Have u ever wake up one dag and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my dag ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the keuken-, keuken probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been vrienden of had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never home pagina because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he zei one dag that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i love my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was hart-, hart broken but i learn that if u don't let anyone in yoour hart-, hart u will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person of at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank top, boven this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working of drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i love to run i fell free and i love to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school dag pass really quick i wasn't miss populair but i like it that way i had 2 years geleden a best friend Samantha Weller but she verplaats to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive home pagina and went to sleep my mom wasn't home pagina yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another dag pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for u mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to kom bij the club" i zei smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon zei quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give u the news i thought u would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she zei
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and u can stay with me" monica zei
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster home pagina type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but u twist it pretty badly u can't run" i voice zei i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker u are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate zei i had 1 meer jaar
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster home pagina in just 1 jaar
"you are luck u are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man zei mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my dag ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the keuken-, keuken probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been vrienden of had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never home pagina because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he zei one dag that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i love my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was hart-, hart broken but i learn that if u don't let anyone in yoour hart-, hart u will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person of at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank top, boven this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working of drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i love to run i fell free and i love to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school dag pass really quick i wasn't miss populair but i like it that way i had 2 years geleden a best friend Samantha Weller but she verplaats to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive home pagina and went to sleep my mom wasn't home pagina yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another dag pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for u mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to kom bij the club" i zei smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon zei quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give u the news i thought u would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she zei
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and u can stay with me" monica zei
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster home pagina type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but u twist it pretty badly u can't run" i voice zei i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker u are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate zei i had 1 meer jaar
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster home pagina in just 1 jaar
"you are luck u are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man zei mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
BELLA'S PROM DRESS
Knowing all eyes would be on Bella's prom look, Chuck had to choose carefully. The bolero was a vintage piece that she cut, restyled, and re-sequined. The dress was a little meer serendipitous: ''It was miracle find!'' exclaims Chuck, who picked up the Max and Cleo silk dress at discount store Ross — and for $20. (Fun fact: Chuck also purchased the only other one left in the store so she could use the extra material to create one long dress. But, in the end, she left the dress as-is, using the seconde for a foto double.) ''I always say I channel clothes, I don't necessarily design them — it's divine sometimes the way it happens!''
Knowing all eyes would be on Bella's prom look, Chuck had to choose carefully. The bolero was a vintage piece that she cut, restyled, and re-sequined. The dress was a little meer serendipitous: ''It was miracle find!'' exclaims Chuck, who picked up the Max and Cleo silk dress at discount store Ross — and for $20. (Fun fact: Chuck also purchased the only other one left in the store so she could use the extra material to create one long dress. But, in the end, she left the dress as-is, using the seconde for a foto double.) ''I always say I channel clothes, I don't necessarily design them — it's divine sometimes the way it happens!''