1 maand later:
I have 3 months to go untill Renesmee is born,i look like i am 7 months pregnant but i dont mind.I have been spending nearly everyday with jacob we have become even closer than before but i dont see him meer than a friend i think he knows that.Today is Friday and it is the end of school today is graduation,alice got me something to wear and i went to my graduation.The ceremony only took about and uur and a half then it was over i went to a restraunte with charlie then alice brought me up to her house because she zei she had stuff for me and renesmee.We drove up there and went in alice brought me up to her room,she had bought me clothes and renesmee clothes and toys i zei thanks and we went down stairs.The boys were out hunting so it was just Alice,Rosalie and Esme we were sitting in the front room talking about renesmee.
"What is it like when the baby kicks"rosalie asked she had been very nice to me since i got pregnant.
"Its hard to explane but it doesnt hurt,here come her for a seconde u can feel it"i zei to her,she came over and sat down beside me then felt the baby kick her face lit up.
"That is amazing"she zei she kept her hand on my stomack feeling renesmee kick,after a few minuten emmett burst through the door laughing.
"You should see edward and the mess he got into "he zei then saw me and his expression turned a bit worried.Then carlisle came in he saw me and he looked worried too i wonder what they are worries about.Then edward came through the door laughing then saw me and his face looked shocked and scared but for me not him.Then i saw that his clothes were covered in blood.I was a little shocked but i was fine the blood actually smelled nice.
"Bella i---"he chocked out but i said:
"Its okay it actually smells nice"i zei but then realized that is not right.
"Thats not right"i said.
"Its not"carlisle said.
"I think it is Renesmee that wants it"i zei to them.
"I think so too since she is half vampire i guess she would want blood i will go get some"carlisle zei then dissapperd.I am going to have to drink it ugh.
"I'll be right back"edward zei then dissappered like carlisle.
"I am going to have to drink it arent i"i zei to esme.
"Yes dear,are u going to be able to?"she asked.
"Ya i'll be fine"i zei then edward and carlisle came back.
"Okay bella are u going to be okay drinking this?"carlisle zei a bit warey.
"Ya its fine"i zei then took the cup.Edward sat beside me and i started drinking.When i was finished carlisle took the cup.
"How do u feel now"carlisle asked.
"Better she isnt moving around as much"i zei to him.
"Thats good do u want anymore"he asked.
"No thanks i dont think i cant take anymore"i said,i am still human it is kinda hard to drink blood.
"Thats fine"he zei then put the cup in the bin.
"So what are u doing here anyway?"emmett asked.
"I bought some clothes for bella and renesmee"alice said.
"Oh,what is here name going to be"he asked.
"Renesmee Carlie"rosalie said.
"Ya i know but is she a zwaan-, zwaan of Cullen?"he asked oh no i dont want to talk about this yet.
"Emmett"rosalie hissed.
"Actually we do need to know"carlisle said.I started thinking about it then i decided.
"Cullen,Renesmee Carlie Cullen"i said,then everyones face lit up i guess they like it i looked at edward he was looking at me in shock,happiness and love.
"If thats okay"i zei u never know they might not want to have renesmee as a cullen.
"Thats great bella thank you"esme zei i smiled.
"Oh bella i also bought a kinderbedje, wieg and other stuff to go in the nursery"alice sqwelled.
"Thank you"i zei to her.
"Where is the baby going to live,charlies house is too small and her....well u bella and the situation"rosalie murmered.
"Oh ya"alice whispered.
"I can build a house for you"esme zei getting excited about getting to build a house.
"You cant build a house for me"i zei to her.
"Of corse we can and it will be for renesmee too"alice said.
"But me living on myself with a baby,and me being so clumbsy something will happen"i zei to them.
"Edward can live with you"rosalie said,oh no what else are they going to say.
"Rosalie"edward zei but i could hear in his voice that he wanted to.I sighed and said:
"Okay,but different rooms"i zei everyones face lit up of the idea of doing something i looked at edward he was staring at me with wide eyes.
"Dont be so surprised u really think i would live alone with my luck ha no chance"i zei then he smiled.
"I think we can get it done in 1 maand if rosalie and alice help"esme said.
"Of corse we will"rosalie said.
"Ya we can help with the decorating too oooooo your closet is going to be so cool bella"alice zei i sighed great.
I looked at my watch charlie would be home pagina soon i better go home,alice saw me look at my watch then said:
"Edward take bella home pagina we have to work on plans for the house"she ordered him.He laughed and stood up then helped me up.
"Thanks"i zei to him.We went outside and he helped me into his car.
"Thank you"he zei about half way home.
"For what?"i asked i dont know why he zei thank you.
"For everything,for not wanting to give up renesmee when u found out u were pregnant u didnt completly shut me out that is good because i can help if i tak to you,and for letting her be a cullen and for letting us build a house for u and renesmee"he said, i was shocked i didnt know he felt like that.
