It's Complicated Chapter Sixty Four
Jasper and I left for school a dag early. I wasn't allowed to skip anymore days. They zei I had skipped to much. I agreed with them; I had skipped a lot of school during this past year.
I was nervous about going back to school. I knew they would stare and talk about me. I would be the center of attention. There would probably be a load of gossip going around the school which didn't matter to me. Let then think what they wanted. I just hope people will leave me alone and let me be. Hopefully, no one will pry but I have a feeling Scotty will be the exception to that. The worst thing I could think about happening, was that I would be made fun of of getting bullied for how I look. I could easily tune everything out. I could close my eyes of not read their signs.
We got to school. I was lucky that my leathers covered up all my bruising. I didn't have to take them off until I got to my room.
"Just breathe," Jasper signed as we got off our bikes.
I took off my helm while Jasper and I walked towards the school dorms.
"What do u want to do," I asked signing.
"First, I'm going to go out my leathers in my room and then find the guys," he signed.
"Okay, can I put my leathers in your room so I don't have to walk all the way to my room," I sighed.
"Sure," he shrugged, "are u going to be okay?"
"I guess so. I just don't want to leave your side," I signed trying to not look at him.
"Are u scared is that why u don't want to leave my side," Jasper asked.
"No; Jacob is gone. I can't be afraid anymore. Jasper, u are my best friend. I just want to spend every minuut I can with you," I signed as he cut me off.
"Hey! u two are back," Scotty signed.
"Hey man," Jasper signed.
"Ready for some basketball," Scotty signed.
"Yeah, let's go," Jasper signed.
It seemed as if I was a fly on the wall. They both completely ignored me. I didn't even get to finish what I wanted to say. Maybe I'll have another chance.
I did what I did best. I kept quite and followed them.
We ended up in the gym with some other people. There was a lot meer people here than what I was expecting.
I laid my helm down on the bleachers and unzipped my jacket. It was hot in here and I would only get hotter if I kept my leathers on. Some of the guys had already noticed my black eye. Their stares continued as I took my leathers off. I could have swore their eyes were getting bigger when they saw the hand print bruises on my neck.
"What happened to her," one guy signed.
I stopped paying attention and sat down. I pulled my phone out to see I had some messages from Esme.
[b][i]Good news! They called about your hearing aides and they are ready for pick up. I will go get them tomorrow and bring them to you! See u tomorrow :)[b/][i/]
"Jasper! Esme is bringing me my hearing aides tomorrow," I signed happily.
Jasper didn't even notice I had been signing to him. Oh well, he was busy with his friends. But I was excited! I couldn't believe they had come in so fast.
Thankfully, Jasper was taking a break from basketbal and came to sit down.
"Having fun," I asked.
"Yeah," he signed.
"Esme zei that she is picking up my hearing aides tomorrow and would bring them to me," I signed.
"That's good news," he signed.
"Are u having fun just sitting here," Scotty asked.
"Yeah, I guess so," I said.
"Why don't u change and okay with us," Jasper suggested.
"Okay, I guess I can," I signed.
I got up and grabbed my helm and jacket. I made my way to my room and Jasper started followed me.
"Don't u wanna play while u wait on me," I asked.
"Nah, I need a break," he singed.
"Okay," I signed.
"I figured we could finish our conversation from earlier," he signed.
"Oh okay," I signed and then unlocked my bedroom door.
"So, what were u saying," Jasper asked.
"You're my best friend and I just want to spend every minuut I can with you," I signed.
"You're my best friend too," he signed.
I sat down on my bed and looked at him.
"What's wrong," he asked as he sat down beside me.
"Nothing," I signed.
"Are u sure you're not scared," he signed concerned.
"I'm sure," I signed, "Jasper, ever since I went Deaf my feeling a for u have changed."
"Are u saying what I think u are," he asked.
"I guess so," I signed laughing, "I really like you. u have always been there for me through everything that has happened in the past year!"
Jasper just looked at me and smiled.
I guess with Jasper smiling that is a good thing. All the sudden he pulls me close and kisses me. I couldn't help but melt into his arms. It was perfect.
"I hope u meant that kind of change," Jasper signed when he pulled away.
"I did," I signed blushing.
"Good," he sighed.
He leaned in and kissed me again.
Everything felt different all the sudden. It was like the world had been lifted off my shoulders. I didn't have to live in fear of be scared to be happy. I could finally live without having to worry if Jake was behind me, waiting to catch me off guard. But there was nothing to worry about any more!
"Are u okay," Jasper signed.
"I couldn't be happier," I sighed smiling.
I did something I never thought I would. I pulled Jasper close and have him a kiss.
Everything felt right. It was one of the best feelings ever!
But now my life isn't complicated anymore. I could finally live without fear. I could live like I use to, before I was 16. I closed that door in my life and I didn't plan on returning to it ever again.
