Falling Tears

u Hear My hart-, hart Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell u These Things,
I Wish To Sing To u About These Things!
These Things I Feel When u Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.

You've got some real demons,
u know that right?

Love and hate,
Black a white.
u don't know which is which,
Darkness of light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
u don't want to understand

u want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
u won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
u know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

For you, hon!!!! Because u asked me:D


A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.


Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!


I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.

A few meer steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!




















































Hope u like it:D

one dag u will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when u fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though u did me wrong and even though u shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though u zei u cared even though u werent really there and u made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with u tearing down the walls of everything and everyone u ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.

shadows in the night
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in love
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a duif the sign of love
to feel the love
it fits like a handschoen
love send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me

The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white bed sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven of hell
its lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating hart-, hart of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
love like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again

do u truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen door my personality of door my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do u really think i eat of sleep
do u think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a maand the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me of kick me
do u really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood door her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so volgende time u see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?

Stopping door Woods on a Snowy Evening
door ROBERT FROST

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harnas bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.