Nathen had went back to our house. I walked in and he was sitting there on the divan, bank with his head in his hands. I went over there and sat volgende to him.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, u will. I told him.
How do u know? He zei looking up at me. I can barely keep u safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way u always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. u will be fine. u know u will be great. He zei to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry of know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi u will be the best mother. He said.
u will be the best father. u can do everything with them. I said. u can go hunting and do wolf things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a minuut and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the dag so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are babies they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the babies and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated home pagina and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after avondeten, diner volgende to Nathen.
The volgende morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on top, boven of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a overhemd, shirt from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He zei with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank u honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He zei giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the babies and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal u would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I zei I would love too.
Nathen will u come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a overhemd, shirt that would actually look good on me.
Here u can wear this. Alice zei handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.