bella's pov
i quickly felt asleep when we arrive home pagina
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my favoriete dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it verplaats ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing door a boom in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me door the waist also tighlty and sigh happily
"i love u edward" i zei he smile brightly at me
he verplaats clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this kiss reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to kiss me
i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself
but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james kiss well attack again so i hop out of my bed to open my window it was still night probably 2 am
i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night japon, jurk got filled with dirt i sigh
wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change
then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden
i went to my favoriete spot at the garden it was the part of the white roses and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain
i sat on the edge of the fontein and play with the water
i heard some bushes verplaats i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james of my mother ...
i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere
i felt silly but i zei "edward?"
edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do
i laugh at his face
he stay there and i run and hugg him
"i miss you" i zei happily
edward laugh and zei "me too Bella meer than u imagine"
i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 dag geleden and i was already acting and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but
i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the fontein i sat besied him
"Bella i have to confess something to u ..." he zei and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to u but 1 thing i can't never tell u because i love u too much and if i tell u , u would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but u could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."
i quickly felt asleep when we arrive home pagina
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my favoriete dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it verplaats ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing door a boom in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me door the waist also tighlty and sigh happily
"i love u edward" i zei he smile brightly at me
he verplaats clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this kiss reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to kiss me
i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself
but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james kiss well attack again so i hop out of my bed to open my window it was still night probably 2 am
i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night japon, jurk got filled with dirt i sigh
wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change
then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden
i went to my favoriete spot at the garden it was the part of the white roses and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain
i sat on the edge of the fontein and play with the water
i heard some bushes verplaats i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james of my mother ...
i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere
i felt silly but i zei "edward?"
edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do
i laugh at his face
he stay there and i run and hugg him
"i miss you" i zei happily
edward laugh and zei "me too Bella meer than u imagine"
i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 dag geleden and i was already acting and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but
i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the fontein i sat besied him
"Bella i have to confess something to u ..." he zei and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to u but 1 thing i can't never tell u because i love u too much and if i tell u , u would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but u could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."
"It shocked me.I was not sure if she meant to attack.That's the only interpretation of her behavior that my past had to offer.But she was smiling.And the emotions that were emanating from her were like nothing I'd ever felt before.
"'You've kept me waiting a long time,'she said."
I didn't realize Alice had come to stand behind me again.
"And u ducked your head like a good Southern gentleman,and said,'I'm sorry ma'am.'"Alice laughed at the memory.
Jasper smiled down at her."You held out your hand,and I took it without stopping to make sense of what I was doing.For the first time in almost a century,I felt hope."
Jasper took Alice's hand as he spoke.
Alice grinned."I was just relieved.I thought u were never going to toon up."