This is dedicated to Cat and Big Sis u guys are awesome!
Because I new she meant it, Every word she zei she looked at me with cold black eyes and zei I hate u I've read all the parenting boeken but none of them zei anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I love my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she zei threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I love u please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no u did not mean it I love u to and I forgive u come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I zei and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt veilig again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and zei "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly zei getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless u don't love me" "I love u hon trust me" I zei with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim volgende week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I zei looking at the love coming out of my angels eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I zei loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he zei "So were are u going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he zei I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I zei with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He zei "really well please read it" "okay" he zei and them he began "The way u stare into my eyes the way u hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of u and wondering if u steel love me too the way u talk when your in a rush the way u brush your hair the way u seem to care for me oh baby u keep me on my toes and the way u kiss my nose baby I've got my eye on u the only thing that gets me threw the dag I no I'll be okay when I see u baby! it's just the way u are!" I was in tears door the time he was done "I love it" I zei "I did not mean to make u cry" he zei "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....
Because I new she meant it, Every word she zei she looked at me with cold black eyes and zei I hate u I've read all the parenting boeken but none of them zei anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I love my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she zei threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I love u please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no u did not mean it I love u to and I forgive u come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I zei and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt veilig again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and zei "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly zei getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless u don't love me" "I love u hon trust me" I zei with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim volgende week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I zei looking at the love coming out of my angels eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I zei loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he zei "So were are u going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he zei I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I zei with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He zei "really well please read it" "okay" he zei and them he began "The way u stare into my eyes the way u hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of u and wondering if u steel love me too the way u talk when your in a rush the way u brush your hair the way u seem to care for me oh baby u keep me on my toes and the way u kiss my nose baby I've got my eye on u the only thing that gets me threw the dag I no I'll be okay when I see u baby! it's just the way u are!" I was in tears door the time he was done "I love it" I zei "I did not mean to make u cry" he zei "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....
This is dedicated to Cat and Big Sis u guys are awesome!
Because I new she meant it, Every word she zei she looked at me with cold black eyes and zei I hate u I've read all the parenting boeken but none of them zei anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I love my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she zei threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I love u please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no u did not mean it I love u to and I forgive u come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I zei and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt veilig again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and zei "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly zei getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless u don't love me" "I love u hon trust me" I zei with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim volgende week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I zei looking at the love coming out of my angels eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I zei loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he zei "So were are u going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he zei I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I zei with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He zei "really well please read it" "okay" he zei and them he began "The way u stare into my eyes the way u hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of u and wondering if u steel love me too the way u talk when your in a rush the way u brush your hair the way u seem to care for me oh baby u keep me on my toes and the way u kiss my nose baby I've got my eye on u the only thing that gets me threw the dag I no I'll be okay when I see u baby! it's just the way u are!" I was in tears door the time he was done "I love it" I zei "I did not mean to make u cry" he zei "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....
Because I new she meant it, Every word she zei she looked at me with cold black eyes and zei I hate u I've read all the parenting boeken but none of them zei anything about this pain! and No I'm NOT saying that I wish I would have not adopted her I'm only saying that parenting is hard! I love my baby girl and I know she loves me but she meant those words I no she did! I just hugged Kyle closer and closer until I finally told him what was wrong! as I finished telling him I saw Molly walk down the stairs with huge tears crawling down her little angle face! "ma ma Mom?" she zei threw all the tears "I"m sorry Mom I did not mean it! I love u please forgive me" "Oh Molly Baby it's okay I no u did not mean it I love u to and I forgive u come here and sit beside me" she walked slowly over with her head looking down like she was ashamed "Molly it's okay baby I forgive you" I zei and gave her a tickle I could see her start to smile! She sat down on my lap and I held her tight and I felt veilig again! Then Kyle put his arm around me and zei "I found a job! I start tomorrow and the kids can start school on Monday!" "Really that is so wonderful! I guess I know what Molly and David and I are doing this weekend! Were going school clothes shopping!" "awesome" Molly zei getting happier! "Hon" I spoke soft "If were steel going to get marred I think I should start planning now okay?" "okay and of course we are getting married unless u don't love me" "I love u hon trust me" I zei with a giggle! Then Molly got up and ran upstairs I knew what she was up to she was going to talk to David! "I'm going to teach David to swim volgende week okay?" "okay he will be happy to hear that" I zei looking at the love coming out of my angels eyes! "Well I'm going to start on planing the wedding!" I zei loving him back! "I want a fall wedding okay" "okay" he zei "So were are u going to work?" I ask "I am going to be a construction worker!" he zei I could tell he was proud and I was too "Well I'm very happy" I zei with a smirk! "I have a poem for you" He zei "really well please read it" "okay" he zei and them he began "The way u stare into my eyes the way u hug me so tight the only reason I want to stay alive I wake up thinking of u and wondering if u steel love me too the way u talk when your in a rush the way u brush your hair the way u seem to care for me oh baby u keep me on my toes and the way u kiss my nose baby I've got my eye on u the only thing that gets me threw the dag I no I'll be okay when I see u baby! it's just the way u are!" I was in tears door the time he was done "I love it" I zei "I did not mean to make u cry" he zei "it's a good type of cry" I laughed and then there was a knock at the door.....