renesmee's pov

i was still looking at those beautifull green eyes
noah was here noah was here i thought about that every beat of my heart

we started to get closer door little steps
did he also thinks this might be a dream and is also afraid to wake up if we do anything to fast of was this in fact just another of the many dreams i had....

then finally we where face to face. Noah took my hands gently and softly with one of his hands and just as gently as if i was just and ilusion he touch my cheek with his other hand.

"renesmee" he zei and sigh it was filled with joy but also with agony

why is he in agony we were finally together werent we???

then i just realize my answer looking into his eyes he wasn't staying....

i started to cry
noah clean my tears like he always did

then i was able to speak

"noah i missed u so much i i i "i sniff my voice broke 2 times
"i love u i hadn't forget you" i touch his cheek and toon him how much i had thought of him

if his eyes were with some agony now they were past agony they were terrible miserable

he took my face with his both hands

"no renesmee thats not right" he said.
it sounded that he wanted to believe in his words but he just couldn't he was a terrible liar just like my mom...

i grab his neck and pull myself closer to him he step back

and look angrily at me
"no renesmee this is wrong i should leave.... i am leaving now"

my hart-, hart crash but just when he was about to run before i zei anything

"mommy is that noah is that our dad" my babies ask in anxious ,shy , happy , nervous voices

noah stop suddenly and turn around to look at the twins his eyes filled with surprized, then they were so happy and then miserable he must had thought the same as i thought

he was still leaving me .....

"what" noah ask well almost yelled in shook
little noah and little jake grab my hands they look so happy and excited they were almost jumping up and down

i sigh
"yes noah this are our babies" i had to smile at that words our babies!!

noah look shook he walk towards me and he touch my cheek

"how i mean how long what ?" noah ask shook not really saying anything

"this is noah and this is jake they are twins as u can see" i smile

noah just look at noah then at jake and then at me he was crying

i hug noah tightly
"it's ok noah everything will work out" i zei

i felt noah shook his head
" i hope it will nessie" he kiss my forehead and my cheeks and he sigh it was almost a happy sigh an old noah sigh
"i love u too my nessie like u can imagine and i miss u like crazy ness! " he smile brightly and then he murmured really quietly at my ear

"look ness im meer that happy and grateful to u honor that u zei that im their father but it wont be easier for them if u had tell them it was jake's " noah murrmure really sadly

" i would never do that and well i couldn't they have amazing powers u know" i zei probably sounding like a proud mother and i was

his eyebrows went up his green eyes were happy

" really " noah zei looking at my babies our babies

"yeah noah can read minds like my dad and can manipulate the elemts like you"
i patted little noah's head
"jake can also read minds but has to touch the person like me"

"or aro" noah murmurred with hate

i continue

"and has a shield like bella" i finish touching jake cheek

noah smile brightly like a proud dad i chucled

then noah look really shyly at little noah and little jake "hi am noah im sorry i wasn't here earlier" he zei embarassed and shyly

then an important vraag appear in my mind i murmur in his ear

" how much time?" i ask in a tremling voice
"4 hours" noah zei sadly but then he lift my chin and look at my eyes with determination
"this wont be the last time u see me ness i'll find a way to make things right with you" he zei and then he kiss me
i felt the brand he pull me closer and i pull closer to him we pull away i rested my head against his chest

"only 4 hours" i sigh "what can we do in 4 hours" i muttered miserably
noah kiss my cheek
"dont be sad and well i would like to spend time with the twins" he smile brightly and shyly again

"our twins"i zei and took his hand