Maybe u died 'cause everybody ask me where u at
I try to channel u in hopes that I could steer u back
But it's like every intersection we just missed each other
u got your fans waiting tell me u ain't 6 feet under
And tell me that you're coming back that u just took a break
Maybe I blamed u for everything that was my mistake
In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge
'Cause it was u who talked me down from jumping off the ledge
Your earrings bamboo, your long nails too
Your BMW every time u came through
u was the braveheart
u stal wayne heart
u never switched it up
u played the same part
But I needed to grow
And I needed to know
That there were something inside of me that I need to show

So I just deaded you
Left u in all black
But dear old Nicki
Please call back

[Chorus]
u told me you'd come when I needed you
And u zei it so sweetly I believed you
But I'm standing here calling I can't see you
But I am holding you, holding you, holding u to that

[Verse 2]
Yo, did I chase the glitz and glamour
Money, fame and power
'Cause if so that will forever go down my lamest hour
I should've kept u with me getting at them nameless cowards
There was no match for you, couldn't defeat your powers
I had to make them changes, I hope u understood
u see for every bad, I did a ton of good
But u was underground, and I was mainstream
I live the life now, that we would daydream
My only wish is u come enjoy it with me
Get on them conference calls, go meet the lawyers with me
The money came, yeah, tripled and quadrupled it
But I still miss us when we was just on some stupid shit
And it's still fuck the media
They ridiculed you, never believed in you

They just deaded you
Left u in all black
But dear old Nicki
Please call back

[Chorus]
u told me you'd come when I needed you
And u zei it so sweetly I believed you
But I'm standing here calling I can't see you
But I am holding you, holding you, holding u to that

And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
Oh, yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
To that

And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
Oh, yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
And yes I'm holding you, holding you, holding you
To that