The volgende morning.
Cas was sitting up, a bandage wrapped around his chest. The door opened and Dean walked in. The guard wanted to close the door again, when Cas called him.
“Sir, would u mind staying here? I’m worried about my safety” he said. “The intention is to keep me from going anywhere. Best way of doing that is to stay here, so I don’t climb a window of something”
The guard went standing volgende to the door, his arms crossed.
Dean pulled a chair and sat volgende to the bed. “How are u feeling?”
“I’m still hurting a little” Cas admitted.
“Can u tell me what happened?” Dean asked compassionate. Cas looked down and played with his fingers.
“It was inspector Anderson. When I told him I was responsible for Isabel’s death he lost it” Cas explained. “He came to me last night. I don’t understand why no one came. I was screaming, someone must’ve heard it. They probably believed I had it coming”
“I’m going to kill him” Dean swore furious.
“No, Dean” Cas shook his head and he lay his hand on Dean’s. “I understand why he did it. I killed his partner, they were close”
“Is it over now?” Dean asked careful. “I mean, are there still people u need to kill?”
“No” Cas answered hoarse. “I’m done…I’d like to come home pagina now. That is if you’ll still have me”
“What are u talking about? I will always have you” Dean responded.
“Thank you, Dean” Cas mumbled softly.
Cas was sitting up, a bandage wrapped around his chest. The door opened and Dean walked in. The guard wanted to close the door again, when Cas called him.
“Sir, would u mind staying here? I’m worried about my safety” he said. “The intention is to keep me from going anywhere. Best way of doing that is to stay here, so I don’t climb a window of something”
The guard went standing volgende to the door, his arms crossed.
Dean pulled a chair and sat volgende to the bed. “How are u feeling?”
“I’m still hurting a little” Cas admitted.
“Can u tell me what happened?” Dean asked compassionate. Cas looked down and played with his fingers.
“It was inspector Anderson. When I told him I was responsible for Isabel’s death he lost it” Cas explained. “He came to me last night. I don’t understand why no one came. I was screaming, someone must’ve heard it. They probably believed I had it coming”
“I’m going to kill him” Dean swore furious.
“No, Dean” Cas shook his head and he lay his hand on Dean’s. “I understand why he did it. I killed his partner, they were close”
“Is it over now?” Dean asked careful. “I mean, are there still people u need to kill?”
“No” Cas answered hoarse. “I’m done…I’d like to come home pagina now. That is if you’ll still have me”
“What are u talking about? I will always have you” Dean responded.
“Thank you, Dean” Cas mumbled softly.
Since there was no way any of them was going to get any sleep, they packed their bags and loaded the Impala. Dean placed himself behind the wheel, Sam sat volgende to him and Meg on the backseat.
“First stop: Pontiac, Illinois” Dean said, as he started the engines and drove ahead. As they drove Dean turned on the radio to break the silence.
Meg stared out of the window. She felt utterly powerless. Had she still been a demon she would’ve just zapped herself to him. But then maybe she wouldn’t have felt this way and she wouldn’t even bother to go find him.
Maybe this was a sign. Maybe she was supposed to let go and go back to her old life.
No!, she reproached herself. You’re not going back to killing for fun. u didn’t get this far to throw it all away. You’re going to find Cas and get him back.
“Everything okay, there?” Dean asked.
“Yeah, I’m good” Meg replied with a mischievous smile.
“First stop: Pontiac, Illinois” Dean said, as he started the engines and drove ahead. As they drove Dean turned on the radio to break the silence.
Meg stared out of the window. She felt utterly powerless. Had she still been a demon she would’ve just zapped herself to him. But then maybe she wouldn’t have felt this way and she wouldn’t even bother to go find him.
Maybe this was a sign. Maybe she was supposed to let go and go back to her old life.
No!, she reproached herself. You’re not going back to killing for fun. u didn’t get this far to throw it all away. You’re going to find Cas and get him back.
“Everything okay, there?” Dean asked.
“Yeah, I’m good” Meg replied with a mischievous smile.
Cas stroked his hair and tried to keep his breathing under control. Meg didn’t understand. He needed more. He had lied about the pain being back, but he hadn’t lied about needing another dose. He opened the upper buttons of his shirt, suddenly feeling feverish.
He hurried to the dresser and opened all drawers and cupboard doors. He searched through them, checking all boxes, finding nothing. He slammed everything shut and began to rub his fingers again.
“If I were a medicine cabinet, where would I be?” Cas mumbled trembling and out of breath. He ran to the stairs and sprinted upstairs. He went to the bathroom and opened the mirror cupboard.
“Got it” he said, sighing relieved and he grabbed all boxes that had medicines in it. He took out all the strips and swallowed the pills one door one.
He leaned against the cold, marble uithangbord and sank down on the floor. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.
He hurried to the dresser and opened all drawers and cupboard doors. He searched through them, checking all boxes, finding nothing. He slammed everything shut and began to rub his fingers again.
“If I were a medicine cabinet, where would I be?” Cas mumbled trembling and out of breath. He ran to the stairs and sprinted upstairs. He went to the bathroom and opened the mirror cupboard.
“Got it” he said, sighing relieved and he grabbed all boxes that had medicines in it. He took out all the strips and swallowed the pills one door one.
He leaned against the cold, marble uithangbord and sank down on the floor. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.
