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These past years in forks, Washington have been the best time in my life because of this vampire that is my life along with my daughter and new family. First I met the most wonderful guy ever and I fell in love with him the dag I saw him. The way he smelled and the way he looked like he was an angle just for me but he would disappear if I looked away. When he says my name I just start to blush and I realize that I fall for him even more. Edward and I got married on August 13th, 2004.We had a baby girl name Renesmee but we never knew that this would happen; Edward and I thought that Vampires and humans couldn’t have children but I guess we were wrong. We both are happy this happened because we both love her meer than our own life because she is our life. My extended family I love so dearly. Alice Cullen is my best friend and I love her. She’s a sister I never had. Emmett is a brother that I have never had just like them all but I love him because he makes me smile even if I know there is something terrible going on. Jasper Cullen is another brother that I never had because I can talk to him and even then he can tell when something is wrong because he can feel the emotions around him and he also can control their emotions. Rosalie is a sister to me. Not as close as Alice and I are but she is still a sister to me. Rosalie and I never really got along until now but I never understood why she didn’t like me until about a couple of years geleden and also she helped me a lot with keeping Renesmee veilig when I was having her, Carlisle and Esme are the most lovely and understanding people u could every meet. They were there and backing us up 100% about everything Edward and I came up for Solutions. Yes I have became a Vampire my number one wish so I could be with my one true love the rest of my life and rest of entry and also I have gotten the daughter of my dreams too, Why Is does it feel like someone is shaking me? Oh well maybe it’s just a feeling. They are my family and I love each and every one of them with all my hart-, hart and I also still love my father and mother. My mother still lives in Jackson Ville, Florida. My mother and her husband are still happily married and she’s still as childish as she always has been but I still love her. My father well he finally loves Edward. Every time we go visit him and Edwards out hunting but I don’t say that he is upset because he’s not there, My father loves Renesmee and spoilers her rotten but every one dose but me and Edward like to stop that once in a while .I’m starting to think my father and Mrs. Clearwater are starting to like each other because every time I go over she’s there with him so his not alone. Right now my life is the best it can be. It’s like from a story book being written of a Dream that I can’t wake up from but I don’t want to wake up because I love my life and my life is my daughter and husband and family. I’m hoping it stays like this for as long as possible. Should stop now because I hear someone yelling my name now. Odd, Plus I can feel myself going into deep thought about this.
I realized that my sister/Sister in-law has been yelling at me to get my attention for something. I must have forgotten I wasn’t alone, I was supposed to be having a dag for only girls .Only Alice’s and my daughter and I. All the boys and my Husband went to go do something today. Esme and Carlisle are having a dag to just them today. The whole house to them it was there dag of the jaar to have to each other no one else. I figured who was shaking me it was Alice to get my attention because I never really go into deep thought unless it’s bad and even then I do it only in front of Edward at our house. So she started to shake me hard this time because I guess I was really out of it. I didn’t even notice it until Neisse (Nick which used to hate) starting yelling mommy over and over again.
“Bella? Bella? BELLA? Are alright? Listen to me?”” Alice yelled at me. She’s starting to get worried and I could see that when I opened my eyes but when I opened my eyes I knew I saw relieve.
“Alice I’m fine. clam down please. Your scaring Neisse. I sorry I must of gone into Deep thought. I’ve been doing that lately. A little too much. I’m really sorry Honey.”I zei while trying to clam both of them down and holding my daughter in my lap in the car,
“Oh well sorry Neisse I shouldn’t of reacted like that. I should have known u were fine. I guess I have just been reacting a lot lately. u and me need to talk later please?!”Alice asked me. I could tell she was getting upset about something about what she had to tell me. I wonder what it’s about. .
“It’s ok Alice, I know how it feels. Yeah sure we can talk later, Should I tell Edward that u need to talk to us?” I asked. When I was asked if I should tell Edward she was starting to look like she was torn between having him there of not. Odd.
“Alice I was just wondering .If u need to just talk to me then that’s fine but usually u want him there so I just assumed. So when do u want to talk?”While I zei that she seemed to realax so now im really nervous of what going on.
“.I was thinking tonight. I was thinking about going to the meadow that u and Edward go to talk.” She zei a little clam but she seemed worried and a little upset about it.
“ Ok I’ll be there” I said. Now I’m worried and a little scared because she never hides anything from Edward. I think she saw something that must have frightened her.
