u said...
u said
u would
try to make
this up.
u said
u wanted
me door your side.
u said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.
u said.
u said
u wanted
the fresh start
for us,
u said
u wanted us
back,
u wanted
me back.
u promised.
u said
u would
try,
u said
that things
would be better
this time,
u said
I would feel
better
from now.
Remember,
u said.
No meer tears,
u said,
no more
empty words,
remember?
u said.
u said
u wanted
a fresh start
for us.
u said,
no meer pain,
u said,
no more.
And no meer lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
u gave,
no meer pain,
that's what
u said.
THe world is cruel,
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one dag someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate u for who u are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because u have white skin
because I have two dads
because u have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge u by.
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one dag someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate u for who u are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because u have white skin
because I have two dads
because u have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge u by.
u seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows u
like a hook,
won't let u go,
won't leave u alone.
u smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that u hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves u not,
u don't see the angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give u a strength.
u long for life
that u don't know of,
u seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.
why did u cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved u so much, I still do,
and if u asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I love you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved u and u just threw it away,
but that's it im done with u now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing u ever had,
u don't know what u have got until u loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
why did I deserve that?
I loved u so much, I still do,
and if u asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I love you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved u and u just threw it away,
but that's it im done with u now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing u ever had,
u don't know what u have got until u loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting u sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if u are hear reading this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if u will not forgive me i chose to be mad at u when u tried to apolagize
just know this vrienden are forever
i will keep u in my head if i forget ill still have u in my heart
and hopefully u will keep me in yours now your gone u wont see me but u have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to meer then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting u sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if u are hear reading this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if u will not forgive me i chose to be mad at u when u tried to apolagize
just know this vrienden are forever
i will keep u in my head if i forget ill still have u in my heart
and hopefully u will keep me in yours now your gone u wont see me but u have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to meer then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
I verplaats a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I verplaats behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I verplaats between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your love is a drug
your love is my high
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I verplaats behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I verplaats between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your love is a drug
your love is my high
As life flutters door on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My hart-, hart leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters door on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My hart-, hart leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters door on Angel's wings
Whitman
I have perceiv’d that to be
With those i like is enough,
To stop in company with the rest
At evening is enough,
To be surrounded door beautiful,
Curious, breathing,
Laughing flesh is enough…
I do not ask any meer delight,
I swim in it as in a sea.
There is something in staying close
To men and women and looking on them,
And in the contact and odor of them,
That pleases the soul well,
All things please the soul,
But these please the soul well.
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Live high, live mighty, live righteously, taking it easy [Jason Mraz]
Smile wider, look closer, and think broader [Blend Apparel]
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