Jasper and I left for school a dag early. I wasn't allowed to skip anymore days. They zei I had skipped to much. I agreed with them; I had skipped a lot of school during this past year.
I was nervous about going back to school. I knew they would stare and talk about me. I would be the center of attention. There would probably be a load of gossip going around the school which didn't matter to me. Let then think what they wanted. I just hope people will leave me alone and let me be. Hopefully, no one will pry but I have a feeling Scotty will be the exception to that. The worst thing I could think about happening, was that I would be made fun of of getting bullied for how I look. I could easily tune everything out. I could close my eyes of not read their signs.
We got to school. I was lucky that my leathers covered up all my bruising. I didn't have to take them off until I got to my room.
"Just breathe," Jasper signed as we got off our bikes.
I took off my helm while Jasper and I walked towards the school dorms.
"What do u want to do," I asked signing.
"First, I'm going to go out my leathers in my room and then find the guys," he signed.
"Okay, can I put my leathers in your room so I don't have to walk all the way to my room," I sighed.
"Sure," he shrugged, "are u going to be okay?"
"I guess so. I just don't want to leave your side," I signed trying to not look at him.
"Are u scared is that why u don't want to leave my side," Jasper asked.
"No; Jacob is gone. I can't be afraid anymore. Jasper, u are my best friend. I just want to spend every minuut I can with you," I signed as he cut me off.
"Hey! u two are back," Scotty signed.
"Hey man," Jasper signed.
"Ready for some basketball," Scotty signed.
"Yeah, let's go," Jasper signed.
It seemed as if I was a fly on the wall. They both completely ignored me. I didn't even get to finish what I wanted to say. Maybe I'll have another chance.
I did what I did best. I kept quite and followed them.
We ended up in the gym with some other people. There was a lot meer people here than what I was expecting.
I laid my helm down on the bleachers and unzipped my jacket. It was hot in here and I would only get hotter if I kept my leathers on. Some of the guys had already noticed my black eye. Their stares continued as I took my leathers off. I could have swore their eyes were getting bigger when they saw the hand print bruises on my neck.
"What happened to her," one guy signed.
I stopped paying attention and sat down. I pulled my phone out to see I had some messages from Esme.
[b][i]Good news! They called about your hearing aides and they are ready for pick up. I will go get them tomorrow and bring them to you! See u tomorrow :)[b/][i/]
"Jasper! Esme is bringing me my hearing aides tomorrow," I signed happily.
Jasper didn't even notice I had been signing to him. Oh well, he was busy with his friends. But I was excited! I couldn't believe they had come in so fast.
Thankfully, Jasper was taking a break from basketbal and came to sit down.
"Having fun," I asked.
"Yeah," he signed.
"Esme zei that she is picking up my hearing aides tomorrow and would bring them to me," I signed.
"That's good news," he signed.
"Are u having fun just sitting here," Scotty asked.
"Yeah, I guess so," I said.
"Why don't u change and okay with us," Jasper suggested.
"Okay, I guess I can," I signed.
I got up and grabbed my helm and jacket. I made my way to my room and Jasper started followed me.
"Don't u wanna play while u wait on me," I asked.
"Nah, I need a break," he singed.
"Okay," I signed.
"I figured we could finish our conversation from earlier," he signed.
"Oh okay," I signed and then unlocked my bedroom door.
"So, what were u saying," Jasper asked.
"You're my best friend and I just want to spend every minuut I can with you," I signed.
"You're my best friend too," he signed.
I sat down on my bed and looked at him.
"What's wrong," he asked as he sat down beside me.
"Nothing," I signed.
"Are u sure you're not scared," he signed concerned.
"I'm sure," I signed, "Jasper, ever since I went Deaf my feeling a for u have changed."
"Are u saying what I think u are," he asked.
"I guess so," I signed laughing, "I really like you. u have always been there for me through everything that has happened in the past year!"
Jasper just looked at me and smiled.
I guess with Jasper smiling that is a good thing. All the sudden he pulls me close and kisses me. I couldn't help but melt into his arms. It was perfect.
"I hope u meant that kind of change," Jasper signed when he pulled away.
"I did," I signed blushing.
"Good," he sighed.
He leaned in and kissed me again.
Everything felt different all the sudden. It was like the world had been lifted off my shoulders. I didn't have to live in fear of be scared to be happy. I could finally live without having to worry if Jake was behind me, waiting to catch me off guard. But there was nothing to worry about any more!
"Are u okay," Jasper signed.
"I couldn't be happier," I sighed smiling.
I did something I never thought I would. I pulled Jasper close and have him a kiss.
Everything felt right. It was one of the best feelings ever!
But now my life isn't complicated anymore. I could finally live without fear. I could live like I use to, before I was 16. I closed that door in my life and I didn't plan on returning to it ever again.
