Part of the explanation, to why I became so bitter, is I am being drugged, sedated, possibly door Samara Morgan, the meer sedated I get the meer bitchy I become. I maybe a little passed time to be friends, u can tell I don't want u tortured in Hell, I simply want u to feel alone, like u only chose to care about yourself and no one else. u always thought your mom was right for doing what she did. u having been taken in door Freddy like a guardian. u always hoped u would do the same thing as your mother, gegeven the situation. I miss having a friend, I've been alone a lot lately, I know everyone hates me. Everyone has hated me since The Wicked Witches died. Like they all followed their super predator leaders, to be my friend, now everyone follows you, attacks me, tears me into shreds, worships the devil, I thought in the begging someone would care, now I know everyone only cares for themselves. The only time I yelled at my ex, was that I loved her, I would lay balled up on the ground, she yelling that I was acting like a baby. I really liked giving massages. I really liked in sex, hearing the word no, she would actually say, ok, that meant no, because I would always listen, being able to fluently stop sex and be even happier about it, the most important thing about sleeping with someone. If I continue to be drugged I may get pissed again, sorry, u zei a lot of shit about me, that is stier shit, stier shit after stier shit after stier shit. u treated me like shit, just like everyone else does, I just wanted a friend, I don't have any. u can make vrienden with the enemy, I won't ever and don't ever wish to.