Ladies and Gentlemen!

After many weeks of painful hellatus, endless discussions about Sam and Dean and counting down the days till January 21th, I now announce the very first Supernatural fan of the Month, our own lawyer-from-heaven-slash-psychiatrist and one of our biggest Castiel lovers - toti8!!!

I decided to make this interview very Castiel and season 5 centric, because we already have an mind blowing interview with Toti. So I'm warning you, if u haven't seen season 5, then there are epic spoilers ;) Also if u still haven't read it, then the link is link.

Here we go...


How does it feel being the first fan of the Month?

I'm actually surprised that I'm the first fan of the maand because there are so many awesome fans who have contributed a lot to the spot. That's why, I feel very honoured that the fans chose me for the first interview. I'd like to thank all of those who voted for me and all of those who voted for someone else because what matters is that the fans participate in such cool initiatives.

Also, you're one of our newest Fanatic medal owners. Describe, how u felt, when u saw that little red dot.

I was very happy when I saw that I got my fanatic medal bacause I didn't expect it! I thought that it would take me ages to get it! It's a great feeling to know that your fellow fans consider u a SPN looney (aka fanatic) because they're the ones who award u with the medal with their ratings! However, I always knew that I was a fanatic at heart, just like a lot of fans who haven't got their fanatics yet. So, at the end of the dag what counts is being a real SPN fanatic, even if u haven't got your medal yet.



How are u liking season 5 so far?

I feel that season 5 has either FANTASTIC episodes of mediocre ones. Of course, I love watching the fantastic ones such as Sympathy for the Devil, The End, Changing Channels, Abandon All Hope, but there are some eppies that are just OK (e.g. Fallen Idols, Good God Y'All). And at this point, I'm disappointed when an eppy is just OK because SPN has reached a level of epicness that makes me have high expectations. So far, I think that season 4 had better episodes than season 5 but I hope that Kripke has in store for us some kick-ass episodes!

What else are u expecting to see?

I'm expecting to see episodes that are entirely apocalypse-centered. If I see another episode with a random hunt, I'm going to get really pissed! I'm itching to watch archangel Raphael trying to convince Dean to become his vessel. I also want to watch an episode where Lucifer shows his true colors and his hatred toward humanity, door unleashing pure horror with his evil actions! I'm not a sadist (lol!) but I'd like to see Lucifer as a real villain that scares the hell out of everyone! I'd love to watch a Castiel centered episode where he kicks some ezel but also shows an emotional side of him (the perfect combination!:D).

How do u like Sam and Dean's relationship now?

Of course I prefered the relationship that Dean and Sam had before the whole Ruby and Lilith fiasco. But to be honest, I expected things to be much worse between them. It's pretty obvious that Dean hasn't forgiven Sam for betraying him in season 4, but he's doing his best to reconcile with Sammy. Sam on the other hand, hates himself for what he did and is terrified of what the future entails, according to Lu and John. So, he's trying hard to fight against his ''fate'' and be accepted door Dean again. However, Dean is always door Sammy's side but there's an enormous uithangbord built between them. Let's hope that this uithangbord will break and the brothers will be united again.

What has been your favoriete season 5 episode? But the least favorite? Why?

My favourite season 5 episode is ''Sympathy for the Devil''. The revelation that Dean is Michael's vessel came as a HUGE shock to me! It was an episode packed with action and good drama, the introduction of new!Meg who was unexpectedly good and the apocalypse plot was captivating! The episode that not only I disliked but hated was ''The Real Ghostbusters''. I didn't find it funny and the plot was boring, gegeven the fact that it's season 5 and we're expecting to watch some mind-blowing episodes. I felt as if Kripke was wasting an episode just for nothing, in order to make fun of the fans and the conventions at a critical time where we don't have many episodes left.

What was your first reaction, when u saw hippie!Castiel? Would u like him to come back?

