The Left Hand Path Movement Article: Dieing inside

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posted by Cherry9090

I look out my window.
I prey for a worl full of love.
A world that would welcome me.
With open arms.
Not a world full of hate.
The tought of a hareful world.
Makes me die inside.
Makes me wish I was never born.

Sad lonely world.
A world that makes people kill eachother.
A world that makes people hate eachother.
A world I want nothing to do with.
I thought I found everything I need.
A love.
A family.
A home.
Even though it was threw a website.
I had it.
I had everything.

The light of a beatiful sun.
It was gone.
I was left.
I was alone.
I was deing inside.
Everything I loved and cared for was gone.
I am dead now.
I do not care.
They dont want me.
No one does.

They are right.
I should be dead.
I should be alone.
I am nothing.
I am worthless.
A red head.
Silvered eyed girl.
I deserve no love.
Only hate.

Scared.
Shaking.
Crying.
Cruled up in a dark corner.
Looking around.
So scared.
So alone.

I look around.
All I see is darkness.
I feel the pain everything.
In my head.
In my heart.
Invading my soul.
I cry harder.
NO one hears me.
NO one notices me.
I am alone.

I slowly rise.
I stand.
I walk.
I am in the bathroom.
I look around.
I grab the cool small peice of metal.
I climb in the bathtub.
I slide down the wall.
I look at my already scared wrist.
I cut.
I see the blood running.
I feel the heat.
It's sticky and dark..
I lay there.

I think about all the ones I care about.
All the ones whp have held my hand.
All the ones who said.
*I care and I love u*
Then all the ones who let go.
I love them no matter what.

I am cold.
I am crying.
I need them now.
I need then all now.
For I am scared.
I am weak.
I feel sick.
I look down.
I see the tub has alot of blood in it.

I think where did the blood come from?
Why am I in the bathtub?
Why am I crying?
Who are the tears for?
I cant remeber!
My wrist hurts.
I look down and see the wound.
I do not understand what is happening to me.

I lean back and close my eyes.
The uithangbord is cold.
I take a deep breath.
I am so cold and weak.
I want my mom.
Why am I bleeding?

Dieing Inside..

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goodman8 I know how much you miss your mum but she spud what you to live your lfer and not end it to be withe here

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Aleister Crowley

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Building Magick Belief

posted by Cherry9090

u see there are so many "levels" of experience in Witchcraft-many of people at various differetn levels some complete beginners some have been practicing for years and everybody in between.

We all us Magick everyday even if we dont realize we are doing it no matter what our exerience level.The real secret is lying inside of you.The power that we were all born with.

This connection to Magick energy is the one thing we all share no matter what ourexperience level and as u increase your ability to tap into Magick.

Our bekief is the single most important factor in whether our Magick succeed...

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Bruises blood scars tears

posted by Cherry9090

The pain I feel.
The hate thats around me.
The sorrow of the person that lost her life.
The blood anf pain she went threw.
For what?!
For nothing!.
Only to bring me into the world.
Someone thats nothing.
An unworthly person.
The pain I feel dayly.

The horror of living here.
The nighmtares that never go away.
The tears the constantly running down my face.
They soak my shirt.
They leaves streaks down mt ckeeks.
I have no mom to wipe them away.
The tears never seem to completely stop.
Always near tears.
Always on the verge of breaking.

The blood that I see.
The heat form the pain of bleeding....

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Forthose

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Wicca achtergrond

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LHP RITUAL

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A ritual peformed for the movement.

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wicca achtergrond

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My Necronomicon

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Secret Of Releasing Spells

posted by Cherry9090

u make sure your beliefe is strong door useing befief and u make sure your internal sacred space is strong then u pay attention to setting up your external sacre space alter and cast your magick circle

Then u go throught the steps to cast the money spell c constantly believing with full emotion that youe magick will bring money in to your life once the spell is done and u have zei your final chant and dismissed your guardians the circles is open the condle are out

LET IT GO

Dont think about it dont wake up up every morning wondering when the money is going to appear go about your life...

