THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME ITS TOO EARLY THEIRS SO MUCH WE DIDNT GET TO DO of SEE of of I J-JUST CANT HANDLE THIS!!!! I zei as I punched rocs chest
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I zei as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot door fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah u had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake u up before u screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow u really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on u
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll love this one
Me:Roc promise me u won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure u screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He zei as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need u and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, u still stick with me,thank u so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a puppy but my mum zei its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the puppy and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do u think? Do u like? I thought u needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I love it, Your the best" I zei running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I love u Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of u saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I zei as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on u shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because u start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone u have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all u friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come home pagina cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at u he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the divan, bank and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever u want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making u guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I zei as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot door fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah u had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake u up before u screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow u really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on u
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll love this one
Me:Roc promise me u won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure u screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He zei as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need u and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, u still stick with me,thank u so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a puppy but my mum zei its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the puppy and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do u think? Do u like? I thought u needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I love it, Your the best" I zei running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I love u Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of u saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I zei as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on u shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because u start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone u have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all u friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come home pagina cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at u he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the divan, bank and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever u want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making u guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
hallo guys I am so sorry I have been so busy thinking about making a new artikel and reading other people's artikels I haven't forgot about u guys I love all my fans so much and I'm close to 50 yayyyyy but anyways yea y'all are gonna see hurt,pain,love lol a lot of love making in the volgende part and u can also see my new story well almost new at wattpad.com zoek for me love u guys!!😘😍❤❤❤❤omg almost forgot my other artikel u know teenage love I haven't forgot about that either my boo keke don't worry ur gonna be in it y'all are gonna flip when u read it soo yea
Ok when we all got sick so we had 2stay home pagina it was just us girlz who was sick so daddy and Kameron had to take care of us
Me:Kam can u get my ipad plzz
Kam:yes I will(got my ipad and gave it to me) here. Kylee
Me :thnx
Kam:no prob sis
2 hours later
Girlz:we feel alot better
Kiara:yall want to go out to the movies
Us:yea
We went to the films to see ted
us: that movie was hilarious
Kayana:ikr
Kiara:yea
prod:yall want to go out to eat
Us:yea
Ray:how bout taco bell
Us:nnooo ray
Ray:fiine what about Friday's
us:ok
we went to Friday's to eat and then went home
kylee:that was so good
Them:ikr
Me:yea
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Me:Kam can u get my ipad plzz
Kam:yes I will(got my ipad and gave it to me) here. Kylee
Me :thnx
Kam:no prob sis
2 hours later
Girlz:we feel alot better
Kiara:yall want to go out to the movies
Us:yea
We went to the films to see ted
us: that movie was hilarious
Kayana:ikr
Kiara:yea
prod:yall want to go out to eat
Us:yea
Ray:how bout taco bell
Us:nnooo ray
Ray:fiine what about Friday's
us:ok
we went to Friday's to eat and then went home
kylee:that was so good
Them:ikr
Me:yea
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