chapter 4
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he zei in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle zei questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of meer stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when u were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. u lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The volgende time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I zei excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, u wouldn't have lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? u dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the bed roughly. "Don't u ever say that again." he hissed "Do u want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are u [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why u dont want to look at me. Isnt it because u cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are u going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im veilig from [i] u [i/] there!"
"How will u get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. u just want to drive me so u can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think u loved me meer than u wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got meer than 15 minuten into the forest before I collasped
I woke up, and Carlisle was in the room.
"Bella" he zei in relief.
"Where..where am I?" I stuttered. I looked and I couldn't reconginse the room.
"Bella.." Carlisle zei questionly. "you're in our house, in the lounge room.
I loked around and saw that I was. "Okay" I caught my reflection in a mirror. I had stitches down my face, and when I turned, I saw that there were long rows of meer stitches down my back as well.
"Carlisle, what happened to me?" I asked, unable to make sense of the black lines of stiching.
He hesistated. "Well, when u were in the room, Edward-"
I cut hm off "Edward! Where is he? I need to go and tell him, I need to see him. This isn't his fault."
I tried to sit up, but the room swayed around. Carlisle pushed me back down gently. "Bella, lay down. u lost a lot of blood. You're very weak."
I conceded. "Fine, but what did.....Edward" it felt strange saying his name like this "Edward...do to me?" I sat up again, but slower this time.
Carlisle moved around to my back and placed his hand on my rib. I winced. "He broke one of your left ribs, and he" his hand moved to my back, tracing the stiches "he gouged your back with his fingers. It was very deep." His hand moved to my face "The same happened to your face".
the room swayed again, and I fell back into Carlisle's arms. "Go to sleep," he mumered, and I did exactly that.
The volgende time I woke up, it was to see Edwards face leaning over my own.
"Edward!" I zei excitedly. then my mood turned to sadness. I leaned into his shoulder and sobbed. "Edward, Im so sorry. Im sorry'
He pulled back, a a mixture of bemusement and wonder on his face. "You're blaming this on yourslef?" he hissed
I looked him in the eyes. "Of course. if it wasnt me, if it wasnt my blood, u wouldn't have lost control. If it wasnt me-"
He placed his fingers to my lips, silenceing me. "Bella, you're blaming this on yourslef?" he repeated "When my hands were the ones that gourged your face, when my strength was the strength that broke your rib? You're blaming this on you?"
He dropped my head and walked from the room.
"What?" I yelled. I sat up, and ignored the swaying room. "What? u dont want to see me anymore. Because I'm ugly? Is that it? Not that I wasn't before, but now im just grotesque Is that it-"
He came over then, and pushed me back on the bed roughly. "Don't u ever say that again." he hissed "Do u want to know [i] why [i/] I dont want to see you? Its because I know that [i]I [i/]was the monster that did this to you! Are u [i] happy [i/] now?"
"Sure," I replied sarcasticly "Im [i] sure [i/] thats why u dont want to look at me. Isnt it because u cant [i] succed [i/]in killing me."
I got up again, and he didnt try to push me back down.
"Where are u going" he asked husikly
"Away from you. La Push maybe. At least im veilig from [i] u [i/] there!"
"How will u get there? Let me drive you"
"No. Im not that stupid Edward. u just want to drive me so u can actully [i] kill [i/] me this time. I'll walk"
Carlisle grabbed my my arm then. "Bella, you're too weak"
I slapped his hand off. "Im fine" As I walked to the door I delivered the final blow. "You know, Edward, I used to think u loved me meer than u wanted to kill me. But now I see that I was wrong."
I didnt see the look on his face, but I knew it was aginizing
I hadn't got meer than 15 minuten into the forest before I collasped
Have u gotten used to the Twilight fans?
Peter Facinelli: "I don't know if u ever get used to them. They're not weird. I love them. I love each and every one of them. No, they're great. They're the best fans that u can have. They're so loyal. We've had people camping out all night long on the sets."
For this one, too?
Peter Facinelli: "Yeah, oh yeah. People are like literally in sleeping bags. We shot all night - u know, night shoots - because vampires like to shoot at night. And then we'd come out at 5 in the morning and they'd be in sleeping bags."