"And for you"i zei just telling him.
"Yes and thank u for that aswell and u are right about something going wrong with u living on yourself u made the right choice"he zei smiling.
"Sepreate rooms though"i zei to him he started smiling even harder.
"Of corse i would never think of something so inaproprete for a unmarried woman to share a room with a man"he zei smiling.
"Are u trying to say something"i zei to him shocked.
"No seperate rooms are fine with me"he zei his smile going down now because he could tell he was going to get himself in trouble with me.Then we arrived at my house he parked the car and turned off the engine.
"Can u help me make charlie dinner?"i asked him,he looked shocked.
"Ya of corse"he zei then we went into my house and into the kitchen.
"What are we making?"he asked as i took the food out of the fridge.
"Charlies favourite grandma's stronganoff"i zei to him.
"Why are u making his favourite u only makr that when u want something from him"he zei smiling.
"Because its his favourite...and i have to tell him that i will be moving out"i zei to him while getting the rest of the food out.
"You could say that to him even if he was watching tv"he said.
"I know but i have to tell him u will be living in the house too,so that is why i am making this"i zei smiling because he knew it was a good idea.
"Good point....so u have been hanging around with jacob alot latley"he murmered.
"Ya he's a good buddy"i zei while we both started preparing the food.
"Is he...you know..just a friend"he zei sounding uncomfortable,now i was getting uncomfortable.
"Just a friend"i zei to him then i heard him sigh in relife.
"Does HE know that?"he asked.
"Edward i am not having this conversation with you"i zei in a umcomfortable way.
"Okay sorry"he zei but i knew he wanted to know.
"I am guessing he knows,and if he tried anything i will be sure to tell him how i feel"i zei to him,he seemed ot calm down.
"Good dont let anyone push u around"he zei i laughed.
"I'll be sure from now on but it has already happened to me so i will be sure for what to look for"i zei to him his face twisted a bit in pain.
"What am i going to say to charlie,he knows i am not with u anymore and because of that i wouldnt live with u unless there was something wrong"i zei to him.He seemed to think about it for a moment then said:
"Thats a hard one,you can tell him that esme is building u a house and u asked me to live with u for renesmee's sake and that if something happened u would be alone so i am there for saftey"he zei proud that he thought of it.
"Okay,thanks"i zei to him.
"Your welcome"he zei smiling.Then we were ready to cook the food so i turned on the cooker and it started cooking.
I have 3 months to go untill Renesmee is born,i look like i am 7 months pregnant but i dont mind.I have been spending nearly everyday with jacob we have become even closer than before but i dont see him meer than a friend i think he knows that.Today is Friday and it is the end of school today is graduation,alice got me something to wear and i went to my graduation.The ceremony only took about and uur and a half then it was over i went to a restraunte with charlie then alice brought me up to her house because she zei she had stuff for me and renesmee.We drove up there and went in alice brought me up to her room,she had bought me clothes and renesmee clothes and toys i zei thanks and we went down stairs.The boys were out hunting so it was just Alice,Rosalie and Esme we were sitting in the front room talking about renesmee.
"What is it like when the baby kicks"rosalie asked she had been very nice to me since i got pregnant.
"Its hard to explane but it doesnt hurt,here come her for a seconde u can feel it"i zei to her,she came over and sat down beside me then felt the baby kick her face lit up.
"That is amazing"she zei she kept her hand on my stomack feeling renesmee kick,after a few minuten emmett burst through the door laughing.
"You should see edward and the mess he got into "he zei then saw me and his expression turned a bit worried.Then carlisle came in he saw me and he looked worried too i wonder what they are worries about.Then edward came through the door laughing then saw me and his face looked shocked and scared but for me not him.Then i saw that his clothes were covered in blood.I was a little shocked but i was fine the blood actually smelled nice.
"Bella i---"he chocked out but i said:
"Its okay it actually smells nice"i zei but then realized that is not right.
"Thats not right"i said.
"Its not"carlisle said.
"I think it is Renesmee that wants it"i zei to them.
"I think so too since she is half vampire i guess she would want blood i will go get some"carlisle zei then dissapperd.I am going to have to drink it ugh.
"I'll be right back"edward zei then dissappered like carlisle.
"I am going to have to drink it arent i"i zei to esme.
"Yes dear,are u going to be able to?"she asked.
"Ya i'll be fine"i zei then edward and carlisle came back.
"Okay bella are u going to be okay drinking this?"carlisle zei a bit warey.
"Ya its fine"i zei then took the cup.Edward sat beside me and i started drinking.When i was finished carlisle took the cup.
"How do u feel now"carlisle asked.
"Better she isnt moving around as much"i zei to him.
"Thats good do u want anymore"he asked.
"No thanks i dont think i cant take anymore"i said,i am still human it is kinda hard to drink blood.
