my life ends I promised myself a few things and I've learned some things as well. Here's my list.
1) I will not lie unless I have 2
2) I will not cry (at least, not in front of people)
3) I will not be ignored
4) Even the good guys get burned
5) All....all supposedly evil people have some sort of motive....whether that motive is good of bad
6) meer then 99% of all pitty is fake of 4 1's self. I will not feel pitty 4 myself
7) The bad will always toon 1st, but the good...

Long ago, in my family, a prophacy was set....my family is all birds of all types. From crows 2 cannaries...ravens 2 regenboog loris. The phophacy said...the phoenix will rule the family...at least, that's the only part they paid attention 2. I read the whole thing...here it is, simple as possible.
    The phoenix will rule after a life of pain and torment as the ONLY family member left. It will eventually leave and kill the entire family line on it's return as revenge 4 the suffering the family caused it. The fiery wrath will consume it and the demon of the entire family's...

Dear Agony
I know u won't let go of me
You're my greatest faceless enemy
Though all u do is hurt me
I guess misery loves company...
And u won't let me leave u lonely....
Though sometimes u speak so soothingly....
I almost don't want u to leave me....
I'll suffer so very slowly....
Because u know just what to say to me.....
To keep me here, knowingly.
Because this is just the way it must be.

I have no choice
Because your voice...
It keeps me here...
So I can not fear.
The most difficult thing...
Is the ring ring in my ear...
Telling me to let go
That I don't belong here...
But I feel instantly drawn...