::Charlene POV::


I slowly opened my eyes one at a time. I looked to see the room I was in last night. I actually thought it was all a dream. Did I really just tell him everything? Did he really just say he loved me? I felt small snel, swift kisses on my shoulder. “Good Morning, gorgeous” a deep groggy voice said. It was Jaden. I didn’t answer him. I could still feel his arm around my waist. You’d think the boy would let go. I slowly sat up and rubbed my eyes. My body was really sore. “How did u sleep?” he asked sitting up. “Fine.” i zei simply while rubbing my left arms with my right hand. I could feel him staring at me. It was meer of a blank stare. I turned to look at him. “What?” I asked with my voice still groggy. “Your just so…..beautiful” he zei looking me in the eyes. Do they not know that your not suppose to lie? Like dam*. I ignored him and got out of the bed. “what time is it?” I asked rubbing my forehead. “About 10 a.m” he said. I nodded. He came up and walked to me. He wrapped his arms around me. I winced. My body hurts so bad right now. He stopped and looked at me. “Am I hurting you?” he asked softly. “Mmmhhmm” I zei lowly. He let go of me. " I’m sorry" he said. He kissed my nose softly. I smiled a little at how nice he was being. “Um, I think that I should get home.” I zei while brushing my hair back with my fingers. “Ok, well how about u go take a douche and stuff and I’ll make breakfast” he said. I’m not eating. No way. “I’m not very hungry.” I zei lying and looking away. “Are u sure?” he zei trying look at me. “Yea” I zei simply. I knew he didn’t believe me. Am I that bad o a liar? “Charlene listen to me. I know that I’m not someone u can trust right now and I understand that but don’t shut me out. I just wanna help” he zei bring me closer to him. He took both my hands and kissed them. Maybe Jaden and HIM were planning how to win me over because they sound too much alike. I ignored what he zei but still nodded to make it seem like I was listening. “So your still not hungry?” he asked looking me in the eyes. “No. I’m fine” I zei sternly. He took a deep breath. “Alright” he said. I ran my fingers through my hair again and began to walk to the bathroom. “I love you” I heard him say. I stop him in my tracks and turned around. I don’t know what to say to him. I don’t love him like that. I think he’s really sweet and caring but….no. I don’t want hurt his feelings so I just smiled. He smiled back. Soon I went into the bathroom. I took my douche and did all my usual routine. Small amounts of blood were still coming from my body. I went out of the bathroom and still had a towel wrapped around me. Jaden was in there. Once he saw me he looked at me up and down and licked his lips. I was blushing a little bit. “Uh w-what should I wear?” I asked a little embarrassed. Without breaking his gaze at me he handed me sweat pants, t-shirt and boxers. “Thank you” I zei shyly. “Anything for you” he zei smiling. I did a small smile back as I went back to the bathroom. I got dressed and went back out. I looked around the room and he was gone. I saw the clothes that he was wearing on the bed. I shrugged a little and sat back on the bed. I admired everything in the room. I laid down and put my arm over my eyes. So many things ran through my mind. I have no doubt in my mind that HE will try to talk me into forgiving him again. This time it’s not working. I’m not gonna let him play with my emotions. Especially after he put his hands on me. No. No way. My thoughts were interrupted door the sound of the door opening. I took my arm away from my face and looked up. I saw….Jaden….dripping wet….in nothing….but a towel. Now I think it’s time to dig my grave. My eyes expanded in shock. He still had steam coming from his body. I was speechless. He laughed at me. “Is there something u wanna say” he asked smirking. “God. Bless. You” I zei still staring. Stop it Charlene! Get a hold of yourself! He laughed even harder. I covered my face in embarrassment. “Don’t be embarrassed.” he zei walking closer. I shook my head while still keeping my hands over my face. He pulled them off and looked me in the eyes. “I feel the exact same way about you” he whispered. My hart-, hart stopped. He leaned in and kissed me. He was still holding my arms so I couldn’t fight him off. I liked it but it didn’t feel right. He softly pushed me down on the bed. May I remind u that he still only had his towel on and was still wet. He let my wrist go and let his hands travel down my body while kissing me. He kissed down my jawline towards my neck. I can’t keep doing this. I don’t wanna lead him on. I put my hands on his beautiful broad shoulders and stopped him. I looked at his face. He looked a little hurt. “What’s wrong?” he asked trying to kiss me again. I sat up. “Nothing, Jaden. Like I zei it’s just I’m not ready. I hope u understand.” I said. He breathed heavily. “I’ll wait for you” he zei pushing my hair behind my ear. I smiled a little. I find it adorable how he’s acting. I like him but I don’t think I LOVE him. I can only imagine what HE will have to say about this. Again, why. do I care. He slept with Briana so it doesn’t matter. I honestly wanted to be his first though. Oh well…..it’s life. “How about I get my close on and we can get u home” he whispered into my ear while rubbing my shoulders. He’s so touchy. It gave me goosebumps. “Ok” I said. He got up and went to the other room. I took a deep breath and layed myself on the bed a little. “Why me?!” I zei out loud. After a peaceful silence I heard my phone ring. I waited and let it ring for a little while. I groaned and slowly got up and walked up to my it. I looked at the caller i.d and immediately felt myself get angry. It was HIM. I felt tears automatically run down my cheeks. I sent it straight to voice mail. I looked at my phone and saw 54 missed calls from HIM. What does he want?! I saw he left me about 10 voice mails . I wanted to listen to them but I didn’t at the same time. I kept fighting myself while staring at my phone. I decided to just listen to just one. I put the phone to ear and waited.


