Finally love is back in the house :D LOL
I just laid there again for a long time again, when I suddenly heard something at my window. I jumped up saw Edward standing there.
“What are u doing here” I whispered to him
“I’m sorry Bella, for not believing in you” he zei with snobs. I just looked at him not knowing what to say. I wanted to confer him but I was still angry, so I didn’t do any attempt moving myself to him. I just took place on the side of the bed.
“I was so selfish to believe the volturi and I ended up hurting you” he still zei with snobs. “I’m not asking for your forgiveness, I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve u of Mason”
I got up and took his hand and pulled him to the side of the bed. “How did u found out” I asked him sad and concerned
“I was listening to Jane’s head, but there was nothing wrong, but when I started looking in Alec’s head and some other vampires, I saw the true meaning of they arrival, I saw what they were really planning, I told the others what there true intentions were, even Alice saw it now in her visions. But they are still there, we can’t defend ourselves with Jane and Alec, we asked politely to leave, but they didn’t. I told Jane I would try to convince u again so she let me go talk to you. He zei with snobs and pain.
“I don’t know if u are lying of not, It will be hard for me to trust u again, My love never changed for you, but I will never be the same as before” I zei with pain and sadness.
He looked into my eyes and I looked into his and I saw how much I hurt him saying this.
“I deserve it” he zei sad and painful
“If u didn’t came today, I would have left Forks with Mason tomorrow” I zei with snobs too and I felt him starring at me again but I just looked at Mason.
“Oh, Bella I’m so sorry” he zei now with snobs too.
There we were sitting on the side of the bed both feeling sadness and pain. I couldn’t restrain myself and I kissed him on the lips. But he didn’t kiss me back so I stopped and looked at him.
“I don’t deserve this, Bella” he zei sad
“Don’t u love me anymore, Edward” I zei with pain back to him
He looked at me with discussed, sadness and pain,
“How could u even think that, I love u meer than anything in the world, I love our kids meer than anything in the world. Of course I love u Bella and I always will” he zei sad but strong and determent.
I kissed him again but this time he kissed me back. I pushed him down on the bed and I crawled on top, boven of him and kept kissing him, I felt his hands on my waist pulling me closer to him. We kept on kissing till I straightened myself on top, boven of him and took of my brown top, boven and kissed him again.
He grabbed my waist tight and turned me so he was on top, boven of me now, but we didn’t stop kissing. I could feel his hands grabbing mine tight, so I couldn’t go anywhere. He kept kissing me from my lips to my neck down to my waist. I was enjoying this but I kept my voice low so I wouldn’t wake Mason of my Dad.
“You’re wearing a squirt” he zei between the kisses
“I didn’t had anything else than this squirt of my jeans” I zei back with the little breath I still had.
I felt his hands losing his grip on my hands, but I didn’t know where his hands went, but what he was doing was heavenly, my hole body started tingling. My two hands grabbed his cheeks and I pulled them to me and I kissed him with all the intension and passion I was feeling and he did the same.
I missed this, him touching me, kissing me. But I still had it hard trusting him, I wanted too but I guess I was scared to fall into a trap and loose Mason.
I sat straight on the bed and looked at Mason.
“What’s wrong” Edward asked me worried
“Nothing, I’m just afraid” I zei back to him
Now he started sitting straight and hold me against his chest.
“I’m sorry Bella, for hurting u like this” he zei sad “Maybe u should go with Daniel, it would be a lot safer and I wouldn’t hurt u like this anymore”
I looked up and stared at him confused
“You want me to leave, you’re my husband, I love you, I can’t just leave like that” I zei in a hurry and panicking
“Bella, please, don’t panic I just want u to be safe” he zei upset
“They only place I ever felt veilig is with you” I zei back to him loveable. He looked at me not knowing what to say and then suddenly he kissed me, his hands pushed me back down on the bed but we didn’t stop kissing, till we heard a noise. We both froze and starred at the door.
“Bella, I’m going to work, okay, call me if u need anything” I heard Charlie say on the other side of the door.
“I will dad” I zei back with a regular voice. That was the hint to get up.
I grabbed my top, boven and got dressed and I saw Edward pulling his overhemd, shirt over his body.
“Mason will be up soon for his bottle” I zei looking inside the kinderbedje, wieg at Mason. Edward came towards me hold me tight and looked over my shoulder at Mason.
“He’s grown” he zei with regular voice
“Of course he grows” I zei laughing a little and he laughed a little too
“I should go back, to see the others and to found out a plan to get them out of forks” he zei seriously now and he gave me a quick kiss and walked towards the window.
“Be careful” I zei and he smiled at me and disappeared