I know how u feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. u dont want to laugh, because u know it's not going to help, but u dont want to cry, because it will just make u feel worse.

u feel like your hart-, hart is falling appart, but not only that, but u know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. u don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt u so much, then why do u still love them. That's the confusing part, u don't know why, u just do, and the people who hurt u the most, and normally the ones that u love the most. People tell u 'It's going to be ok....' but deep, deep inside u know it will never be ok. It leaves deep scars in your hart-, hart that will stay there foever. And no one understands how u feel, and how deep u have been hurt, no matter who they are of what they have been through, every broken hart-, hart is different. They don't know the true pain u feel and carry each and everyday, so u learn that your basically alone in all of this.

Then the feelings start to overwhelm you, and suddenly u just break down right there, because u know u have had enough, the tears just start to instantly fall across your face and u get to the point where u dont care who sees.
After a few weeks u look back at all of this, u laugh to yourself and realise people are horrible. You're still hurt but u learn to hide it so people think your okay and try to verplaats on.
So everytime u see this person, u know u still love them, and u feel a slight tingle in your hart-, hart for them to just love u back, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And u sit back and wonder how one stupid person could have caused all this ...