Pull me down under water
I want to fight to breathe
Lay me on a bed of roses
And push down until I bleed
I’m true to my virtues
I'm worth being abused

Light me up like a flame
And burn me to the ground
Break the skin a little more
I know that u know how
But u never want to
Why are u so cruel

Show me no mercy
I want u to hurt me
I want to feel it all
Show me no mercy
You shouldn’t be sorry
When all I want is more
If u keep loving me you'll kill me
You gotta make it hurt
Don’t toon me no mercy
Don’t take it easy on me

Take me to your happy place
And bury me alive
Resurrect me like I'm Jesus
And kiss...

I walk the line of the disappointed
I celebrate when I'm in pain
My hart-, hart and mind can be disjointed
And I built a bed in this hole I made

I recognize that I'm damaged
I sympathize that u are too
But I wanna breathe without feelin' so self-conscious
But it's hard when the welt's starin' at you

Another piece of the puzzle, it doesn't fit
You throw your arms up, you're so fucking sick of it
What are u working for? What are u searching for?
Love

You won't be thinkin' of causes
You're on your death bed and dyin'
You'll only be thinkin' of what u are paying for
What u are praying for, love

You kom bij the...

I wanna wake up
I've been walking in my sleep to long
Wake up
So sick of dreaming

I wanna slow down
I wanna be part of what is happening around me
Without breathing
Without feeling
Without screaming
So I'm leaving

[Chorus]
I'm unconsiously unconsious
Why am I filled with hate?
I'd like to blame my parents
I'm sure you'd do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's to afraid

I turn the page
To a chapter that they thought was just a phase
But it consumed me

You're right I am a failure
And when my life turns to shit
It won't have anything to do with the fact that it's all u ever taught me how to do
So you...

They stand before the alter
They stand before themselves
For richer of for poorer,
in sickness and in health

Words are mostly meaningless the only truth that really is
(We’re all getting) door telling lies, telling lies
(Everyone we love) is telling lies, telling lies
Maybe that’s why I never felt like I could look u in the eyes
(Everyone alive) is telling lies

She feels the whole world on her shoulders as she tucks her kid in bed
It gets better when you’re older and they believe the words she says

Words are mostly meaningless, the only truth that really is
(We don’t really mind) telling lies,...

Let go, only u can make it right
But u won't even look in my eye
Everything u want to save u just enslaves you

Let go, of everything u fear inside
All u do is let the fear decide
If they will love u of if u will just discover

I'm not here to save you
I'm not here to change your mind
I'm not here to hold u down
Or leave u half-alive
I came here to wake you
To open up your mind
Go on, go on, just close your eyes
Save your life
You gotta die to save you.

Lights out
Shadows closing in around you

Pray now
Scream without a sound

Let go of everything u fear inside
All u do is let the fear define...

Made the toast,
Burnt the eggs,
Never got the hang of them,
Just another other day.

Caught the bus,
Forgot the change,
Looks like I'll be late again,
Hopefully they won't complain.

My lifes so pitiful,
Give me one good reason why I shouldn't end it all,
If there's a reason then I haven't found it yet.

And I'll try every drug I find,
Except maybe heroin and cyanide,
But theres a reason I just can't afford it yet.
Oh, its just another overdose

Went to work,
Saw u there,
But u never seem to care,
For a single thing I say.

I set the clock and went to sleep,
This anxiety I keep,
Through another fucking day.

(Looks...

I waited for u yesterday
I waited and missed the last train
I waited to say that I'd fallen in love with your way
I waited for u yesterday
Eventually walked home pagina in the rain
I waited to see if u felt the same for me

But u don't,
And u won't
Go against your asshole father
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?

I waited for minds to change
Pointing their fingers of blame
It's not my fault you're ashamed of how u feel

But u don't,
And u won't
Go against your asshole father
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?

Cause u don't
Just...

Tell me all your plans and I'll laugh back in your face
Preach me your religion if you're dumb enough to pray

I tried to make a change to get a better way
to make a little meer money
I tried to get away to see if I could stay
and look what I became, honey

[Chorus]
What is it I'm after
Searching for disaster
Watching my whole life flash in front of my eyes
We've been gegeven answers
Still we're walking cancers
Dressed up as a life

Get all your news from a corporate company
Trade in your opinon for a gallon of gasoline
Go!

I tried to get away to see if I could stay
And look what I became, honey

[Chorus]
What is it...

How many moments have passed u by
How many tears have u let dry
Over every dream that u let die
How many things have u kept inside
How many things have u never tried
What would u do if u were out of time

Well u better run
You better run as fast as u can
Because the world tries to stop you
Stop you, stop u whenever it can
You better live like it’s the last dag of your life
Because the world tries to stop you
Stop you, stop u as soon as u try

Would u shut your mouth when there’s something to say
Would u hear the truth at the end of the day
Would u close your eyes and just turn...

