Me: um where's josh i need him
Ray: He's outside i'll go get him
Me: thanks
straal, ray straal, ray walked outside and called josh , josh ran into the room and gave me a big hug, i flinched and covered my face then he zei “This is all my fault i shouldn't of let u go out“
I let my hands go and zei “It's not your fault it's my fault for ever thinking jacob was different“
Me:“when is mum and dad coming home pagina i miss them“
Josh:um they won't be back for another two weeks
Me : WHAT!!! Why didn't u tell me this before
Josh: because i didn't want to stress u out anymore
I wanted to cry but no tears were left, i turned away “Can i have some time alone please“ josh left the room and straal, ray straal, ray came back in
Ray:Hay babygurl
Me: please don't call me that
Ray: Um ... ok
He came and sat volgende to me on the bed
Me: why are u doing this?
Ray: doing what
me: Being nice, i mean the other dag u wanted to kill me
Ray: I never wanted to hurt u i was angry, i just needed to take it out on someone
Me: And u chose me
Ray: No ... Well yeah but i didn't mean to hurt you, i just wanted to make princeton suffer
Me: Why?
Ray: because he had something i wanted
Me: Which was?
Ray: YOU!. ever since the first time i layed eyes on u i fell deeply in love with u
Once again the room went silent, i had no words to reply back so i zei nothing
Me: How was causing me pain helping you
Ray: It wasn't but i was sick and tired of jacob rubbing u in my face that i broke, then i zei i would do anything to make jacob unhappy
Me: u NEARLY KILLED ME! I held on to my stomach which was still hurting me
Ray: I know, Im sorry please forgive me
Me: I don't know ... how do i know u might not try and do something to jacob
Ray: I won't i promise, u can't blame someone for falling in love
Just then i saw jacob walking back into the room and he was walking up to straal, ray straal, ray then he pushed him and zei “Stay away from her“ he was shouting so much that i couldn't understand what he was saying but i knew it wasn't nice “jacob stop“ i pleaded,but he couldn't hear me he was just about to stempel, punch straal, ray straal, ray until roc ran in and ended the fight
I tried to get up but i was to weak to stand up straight that i fell to the floor but roc came up to me put his arm around me and helped me back into the bed “Roc i don't know what to do“
Roc: “just take it easy i'll deal with them two“ he smiled and got jacob and straal, ray out of the room.
Ray: He's outside i'll go get him
Me: thanks
straal, ray straal, ray walked outside and called josh , josh ran into the room and gave me a big hug, i flinched and covered my face then he zei “This is all my fault i shouldn't of let u go out“
I let my hands go and zei “It's not your fault it's my fault for ever thinking jacob was different“
Me:“when is mum and dad coming home pagina i miss them“
Josh:um they won't be back for another two weeks
Me : WHAT!!! Why didn't u tell me this before
Josh: because i didn't want to stress u out anymore
I wanted to cry but no tears were left, i turned away “Can i have some time alone please“ josh left the room and straal, ray straal, ray came back in
Ray:Hay babygurl
Me: please don't call me that
Ray: Um ... ok
He came and sat volgende to me on the bed
Me: why are u doing this?
Ray: doing what
me: Being nice, i mean the other dag u wanted to kill me
Ray: I never wanted to hurt u i was angry, i just needed to take it out on someone
Me: And u chose me
Ray: No ... Well yeah but i didn't mean to hurt you, i just wanted to make princeton suffer
Me: Why?
Ray: because he had something i wanted
Me: Which was?
Ray: YOU!. ever since the first time i layed eyes on u i fell deeply in love with u
Once again the room went silent, i had no words to reply back so i zei nothing
Me: How was causing me pain helping you
Ray: It wasn't but i was sick and tired of jacob rubbing u in my face that i broke, then i zei i would do anything to make jacob unhappy
Me: u NEARLY KILLED ME! I held on to my stomach which was still hurting me
Ray: I know, Im sorry please forgive me
Me: I don't know ... how do i know u might not try and do something to jacob
Ray: I won't i promise, u can't blame someone for falling in love
Just then i saw jacob walking back into the room and he was walking up to straal, ray straal, ray then he pushed him and zei “Stay away from her“ he was shouting so much that i couldn't understand what he was saying but i knew it wasn't nice “jacob stop“ i pleaded,but he couldn't hear me he was just about to stempel, punch straal, ray straal, ray until roc ran in and ended the fight
I tried to get up but i was to weak to stand up straight that i fell to the floor but roc came up to me put his arm around me and helped me back into the bed “Roc i don't know what to do“
Roc: “just take it easy i'll deal with them two“ he smiled and got jacob and straal, ray out of the room.
For all u girls that are hurt door words and think your nothing. don't think that cause i felt that way and i know how it hurts and it hurts alot.but i realized thoughs people that put u down every dag is going threw something too.I get irritated when teachers and parents say stuff like that.But i just ignore the words.. i know it's hard too ignore hurtful words but that's all i can do.Being bullied is hurtful, horrible and pretty much bad... so girls that are unsatisfied with your self,well all i can say is stay strong,stay mindless,and have courage,cause i don't have courage and it's hard for me to toon who i really am which is a couragous beautiful African American girl.so just like Bruno Mars song u are amazing just the way u are...
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