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I was freaking out. I was waiting in the keuken-, keuken with Alice as she finished picking and proding at me.
"Bella." Alice layed her hand on my shoulder.
"Breathe. u have been waiting for that man out there for years. He's been waiting years for you. He's standing out there waiting for u to come to him."
I nodded. "Mason?" I asked.
"Right here!" He came bouncing beside me. "You look very pretty Momma."
"Thank you, Baby." I smiled to him.
"Okay, Mason, are u ready?" Alice asked him. He nodded. "Okay, go stand at the door." When he walked away she turned to me. "When u start down the isle is when I will go sit. Remember to breathe."
I nodded and paced until I heard a throat clear. Emmett was standing in a black tux with a dark blue tie. I could see the glaze in his eyes as he looked at me.
"Hey." I smiled.
"Hey." He tried to hide the emotion in his voice with another throat clearing.
"Well, let's get this over with." He grunted. He reminded me so much of Charlie. I laughed and hooked my arm in his elbow.
"Let's do this." I smiled up at him.

I don't remember walking to Edward, anything that was zei in the ceremony that made me his wife, nore do I remember changing out of my dress.
"Woah." I whispered.
Rose giggled. "I know." She knew. "You ready to go dance your face off?" She asked.
"Yeah." I laughed. "Hey Rose?" I held her arm. "I want to give Edward a gift."
"What do u mean?"
"I have been thinking about this for a while, um. Okay, Mason already calls Edward 'Dad' and I think I want to put Edward's name on the end of Mason's. I want him to adopt Mason."
"If u are asking me if he would want to that is a stupid question." She smirked. "Okay, here's what u do..."
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"May I have this dance?" Edward's low voice was in my ear.
I turned and smiled. "Of course, Mr. Cullen."
"Why thank you, Mrs. Cullen." He kissed my hand and led me out onto the make shift dance floor.
The anouncer came over the loud speaker telling everyone to get out their camara's to take pictures of the first dance as husband and wife.
"I hoope u don't mind any of the song choices tonight." Edward told me. "Some are country."
"It's okay." I smiled and listened to the song.
"Most of it is Coldplay." He smirked.
"Perfect." I smiled and kissed him lightly.

When u try your best, but u don't succeed
When u get what u want, but not what u need
When u feel so tired, but u can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When u lose something u can't replace
When u love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide u home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I looked up at him teary eyed. I had told him when I met him I would try to fix him. He caught my tear on his thumb wiping it away. He leaned down and kissed me. "Thank you." He whispered.
"For what?" I asked.
"For fixing me."

And high up above of down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if u never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide u home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When u lose something u cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise u I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Lights will guide u home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I kissed him hard, not caring who was watching. I pulled back and rested my hand on his chest. "I love you."
"I love u too."
"Alright guys. We are doing things a little differently. The bride and her brothers please amuse us." The dj announced.
"Edward?"
He smiled. "Have a fun dance." He kissed my hand and left, letting Emmett take his place.
"Hey, Baby sis."
"Hi." I smiled when he wrapped an arm around me and took my small hand in his large one. "Emmett?"
"Hmm?"
"Did u pick out the song?"
He blushed lightly. "Maybe."
"It's perfect." I assured him.
We danced silently for a few minuten longer untill I felt a hand on my hip.
"Hey." Alecs smiled.
"Hey." I let go of Emmett and started to dance with Alecs.
"I wanted to thank you." He told me.
"For what?"
"For not kicking me back out again. u could have just zei no and closed the door in my face, but u didn't."
"Of course I didn't." I ran my hand down his face. "You are my baby brother. u are supposed to screw up and I'm supposed to help you. It's in the guide book."
He smiled and kissed my cheek.
"No wild parties while we are gone." I told him sernly. "No parties at all."
"Fine." He faked anoyment and rolled his eyes with a smile.
"Momma?" There was a tug at my dress.
"Hi, Baby." I smiled at Mason.
"Hi. Can I dance with u now?"
"Of course." I kissed Alecs's cheek, thanking him and held Mason to my front, my arms tucked under his butt, his arms around my neck, and a leg on either hip.
I silently listen to the song, my head pressed to Mason's his fingers playing with my neckless.
"Momma?"
"Yeah."
"Can I tell everyone the surprise?"
I smiled. "Of course."
"Momma?"
"Yes?"
"Does this mean Edward is my real Daddy now?"
"Not yet baby. Do u want him to be u real daddy?"
"Forever?" He looked at me his eyes wide, my forehead still to his.
"Yes." I laughed.
"Oh yes!" He nodded franticly puting both of his hands on either side of my face.
"Let's keep this a secret too. Just a Mommy and Mason secret."
"Okay." He smiled.
"Can I have a kiss?"
He pecked my lips quickly and smiled.