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Pagan Humor

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Pentagram

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How to make your own Alter.

posted by Cherry9090

An Alter

Makeing an Alter can be easy and yet hard to do all at oce,I have my own Alter on the east side of my room near my closet.An Aller will help u with all your spells,chants and medatation.

After u make u Alter u will need to keep it up as all times and alwas address every morning and every night.Making u Alter as well as u very powerful,and very in tune with one another.

You will need the follwoing:
sea salt
small table
a cloth that means alot to you
two white candles
a deck of tarot cards that has choosen you
your favorit amulet,wnershin,gym (all three if u have it)

Now that u have all...

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Gerold Gardner

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The Amazing Knot Magick For Success Spell

posted by Cherry9090

It is really important to practice visualization and all of the other rituals is the foundation of magick engery control without paying attention to the things your spells will lack the sme effectivness and yuor wont be in touch with river of magick engery running through you.

Heres a spell where u actully get to be some what creative and also one that releases magick engeries for a specific goal to open the doors of money and wealth in your life.

I know that there are some Witches that feel money magick is often times cast for the wrong reasons and can even be selfish in nature I assure...

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Lucky Magick Charm

posted by Cherry9090

Samhian draws ever close heres a way to conduct a lucky charm.

Not only will this charm open the magick door wider for u drawing meer engery into every spell.but it will also bring some amazing things into your life.

u will need the following:

1:A red candle

2:Something to carver it with like a boter mes of a needle

3:Your favorit annointing oil

4:You favorit *luck herb*

5:A pot of boiling water

6:A special piece of jewerly

7:A small bag to put the charm in

STEP 1: Setup a bais alter decorate it with anthing representing samhian get creative the meer fun u have with this the better the...

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Let go of the auric healing spell

posted by Cherry9090

This spell is all about feeling wonderful and isnt that what life is about?

So the auric healing spell and rememeber right after u cast the spell u are going to let it go out of your mind and I mean try to completely forget about it and just go on with your life.

1: The first thing u are going to do is to check your beliefe and internal sacred space do u feel as though u beleive in your magick?

2:You have 100% in yourself and yourmagick and your interanl space is clean all negative thoughts and emotionas u are ready to begine and set up your exteranal space including making sure...

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Trinket A dag And See Your wealth Magicall Grow!

posted by Cherry9090

The special spell is the beginning of the end to any financial trouble youer in.

Even if u doing OK this spell will build your wealth meer everday.

The spell is unique in that 90% of what u do cast it happens befres u sit down to cast it.

u have got to prepare your self fill your mind hart-, hart and soul with hope and excitment.

Get in touch with the power u were born with.

So u can transform youe life and the lives of those u love with magick.

What u will need:

*Basil.

*5-10 trinkets these can be anything form a bead figureine charm old halsketting, ketting coins etc if u can fine some that...

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Sweeping Cobwebs

posted by Cherry9090

From a group of spells where we magickally *connect* through the moonlight to ritauls where er conbine our magick engery and of course the many little suprises.

To get prepared for all that is to come we will be doing a spell today that will sweep away some of the cobwebs in your life.

We have got alot of negative things we hold on to and we have got to let them go.

Once u do this every magick ritaul u do from that dag vooruit, voorwaarts will fill with meer positive engery fueling it this will set the stage for all that is to come.

What u will need:

* A wooden clothspin

* A black flet tiped marker...

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Sea Lovers

posted by Cherry9090

One moonless night the ea is black.Ships sail upon it and shine thier lights throught the double blackness of water and air.The darkness swallows up light a like a great yawning snake.On the strand people walk,looking out to sea,but there is no sigh of ships,no sigh of drowning sailors,no sigh of anything living of dead,only continual rushing and ebbing of water sucking and sucking at the shoreline,drawing the innocent,foolish lovers out a little farther.They laugh unafraid,showing eachother their courage.They laugh,pointing to the water.No one can hear them.They slip off their clothes and wade...