The first time I saw hippie!Castiel was in a sneak peek and I must admit that I was laughing due to my shock. But little did Toti know what was ahead of her! Before the episode was aired, a friend of mine came home pagina and I decided to toon the sneak peek to her. When she saw it, she was laughing and pointing towards the screen and saying : ''Orgy???Hahaaaaaahhaaaaaaa!!!!!'''! I was in a state of shock! Despite the fact that I had already seen the sneak peek 6 times, I was stupid enough to hear ''Let's get ready for the orchard'' instead of ''orgy''!!!!!!! Aparently, my subconscious didn't want to admit that Cas was in an orgy!!! But other than that, I liked watching Cas in a different perspective, because he was funny and I loved how Misha can play the same character in a total different way. However, I prefer Castiel from hippie!Cas, so I'm not anticipating to see another eppy with him. I like my pretty boy angel to be clean-cut!

You know, I cannot leave Becky out of this interview. :D What do u think of her?

I absolutely love Becky! Becky represents every SPN fangirl! We are as obsessed and crazy as she is! And we would totally act the same way if we encountered the brothers (or in my case Cas too)! I really enjoyed watching her on the toon and loved the fact that Kripke is teasing us through Becky. The only thing that I didn't like was that she hooked up with Chuck. It seemed a bit abrupt and an easy solution for the writers to get Becky off Sam's back.

Jo and Ellen. Were u expecting them to die?

I was expecting them to die because it's the freaking apocalypse and there ought to be some casualties. So, because the other characters play a meer important role in the plot, it was a bit predictable that Jo and Ellen would bite the dust. However, Jo and Ellen died as heroes and the writers dedicated an AWESOME episode to them. It was a very emotional episode overall.

How are u surviving this hellatus?

I'm rewatching vorige episodes and hanging around in the SPN spot in Fanpop. It's tormenting to have to wait for a new episode till January 21st and especially after watching an awesome episode like ''Abandon All Hope''. But even though it's hellatus, I can't get SPN out of my system and detox, so instead I become meer obsessed.

Do u read spoilers?

I read spoilers but there was a point when I read so many that in the end I knew too much and it ruined the fun of watching a new episode. I remember discussing with Caro (link) about spoilers and theories and then both of us lost Internet connection. This happened several times but only when we were talking about spoilers. When we discussed about other things, nothing went wrong! That's why, we concluded that the ''Higher Anti-Spoiler Fates'' don't want us to discuss about spoilers and try to punish us every time we do! So, now I read spoilers but I try not to watch sneak peeks (sometimes I give in to temptation though!).

We're all afraid, that one, if not both, Winchester(s) will die in the end. But what do u think will happen to Castiel?

I'm almost sure that Cas is going to die in the end of season 5. I feel as if Kripke has already carved Cas' tombstone! I think Cas will die in order to help the Winchesters in the ultimate battle door sacrificing himself. Even if SPN continues for season 6 (*fingers crossed), I don't see him staying with the Winchesters because Kripke has zei that the Apocalypse chapter will end in season 5 and if there is a season 6, then a new chapter will begin. That's why, to my great disappointment, I think that Cas will be out of the picture.

And any last words?

First of all, I'd like to thank my awesome patient aka Kaidi for asking me these wonderful questions! u rock 24/7 (and not occasionally)!! Secondly, I want to remind u guys to vote for the Supernatural Awards in the forum section till December 31st. And I also want to wish to all SPNers ''Merry Christmas'' and hope u have the most superb year!!!



And that's it folks.
This interview was actually supposed to be made door Ghost a.k.a. link, but because she was busy, she asked me to do it.

All I have left to say is to wish everybody Merry SPNtastic Christmas and a Happy New Year. Let's hope 2010 will bring us many awesome SPN episodes and of everything goes according to Kripke's plans, then also an unforgettable series finale. (*sobs*) On other thoughts, let's not think about it right now.
Anyway, see ya! :)