“Bonita, please answer your phone. I need to hear your voice. I’m sorry, I know u hate me right now but please. I need to know that your safe. I love u please call me back” Beep.


His voice sounded so dull and shaky. Like he’d been crying for days. I feel so bad. No Charlene, u can’t let him off so easily. He needs to suffer how u suffered! I heard the door open and quickly wiped my tears. Jaden came back in fixed himself. “You ready?” he asked. “Yea” I zei smiling a little. He gave me a bag to put my dress in and we were off. About 15 minuets later we arrived. “Do u want me to come in with u or?” he asked. I thought about it for a second. I decided I needed some time alone. “That’s ok. I’l be fine.” I said. I gave him a soft hug. “Thank u for helping me.” I zei while rubbing his back. I tried to let go but he just held me tighter. It was awkward. “Jaden, u can let go now.” i zei chuckling a little “Oh my bad.” he zei smiling. “I guess I’ll see u later and thanks again for everything.” i said. I kissed his cheek. He turned so red. It was so cute. “No problem” he zei cheesing. I smiling and began walking. He grabbed my arm. “Wait!” he said. “Yeah.” I answered. He pushed himself onto me and softly put his lips on mine. “Make sure u call me ok?” he zei holding my face. I nodded my head. I really hope he doesn’t have the wrong idea. I only wanna be vrienden right now. Plus, I don’t think I can fully trust him yet. “Bye.” I zei walking to the door. “Bye…..I love you.” he said. I stopped in my tracks again. I don’t know what to tell him so I just smiled again. He smiled back and began walking. I took a deep breath and went into my house. I threw my bag on the floor and slowly walked to my room because I was still in pain. I heard sniffling and faint crying as I got closer to the door. Who could be in here? I thought. I finally got to my room. I looked inside and felt my anger come back. HIM.


::Jacob POV::


I was still at her house. I stayed there hoping she would come back. I was crying like a baby in her bed. How could I do this to her? She trusted me and I betrayed her. She could be anywhere door now. I won’t stop until she forgives me. No way. When u love somebody u don’t give up. I don’t care how many times she says she hates me. I won’t let her get away. I can’t loose her. She’s my everything and I can’t let that go. We’ve been through too much to let it all end this way. I heard someone open the door and come in. It was very slow movement. I saw the door open and there she was. All beat up. My hart-, hart skipped a beat. Once her eyes met my face her facial expression changed from calm to furious. “What the hell are u doing here, Jacob?!” she yelled. she looked angry beyond belief. I scanned her face. She looked so weak and beat up. I ran up to her and held her tight. She winced and pushed me back. “Don’t touch me!” she yelled. she was shaking like she was afraid. I walked closer to her. She backed up. I could tell she was scared out of her mind. “Bonita, please. I-” she cut me off “Save it. Now leave.” she zei pointing to the door. “Mya, please just listen to me” i zei “Listen to what Jacob?! There’s nothing meer to talk about! u lied to me like it was nothing and then u helped them beat me up! And on top, boven of that u had the nerve to sleep with Briana!” she screamed. She had tears king down her face like a waterfall. “It’s not what u think! She zei if I didn’t do it she would have her friends-” she cut me off. “Well then u should’ve let them do it.” she zei with gritted teeth. She had veins popping out of her neck. Now I knew she was pissed. “Don’t say that. I hate the thought of loosing you, please.” I begged coming closer. She backed up even more. “Always the same bullish*t Jacob! Get it through your head. We. can. NEVER. be. together. Just face it.” she screamed. “No! I refuse to loose you! We’ve been through too much already! I’m not asking u to forgive me right away, but I’m asking u to give me a chance!” I said. She didn’t say anything. She just shook her head. “Bonita, I’m begging you…please.” I zei looking at her. Once I zei that her eyes shot up at me and she gave me the biggest death glare. “My f*cking name is Mya. Use it.” she snarled. I was shocked. she’s never cursed before. That just shows how mad she is.“Calm down and let me help you.” I zei calmly trying to bring the tension down. She just got even meer mad. “You wanna help me!? Huh Jacob?!” she screamed. she came closer to my face. “Then drop dead and go to hell.” she whispered. Her voice was deadly. Those made my hart-, hart churn. She truly hates me. I don’t care. I’m gonna make her love me again if it’s the last thing I do. She was about to walk away. I can’t let her get away so I got down on my knees and hugged her from the bottom. “Please, Mya. I’ll do anything. Please don’t leave me..please. u may not believe me but I love you.” She tried to push me off but I had a really tight grip.“Jacob please let me go” she zei softly. “No I love u to much to let u go.” I zei still keeping my grip. “Jacob, just leave me alone, please” she zei with her voice cracking. She still kept trying to get out of my hold but it was no use. “I can’t…I won’t” I zei shaking my head. She took a deep breath and brushed her hair back with her fingers. I looked up at her. “Please Bonita…Just one meer chance. I promise that if I hurt u I will never bother u again.” I zei while crying. She looked down at me. She helped me get up. “I’m sorry Jacob. i can’t” she zei softly. As she was about to turn her back on me I took her arm, brought her close to me then pinned her to the wall. She had a shocked/scared look on her face. I looked deep into her beautiful dark brown eyes. “Look me in the eye and tell me u don’t love me. If u can do that I will leave right now and leave u alone for good.” I zei lowly. She stared at me as another tear trailed down her face to her chest. She began to speak. "I…….


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