Ahh Irs time to start a brand u day. I zei to my self I'm gonna started new and fresh and leave the unimportant stuff behind me. That's old news I need to be updated to food news. I woke up and to my surprise roc was lying volgende to me reading a book. I was gonna whisper get the fuck out my bed instead it went like this.

Good morning roc -hugs him-. Um hallo faith u sleep alrite. Roc asked -still smiling- like a baby on a silent night. Um I mean -fake yoon- ya sure I did I guess I looked the other way cuz i was blushing. He laughed well then he got up so u forgot y u were mad at me. WTF!!!?!! he should have not zei that cuz its only been 3 minuts since I woke up and he already ticked me off and there was nothing that was gonna stop me I pillows the cover over my head again. And never spoke he said. O ya um I'm sorry...well can we talk about it? Talk talk talk talk talk is that all u know how to do Rc I mean other then sing and dance is that how u solve ur problems!!!!! I'm tired I mean sick of it and I'm not over saying it when I say sick I'm legit sick of it I got up now and. Was walking towards him he was backing up I'm tired of us talking I'm tired of the relationship that u thought we had I'm... heck Im tired of being on this bus we done backed up all the way in the keuken-, keuken area of the bus and I was just red as a tomaat I continued I'm sick of sorry I'm sick of remembering I'm sick of leaving cam I'm sick of getting hurt im sick of get made and threwing stuff I'm sick of trying to make things better, I'm sok of diggy and I'm SICK. OF. YOU!!!! I pushed him and he fell everyone was waking up and trying to see wat happened. We even had to pull over at a rest area and the driver had to talk to me. straal, ray straal, ray talked to me instead cuz the driver wasn't getting anywhere every one got out to verplaats a lil and a lee brake straal, ray zei faith wat is going on. I wanna go home pagina I softly zei looming the other way then y dis u come he asked. I wanted to come I did but I found something out about u guys that u didn't tell me and u guys just sat there and enjoined the toon while roc and diggy played me like a piano of something. Wat r u talking about faith we don't have anything to do with diggy other than he is going on tour with us my girl and some extra stuff that we sk with him but it doesn't matter to u cuz ur not staying on tourwith us when diggy comes straal, ray straal, ray explained. Its so complacated right now. And no one understands I just wanna go hack home pagina that's it I mean don't get me wrong I love u guys but I wish I never went on this trip and bumped into Princeton things are just moving way to fast I need to just give it a rest. I understand straal, ray straal, ray said. Roc is ruining everything for u isn't he omg ya j answered yup he does that but u need to decide wat ur doing cuz no one can pick for u I can help as much as j can but if u don't explain to roc hallo this is Wat's going on then he would just idk act like a rock I guess we laughed o wow straal, ray ray. Well u better lee while u can cuz we cant be making brakes like this. I went to the bathroom on my way out I bumped into roc he pulled me on to the bus and didn't speak unfilled we were in the rooms everyone else was in the living room place thing well where the coach was. We need to talk I zei roc just started kissing me after like five minuten of that I pushed him away. ARE U CRA- he stopped me and zei Shh and kissed me again I pushed him again stop I whisper yell wtf roc. He looked like he was not seeing right omg r u ok I asked he fell back and fainted on a box I moved the box and called for help Jada and Princeton came in wat happened idk he fainted out of no where they tried to do something I went to straal, ray ray's top, boven bunk and opened the volgende present Cameron gave me it was a box in the box was pictures and nick nacks of things on the past. I smiled in delight underneath everything I was thesweater I wore on Christmas the same sweater he dragged through the snow about 3 feet high just to get to me so I was warm. One tear rolled down my eyes and j read the seconde note it zei remember December on its like the world stopped spinning and the only sound I heard was the sound of silents I could see nothing else except the misal toe and letter from the best man in the world I wanted nothing meer but that.