I saw something I wanted to see meer of~
When u looked at me with those eyes I felt u were tresspassing
looking down into my heart.
Seeing what secrets lied there,
It was so terrifing, yet libaerating!
I couldn't look away I saw u had your own secrets...
And I wanted to heal those broken beautifull eyes,
Thats the dag u cursed me,
thats the dag those lovely eyes broke me down so badly that I wanted to cry!
u made me want to be the one to heal you,
I wanted to stay in those eyes...
I wanted u to be door my side, be mine and mine only...
When u look at me directly, down to my soul,
u seem to look at me with something,
so mysterious, so scary, so beautifull...
I hope it would be love....
but I know its not.
I can't help but look at u with love,
u seem to not notice...
maybe thats for the best but...
I feel this growing pain of u not there,
of your FRIENDSHIP only,
I feel pain.
I hate this, I don't hate u though.
Never could, never will.
Wish I did, wish I will.
But my hart-, hart aches for you, my hart-, hart calls to you,
It may be kinda mushy but your always on my mind!
With those heavenly eyes~
When u look me in the eyes I feel that love swell up,
and find myself in total bliss wanting to stay there...
forever...
When I see your heavenly eyes...
~B
This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those roses are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those singing birds are very dear to me..
This green gras freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a regenboog after a very heavy rain
those colors can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am singing with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those roses are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those singing birds are very dear to me..
This green gras freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a regenboog after a very heavy rain
those colors can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am singing with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
When u hope,
u expect and wish,
u have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
u don’t want them killed,
Hope makes u stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to u in life,
Sometimes u need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
u and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire u hart-, hart out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
u know what u want,
Keep hoping till the END……
u expect and wish,
u have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
u don’t want them killed,
Hope makes u stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to u in life,
Sometimes u need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
u and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire u hart-, hart out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
u know what u want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my hart-, hart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile u see on my face.
Going a single dag without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the volgende day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my hart-, hart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile u see on my face.
Going a single dag without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the volgende day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
I miss you,
u never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you
I was always in the dark,
u were the sun and I was the shade,
u never even looked at me,
I always thought of you
Without u I could die,
I was so sad when u moved,
u didn't care when u moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish u had met me
Every night I can't go to bed cause
of you,
And each night i wish u will
verplaats back where u belong,
Also wish u loved me back
_____________________________________
Hi this is my small poem
Hope u like it its for
my love Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he zei hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
love with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he zei hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she zei no for me
And he never ever zei anything else
to us.
The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from u and the things you've become.
Don't u remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do u remember at all?
Now my hatred for u is growing strong.
Every insult u throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much meer can I take?
Now do u see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are u glad that u killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course u don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My hart-, hart isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black
So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some vrienden of something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:
-OfmiceandDes
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from u and the things you've become.
Don't u remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do u remember at all?
Now my hatred for u is growing strong.
Every insult u throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much meer can I take?
Now do u see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are u glad that u killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course u don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My hart-, hart isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black
So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some vrienden of something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:
-OfmiceandDes
Love, Love Spin Us Round, Love, Love, Kicks Us When Were Down
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye
But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,
I Want To Tell u These Things,
I Wish To Sing To u About These Things!
These Things I Feel When u Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...
That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.
You've got some real demons,
u know that right?
Love and hate,
Black a white.
u don't know which is which,
Darkness of light
I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
u don't want to understand
u want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue
The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
u won't stay locked in the past
You've got some real demons,
u know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light
u know that right?
Love and hate,
Black a white.
u don't know which is which,
Darkness of light
I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
u don't want to understand
u want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue
The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
u won't stay locked in the past
You've got some real demons,
u know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light
one dag u will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when u fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though u did me wrong and even though u shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though u zei u cared even though u werent really there and u made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with u tearing down the walls of everything and everyone u ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when u fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though u did me wrong and even though u shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though u zei u cared even though u werent really there and u made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with u tearing down the walls of everything and everyone u ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.
The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white bed sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven of hell
its lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating hart-, hart of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
love like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white bed sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven of hell
its lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating hart-, hart of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
love like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again
do u truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen door my personality of door my body
the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job
i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more
do u really think i eat of sleep
do u think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a maand the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave
i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me of kick me
do u really think im happy?
the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood door her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me
so volgende time u see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen door my personality of door my body
the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job
i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more
do u really think i eat of sleep
do u think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a maand the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave
i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me of kick me
do u really think im happy?
the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood door her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me
so volgende time u see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?
Stopping door Woods on a Snowy Evening
door ROBERT FROST
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harnas bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
door ROBERT FROST
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harnas bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
