November 12, 19o5
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday. With that realization i know i will be thrown into my jaar walk. I wish i had longer to review my options but i don't .I am to poor to opt-out there for i must complete this deathly dance with the spirits of Hell and the living dead. Nothing can of will prepare me for the Hell i will be put through. My chances are slim to none. the probability i will die a horrible gruesome early death is about 98%. The chance of my survival is only a mere 2%. I will most likely die. i am glad i have never loved another so passionatly. if i did it would be harder to do this. My vow tutor says so. He has not been helpful at all. The up side to this is if i do fall i will be able to meet with my sister,tabatha, once meer in heaven.I weigh my options as i write this. Should someone find this in the future, long after i have in-tombed this diary in a wooden box locked door combonation, i wish for him/her to note these points provided the jaar walk trial has not ceased...
1. save your money and opt-out.if u cant leave.as soon as possible.before u turn 18.
2.DO NOT FALL IN LOVE!!!! it will only make your jaar walk meer of a hell.
and finally number 3
Roam carefully. u have many an enemy in jaar woods rangeing from the raven of our folklore to the living dead.
provided this hell has ceased door time human hands touch this once again, tell my story and prevent this trail from raiseing again. i beg of you.
sincere wishes
Alice
Tomorrow is my 18th birthday. With that realization i know i will be thrown into my jaar walk. I wish i had longer to review my options but i don't .I am to poor to opt-out there for i must complete this deathly dance with the spirits of Hell and the living dead. Nothing can of will prepare me for the Hell i will be put through. My chances are slim to none. the probability i will die a horrible gruesome early death is about 98%. The chance of my survival is only a mere 2%. I will most likely die. i am glad i have never loved another so passionatly. if i did it would be harder to do this. My vow tutor says so. He has not been helpful at all. The up side to this is if i do fall i will be able to meet with my sister,tabatha, once meer in heaven.I weigh my options as i write this. Should someone find this in the future, long after i have in-tombed this diary in a wooden box locked door combonation, i wish for him/her to note these points provided the jaar walk trial has not ceased...
1. save your money and opt-out.if u cant leave.as soon as possible.before u turn 18.
2.DO NOT FALL IN LOVE!!!! it will only make your jaar walk meer of a hell.
and finally number 3
Roam carefully. u have many an enemy in jaar woods rangeing from the raven of our folklore to the living dead.
provided this hell has ceased door time human hands touch this once again, tell my story and prevent this trail from raiseing again. i beg of you.
sincere wishes
Alice
the birds chirped outside as rays of sun bathed my room in light.i wasnt the only one asleep because i could hear zukisaru's husband regulus snoreing.i opened my eyes slowly and inhaled deeply.pancakes? well whatever it was it spiering, spieringen really good!
"GIRL WAKEY WAKEY!!!! BREAKFAST!!!" sora called from downstairs.
i yawnd got up and rummaged through my closet. found a pretty yellow dress with and aqua trim and i laid it out on my bed.then an amuseing thought hit me.
"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i squeld
"GIRL WAKEY WAKEY!!!! BREAKFAST!!!" sora called from downstairs.
i yawnd got up and rummaged through my closet. found a pretty yellow dress with and aqua trim and i laid it out on my bed.then an amuseing thought hit me.
"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i squeld
Toushiro: Single (but we are ALL gonna make him look for one ASAP!!!!' Zuki! Kallen! Let's go!!!! B3)
Me: I'm Currently in a relationship (aka dating) the Noah Tyki Mikk~ (Because Lancer cheated on me >_>* and so.....yea....) I have two adopted children (Sakura and Aladdin~ <3) and four biological children (Alone and Sasha and the twins) Ok. That ends that B)
Allen: Engaged to Exorcist Lenalee Lee~!~!! <3
Zukisaru: Married to goud Saint of Leo, Regulus~ they have 10 children.
Saber: married to Shirou Emiya a mage.
Isabella: married to Servant/Samurai legend Asassin~ has two twin adopted girls (Alice and Abyss) and is expecting a child.
Setsuna: Single (but I will make him (WITH KALLENS HELP~!) go looking for one ASAP B(....kukuku XD)
Kallen: dating Mage Jellal Fernandes~
Akane: Single (and proud XD)
Sayo: engaged to Edward Elric
Me: I'm Currently in a relationship (aka dating) the Noah Tyki Mikk~ (Because Lancer cheated on me >_>* and so.....yea....) I have two adopted children (Sakura and Aladdin~ <3) and four biological children (Alone and Sasha and the twins) Ok. That ends that B)
Allen: Engaged to Exorcist Lenalee Lee~!~!! <3
Zukisaru: Married to goud Saint of Leo, Regulus~ they have 10 children.
Saber: married to Shirou Emiya a mage.
Isabella: married to Servant/Samurai legend Asassin~ has two twin adopted girls (Alice and Abyss) and is expecting a child.
Setsuna: Single (but I will make him (WITH KALLENS HELP~!) go looking for one ASAP B(....kukuku XD)
Kallen: dating Mage Jellal Fernandes~
Akane: Single (and proud XD)
Sayo: engaged to Edward Elric
He set u up
then knocked u down
he foursed u hart-, hart to hit the ground
ran like hell to find a friend
who helpd get u on your feet again.
now your furious
ya want him dead
get the guns and black powder lead
he saw u comeing a mile away
tried to run but had to stay
u saw him there and raised your gun
it was 20 yards were blood came from
u had your fun time to turn in
left for home pagina still with 5 rounds in
cant look back on what u did
time to get in gear again
u got the stranght,ya got the power
u got resolve,you got black powder
hope u liked it!!! heres a bloem for you!! have a nice day!!
~GTessay