And having Chris [Weitz] as the director this time?
Peter Facinelli: "Fantastic. u know, the seconde time around it's a little easier. u feel like u have like a little bit meer money it feels like. The atmosphere is calmer. I think it's going to be good. It's kind of nice having different perspectives, u know, film to film. They just announced the third director too."
Peter Facinelli: "I don't know if u ever get used to them. They're not weird. I love them. I love each and every one of them. No, they're great. They're the best fans that u can have. They're so loyal. We've had people camping out all night long on the sets."
For this one, too?
Peter Facinelli: "Yeah, oh yeah. People are like literally in sleeping bags. We shot all night - u know, night shoots - because vampires like to shoot at night. And then we'd come out at 5 in the morning and they'd be in sleeping bags."
And having Chris [Weitz] as the director this time?
Peter Facinelli: "Fantastic. u know, the seconde time around it's a little easier. u feel like u have like a little bit meer money it feels like. The atmosphere is calmer. I think it's going to be good. It's kind of nice having different perspectives, u know, film to film. They just announced the third director too."
10 Ways to Annoy Edward Cullen
10. Sing “Discovery Channel” door the Bloodhound Gang in your head whenever he is near.
9. Hotwire his Volvo and take it on a joyride.
8. Tell him the relationship he is having with Bella is practically paedophilia and he could be sent to jail for it.
7. Ask how Tanya is.
6. End every argument with “Bite me, Edward.”
5. Call him Romeo both behind his back and to his face.
4. Whenever he complains of argues, reply with “What are u gonna do Edward? Go to Italy?”
3. Tell him his hair isn’t bronze, it’s ginger, and he should stop denying himself – he’s a ranga.
2. Whenever he leaves a room of says goodbye, get down on your knees and beg him not to go, not again.
And the Number One way to annoy Edward Cullen?
1. Take his silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Like a Virgin” door Madonna.
10. Sing “Discovery Channel” door the Bloodhound Gang in your head whenever he is near.
9. Hotwire his Volvo and take it on a joyride.
8. Tell him the relationship he is having with Bella is practically paedophilia and he could be sent to jail for it.
7. Ask how Tanya is.
6. End every argument with “Bite me, Edward.”
5. Call him Romeo both behind his back and to his face.
4. Whenever he complains of argues, reply with “What are u gonna do Edward? Go to Italy?”
3. Tell him his hair isn’t bronze, it’s ginger, and he should stop denying himself – he’s a ranga.
2. Whenever he leaves a room of says goodbye, get down on your knees and beg him not to go, not again.
And the Number One way to annoy Edward Cullen?
1. Take his silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Like a Virgin” door Madonna.
10. Tell her that, because everyone thinks she and Jasper are twins, they should get together. When she asks why, say that Incest is in at the moment.
9. Call her “Ice Queen” behind her back and to her face.
8. Whenever she argues anything, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
7. Claim that being a human ain’t so great.
6. When she argues the above claim, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
5. Try to exorcise her and her evil ways.
4. Tell everyone that Edward didn’t go to Italy because Rosalie zei Bella was dead – he went to Italy because he envisioned Rosalie’s ugly face.
3. Call her “Hoe-salie” at least once, to her face.
2. Remind her that Edward chose a pathetic human girl over her.
And the Number One way to annoy Rosalie Hale?
1. Steal her silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Roxanne” door The Police. When she asks why the hell u did it, say that she reminds u of Roxanne.
9. Call her “Ice Queen” behind her back and to her face.
8. Whenever she argues anything, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
7. Claim that being a human ain’t so great.
6. When she argues the above claim, respond with “Whatever, bimbo.”
5. Try to exorcise her and her evil ways.
4. Tell everyone that Edward didn’t go to Italy because Rosalie zei Bella was dead – he went to Italy because he envisioned Rosalie’s ugly face.
3. Call her “Hoe-salie” at least once, to her face.
2. Remind her that Edward chose a pathetic human girl over her.
And the Number One way to annoy Rosalie Hale?
1. Steal her silver cell phone and change the ringtone to “Roxanne” door The Police. When she asks why the hell u did it, say that she reminds u of Roxanne.