"Thats fine"he zei then put the cup in the bin.
"So what are u doing here anyway?"emmett asked.
"I bought some clothes for bella and renesmee"alice said.
"Oh,what is here name going to be"he asked.
"Renesmee Carlie"rosalie said.
"Ya i know but is she a zwaan-, zwaan of Cullen?"he asked oh no i dont want to talk about this yet.
"Emmett"rosalie hissed.
"Actually we do need to know"carlisle said.I started thinking about it then i decided.
"Cullen,Renesmee Carlie Cullen"i said,then everyones face lit up i guess they like it i looked at edward he was looking at me in shock,happiness and love.
"If thats okay"i zei u never know they might not want to have renesmee as a cullen.
"Thats great bella thank you"esme zei i smiled.
"Oh bella i also bought a kinderbedje, wieg and other stuff to go in the nursery"alice sqwelled.
"Thank you"i zei to her.
"Where is the baby going to live,charlies house is too small and her....well u bella and the situation"rosalie murmered.
"Oh ya"alice whispered.
"I can build a house for you"esme zei getting excited about getting to build a house.
"You cant build a house for me"i zei to her.
"Of corse we can and it will be for renesmee too"alice said.
"But me living on myself with a baby,and me being so clumbsy something will happen"i zei to them.
"Edward can live with you"rosalie said,oh no what else are they going to say.
"Rosalie"edward zei but i could hear in his voice that he wanted to.I sighed and said:
"Okay,but different rooms"i zei everyones face lit up of the idea of doing something i looked at edward he was staring at me with wide eyes.
"Dont be so surprised u really think i would live alone with my luck ha no chance"i zei then he smiled.
"I think we can get it done in 1 maand if rosalie and alice help"esme said.
"Of corse we will"rosalie said.
"Ya we can help with the decorating too oooooo your closet is going to be so cool bella"alice zei i sighed great.
I looked at my watch charlie would be home pagina soon i better go home,alice saw me look at my watch then said:
"Edward take bella home pagina we have to work on plans for the house"she ordered him.He laughed and stood up then helped me up.
"Thanks"i zei to him.We went outside and he helped me into his car.
"Thank you"he zei about half way home.
"For what?"i asked i dont know why he zei thank you.
"For everything,for not wanting to give up renesmee when u found out u were pregnant u didnt completly shut me out that is good because i can help if i tak to you,and for letting her be a cullen and for letting us build a house for u and renesmee"he said, i was shocked i didnt know he felt like that.
"And for you"i zei just telling him.
"Yes and thank u for that aswell and u are right about something going wrong with u living on yourself u made the right choice"he zei smiling.
"Sepreate rooms though"i zei to him he started smiling even harder.
"Of corse i would never think of something so inaproprete for a unmarried woman to share a room with a man"he zei smiling.
"Are u trying to say something"i zei to him shocked.
"No seperate rooms are fine with me"he zei his smile going down now because he could tell he was going to get himself in trouble with me.Then we arrived at my house he parked the car and turned off the engine.
"Can u help me make charlie dinner?"i asked him,he looked shocked.
"Ya of corse"he zei then we went into my house and into the kitchen.
"What are we making?"he asked as i took the food out of the fridge.
"Charlies favourite grandma's stronganoff"i zei to him.
"Why are u making his favourite u only makr that when u want something from him"he zei smiling.
"Because its his favourite...and i have to tell him that i will be moving out"i zei to him while getting the rest of the food out.
"You could say that to him even if he was watching tv"he said.
"I know but i have to tell him u will be living in the house too,so that is why i am making this"i zei smiling because he knew it was a good idea.
"Good point....so u have been hanging around with jacob alot latley"he murmered.
"Ya he's a good buddy"i zei while we both started preparing the food.
"Is he...you know..just a friend"he zei sounding uncomfortable,now i was getting uncomfortable.
"Just a friend"i zei to him then i heard him sigh in relife.
"Does HE know that?"he asked.
"Edward i am not having this conversation with you"i zei in a umcomfortable way.
"Okay sorry"he zei but i knew he wanted to know.
"I am guessing he knows,and if he tried anything i will be sure to tell him how i feel"i zei to him,he seemed ot calm down.
"Good dont let anyone push u around"he zei i laughed.
"I'll be sure from now on but it has already happened to me so i will be sure for what to look for"i zei to him his face twisted a bit in pain.
"What am i going to say to charlie,he knows i am not with u anymore and because of that i wouldnt live with u unless there was something wrong"i zei to him.He seemed to think about it for a moment then said:
"Thats a hard one,you can tell him that esme is building u a house and u asked me to live with u for renesmee's sake and that if something happened u would be alone so i am there for saftey"he zei proud that he thought of it.
"Okay,thanks"i zei to him.
"Your welcome"he zei smiling.Then we were ready to cook the food so i turned on the cooker and it started cooking.
