Today is Saturday edward and the cullens are going hunting so i guess edward is goin to tell everyone what happened i bet alice will be over later.I got up and got dressed i ate breakfast and started watching tv.I was trying to think what i could do today,i havent seen Jacob in a while not since he told me he was a werewolf edward zei it was dangerous.But he cant tell me what to do,so i got up and called jacob.
"Hello?"it was jacob it was good to hear his husky voice.
"Hi jake it's bella"i zei to him.
"Bella!,hi how are ya!"he zei now sounding really happy i chuckled a bit.
"Im fine how are you"i asked.
"Im fine i miss you"he zei back to me.
"I miss u too"i said,"That is why i called to see if u are free to hang out"
"Ya,but i have to come down to u its way too busy up here"he zei he sounds happy door the idea od us hanging out.
"Thats fine when do u want to come up?"i asked i hope its soon.
"Now is that okay"he zei perfect.
"Thats great cya in a few"i said.
"Cya"he zei then hung up.
I went back into the front room,then i rememberd jake hadnt seen me pregnant how will he react?,i guess i will have to wait and see.After a couple of minuten i heard his car coming into the driveway.Then i heard a knock on the door,i got up and opened it.Jake looked at my face then my stomack his eyes nearly came out of his head,then his knees starteed to wobble and he crabed the door frame.
"You better sit down"i zei and led him to the sofa.
"What the hell did u do?"he asked but i dont think he ment to ask that because he knows how babies are made.
"I'm pregnant"i zei my voice going low.
"I really hope u cheated on him"he zei it really sounded like he was hopeing.
"No i'm sorry she is half vampire"i zei while putting my hand on my stomack.
"It's a girl"he zei sounding meer careing.
"Ya she is due on the 13th of September my birthday"i zei i looked at him his eyes were fixed on his stomack.
"Thats good"he zei half paying attention.Then he lookeed up at me.
"I'm sorry it's just alot to take in,its gross because its his and he is a vampire"he zei then shivered with disgused.
"Where is he any way i thought he would be with the mother of his child of monster"he zei joking.I punched him in the arm.
"She is not a monster,and edward is hunting.....we are not together anymore"i zei angry at first but then went sad.
"What did he do"he zei getting angry.
"He was going to leave because he zei it was time to go,but then i told him i was pregnant and he stayed.But hhe was going to leave me and that is why we are not together.Then yesterday i was on my way to forgive him so we could be together when i saw jassica and edward kissing,it broke my hart-, hart again then we had a fight a big one and we having talked since"i said.jakes eyes were wide.He didnt say anything he just hugged me.
"I'm sorry,so what are u calling her"he asked changing the subjeact.
"I dunno what do u think i should call her"i zei because i really had no idea.
"Sarah.....Jane....Amy..."he zei thinking of random names.
"No"i zei and i kept on thinking.
"Renesmee"i zei i like it renee and esme together is beautiful.
"Renesmee ya thats nice"he zei back thinking about how the name sounds.
"Renesmee Carlie but with a C for charlie and carlisle"i zei my daughter is going to have a beautiful name.
"Thats nice,but what is her seconde name"he zei unsure,thats a goos point is she going to me zwaan-, zwaan of cullen.
"I dunno i think i have to talk to edward about that one"i zei because i really do need to talk to edward about baby stuff.
"Ya sorry and good luck,i better go sam has me on pertrol cya another time"he zei as he got up.
"Okat then cya soon"i zei the he left.I dont know why but i felt a bit sad that jake was going i felt happy when he was here.It felt different from the other times i would hang out with him.
I turned the t.v on again and started watching it,i am so bord i am normally working but since i got pregnant i stoped.After about an uur later i heard a knock on the door,i sighed and went and answered the door.It was edward he looked scared,he saw me and sighed then walked in.
"Come in"i zei as he sat down on my sofa it was a bit rude to walk into my house just like that.
"You cant just walk into my house like that anymore"i zei sitting down on the sofa.
"Sorry its just alice saw your future dissapere and that normally means that u are dead so i came to see if u were alive"he said,then i remembered when i plan to see jake my future goes because alice cant see werewolfs.