There’s a thousand miles between us
As I feel your breath on my skin
There are so many things I want to say
But I don’t know how to begin

I want to connect with you
Over the oceans and back to the truth
I want to connect with you

I’m standing right beside you
Screaming in my head
I don’t know how to reach you
I shut down instead
When all I want to do is connect with you

The silence is defining
Your heartbeat’s been heard from volgende door
I knock but no answer
You know I’ve never done this before

I want to connect with you
Over the oceans and back to the truth
I want to connect with you

I’m standing...

Here's a little story how the west was won
The white man came and took out everyone
They used dirty blankets and they used machine guns
And they didn't think twice about what they'd done

Here's a little story about Kevin Bacon
He had a bunch of money but it got taken
He got a bunch of lawyers and he tried to sue
But Bernie looked him and zei "FUCK YOU!"

Don't bring a mes to a gun fight, you'll lose.
Don't bring a mes to a gun fight, you'll lose.

Here's a little story about the congressmen
They bailed out all of their millionaire friends
You can blame Bush, of u can try to blame Obama
But u should've...

u think u know me so well of what’s good for me
Do u really expect me to believe your honesty
You’re like everyone else, go practice what u preach
You think u own me and that I owe u apologies

But u don’t know me
Like u think u know me
What the fuck

What are u thinking
You gotta be crazy
You got nothing on me
No, nothing on me
This is my life
Can’t take it from me

What are u thinking
You gotta be crazy
You got nothing on me
No, nothing on me
This is my life
Can’t take it from me

You’ve been trying to kill every part of me
Because it’s something that u know you’ll never be...

I have a dream u had a weapon
I couldn’t see it in the dark of the night
It’s easy to hide under a very black sky
Over the moon just beyond seven
I watched in vein as the missiles took flight
We lost our lives under a very black sky

Under a black sky
Under a black sky
Under a black sky

Colors explode under your microscope
But just deny as it’s all black and white
I lost my mind under a very black sky
We live our lives mostly pretending
You have a secret, you’ll never know mine
I wear a disguise under a very black sky

It’s easy to love you
Easy as hell when you’re anyone, anyone else
It’s hard...

Out of reach in the sky
Most of u will never fly
Afraid to fail, afraid to try
But not me, I’d rather die

The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did was make me want it

Oh no, I’m fighting for my soul
I’m running from the battle
Most things I can handle

The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did was make me want it

Lone eyes, longer road
Up ahead we’re all alone
And what I want is what I’m owed
Too late to stay, too late to go

The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did was make me want it

Oh no, I’m fighting for...

The window's cracked, I'm looking out
I see her and I'm filled with doubt
I don't know if this parking place
Is just another empty space
Words I've zei aren't coming true
I don't know if it's me of you
This promise is too hard to keep
I have to speak

So what, I lied
But the truth would've been suicide
Monogamy is all she wants from me
But I see my life
And it's way too short
Don't blame me for not being subservient to others'
needs
I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking
work for me

I did my best to try and be
A mirror of society
But we both know the mirror's cracked
And everybody's in the act
Faking...

Take me for a ride when I don't even know the set-up,
Get into a fight just to make the sex better,
You got a hold of me but there ain't nothing here that's holding u down.

I believed in this except it wasn't getting better,
You got me in the middle but I never found the center,
Even when u know what I know it's not stopping u now.

I can't always see what's in front of me.
No I can hardly breathe,
Suffocating me,
Bleeding it out,
All over the ground.

Tell me when it's over,
Wake me when I'm sober,
The scars [are] too hard to hide,
I should've known better,
If only I could be strong enough to see that...

Age five just a little boy shy is he ready for the big surprise
Hell be playin lego in a dream when the shadows come to life
Age nine well he shoulda been fine with a secret hes sure to keep
Two times had to tell a little lie for the sake of him and me
Now its over
I need closure

HEY! look what u did to me
When u where takin me home pagina gettin me stoned leave me alone
Ive waited for mom to comfort me
But when i open my mouth
Dont say, nuthin, shhh

Age 12 and it isnt goin well
Now its three years to the day
Confused but unlike u this feelin wont go away
16 and the woman down the street
Has invited him to...

I held onto u for as long as I could but today
You fell away
Now what I hold are the memories we barely made
I stood on the edge of your bridge until I felt the rain
Wash me away
My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came

What I believed to be true it was only a dream
Believed in me
I just projected it over your beautiful screen
I self medicated my way through this mess that we made
So I could stay
There was nothing, but I waited
I waited

This was my mistake
Broken are plans we made
So I will be traveling any place
Cuz anywhere's better than
Here we rest in peace
Rubble beneath the feet

I shouldn't have...