My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that u want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
u never need to carry meer than u can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope u know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope u know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

I carried Mason over to the tafel, tabel where the cake sat and Edward stood.

~Edward POV~
I watched as Bella and Mason dance. They were talking quietly, Mason was getting excited and put his hands on her face. She smiled, mouthed something else and puckered her lips to which he quickly kissed. Alice got that picture too. One of their heads together, and Mason was playing with her neckless. Another was the one where Mason had his little hands on her face and the last one...well, u know.
I was going to frame them and put in our new house. Yes. Our new house. Bella think's it's a bed and breakfast we are going to. Bella just didn't know yet.

She set him down and they made way toward me. I sure was a damn lucky guy.

We cut the cake and she explained how Mason wanted to give the news. I agreed and we sat down for the dinner. Everyone was chatting about something different and it got a little louder as we started to finish. I stood, Bella's hand in mine and cleared my throat loudly, getting everyone's attention. Everyone turned to him. "Thank u all, so much, for comming out here this afternoon and spending this time with Bella and I. Um, Mason wanted to share with u all something. Mason?"
"Hu?" He looked up at me.
"Do u want to tell them?"
His brows furrowed in confusion. Bella leaned in and whispered in his ear and his eyes sparkled. "Oh!" I sat down and he stood up in his seat.
"Guess what?!" Everyone looked at him amused. "Momma and Daddy are having a baby!"

There were gasps, and squeals, and laughs and pats on the back. Bella was crying when Emmett and Alecs came and talked to her. I would have been concered if it were for Emmett crying too and them both smiling.

We were ready to head out. We were letting Mason stay with Alice and Jasper while we were out for the weekend. Goodbyes were zei to everyone then Bella left my side. I watched her slowly walk over to Emmett who was leaning on the stair case behind the crowd.

~Bella POV~

I threw myself into his arms and he held me tightly to him. "I love you, Em. Thank you." I whispered.
"For what?" I felt his chest vibrate as he spoke.
"For looking out for me after Dad couldn't. For keeping Mason and I afloat. For your support. For everything."
He pulled me back and looked at me. "I'm your big brother Bells. It's my job. This is just hard for me. I watched as my baby sister had a baby of her own, raise him, and love him. I watched u fall in love with only guy I aprove of."
I laughed and sniffed.
"But giving u to another guy to take care of you, insted of me..." He paused and I wiped an escaping tear off his cheek. "That's the hard part."
I kiss his cheek. "No matter what, u will always be the biggest, bestest brother in the world. I don't have words to thank u for doing everything u have done for me. I couldn't and wouldn't ask for a better brother than u Emmett."
He kissed my head and hugged me one meer time. "No, go." He shewed me off.

We waved goodbye to everyone as we climbed into the car and drove off. The drive only lasted about 20 minuten but the last 3 Edward made me close my eyes. Not so sure why. I already knew it was a bed and breakfast He helped me out of the car.
"Now?"
"No."
I waited a few second. "Now?"
"No."
"....Nnnow?"
"No." Edward chuckled.
"Now?"
"Okay, now." He released his hands from my eyes.
"Edward it's beautiful!" I smiled as I look toward the large bed and breakfast.
"Let's go." He led me up the steps and stopped infront of the door and picked me up.
"What are u doing?" I giggled.
"I'm going to carry u into our new home."
"What?" I gasped. "I thought u zei we were gonig to a bed and breakfast."
"We are. There's a bed upstairs and I will get up in the morning and make u breakfast." He smiled "Welcome home, Love."

We made love for hours that night, and when we stopped, Edward quietly talked to the baby and his fingers danced along my small bump. When he started to sing to it was when I fell asleep. volgende to my new husband. In my new home.