"Ya alice cant see werewolfs "i zei edwards eyes widened.
"What u were with a werewolf that is so dangerous i told u not to go near them"he nearly shouted.
"It was jacob and i dont have to listen to you,you are nothing to me but the father of my child"i zei angrley.I looked at him it looked like what i just zei hurt him.After a moment of silence he said:
"Is that how u feel about me"me murmered.
"I am not having this conversation"i zei as i stood up.
"Bella wait i just want to know"he zei while crabbing my hand.I looked at my hand and pulled it away firsley.
"I am not just going to forget what u did to me edward,you were going to leave me and that broke my hart-, hart that u were going to leave me.Then i finaly forgive u and then u are kissing my friend,i cant forget that normal people can but i'm not normal u have hurt me to much"i whispered,he looked like i was burning him alive.
"Bella i know i hurt u but---"but before he finished i said:
"But it was for me to keep me safe,cut the crap!kissing someone else is not for my own good,i know its none of my buisness who u are with but please dont let me see if u are with someone it is horrible i just cant bare being pregnant and seeing someone u love kissing someone else"i zei sounding hurt his eyes widened shocked at what i said,he came over to me with his hands out as if he was going ot hug me but i turned away.
"Dont please"i whispered then he put his hands down.
"So why were u with jacob and not your other friends"he asked looking at me with interest.
"Because one of them thinks im a slut for being pregnant,mike is not aloud because his parents say i am a bad influence being pregnant so young,and the rest are all getting applacations ready for collage which i am not going to because i will have a baby to look after,and will get even harder when u have to dissappear,all of it revolves around you,you want me to go on about how else u ruined my life and almost destroyed it completly"i shouted his teeth were clenched together.
"You can still go to collage"he murmered.
"No i cant,you will have to go soon because u dont change and people will see that and will be left with a half human half vampire baby to care for on myself.And someday someone will want to kill me of my baby it might be victoria since james didnt do it and i cant protect my self and my baby from vampires.You will be gone forever with someone else forgetting about me meer everyday while i am stuck with a reminder of u for the rest of my days."i zei back to him.
"I wont leave u ever"he said.
"You cant promise that because u cant keep it u will have to leave,you will leave me and u will leave Renesmee eventually"i said.
"Renesmee she is called Renesmee"he zei lovingly.
"Yes i named her Renesmee Carlie but with a C for Carlisle and Charlie"i said.
"Its beautiful"he said.
"Edward can u please go because i am angry hurt and upset and being pregnant makes it ten times worse so just go back hunting okay"i zei to him.
"Okay i'm sorry"he zei then walked to the door.
"Cya"i zei i saw a bit of a smile on his face when i zei that.
"Cya"he zei then left.
I made charlie avondeten, diner and told him my babies name,he loved it.I decided to go to bed after that because i was so tired,i went up stairs and changed into a top, boven was like skin tight and u could see my bump clearly and a pair of shorts.I got in my bed and layed down,i could not get asleep renesmee would not stop moving.I think she wants edward because she was not moing when edward was here earlier.I took out my cd player and put in the cd edward made for me for my birthday in it,i put headphones in and it started playing.After a while she stoped moving and calmed down,After about an uur woke up but didnt open my eyes but i felt cold hands around me and on my stomack.Edward i was going to tell him to leave but i was so hot and his cold embrace was so nice,and i miss edward at night holding me in his arms and so did renesmee.Just then she kicked and was right on the spot were edwards hand was i heard him gasp,after that it was like she went to sleep she was happy and peaceful when edward was here.After a while i was still hot around my chest,i rolled over and put my arms around edwards waist as if i had rolled over and grabed a teddy.A moment later i felt his arms embrace me again it felt so nice to have his arms around me.Then i felt him take the headphones out of my ears and leave the cd player on my bedside desk.Then i heard him whisper:
"I love u and i know u love me too u always will no matter what we go through"i was shocked he sounded serious but it was ture i will always love him no matter what he does to me,but i still dont forgive him he has hurtme so much.