I spent the rest of Vacation in my room, people knocked on my door and called my phone. The only time I moved was when I needed to go to the bathroom and when I needed to eat. I think it was because tomorrow would mark the two jaar anti-anniversary of my mom's death.
Seth was worried sick. I listened to his voice mails and read his text messages, but I didn't reply to any. My room was starting to get stuffy so I got up and opened my window. The breeze felt nice on my skin so I pulled my chair over to the window and just stared out. I saw Seth walking towards my house with a pained look on his face. A girl walked up to him,who looked like Sierra, she ran up to him and kissed him.I gasped so loud, it felt like the wind was being knocked out of me. Seth grabbed her arms, I guess to pull her closer. I felt the tears stream down my face. I climbed back in bed and cried myself to sleep.
I left for school early so I didn't have to talk to Seth on the way. I saw him standing at my locker.
"Hey" He zei to and was going to give me a hug. I put my hand up and he looked at me confused.
"I don't think so" I zei to him. He touched my arm but I yanked it away. I closed my locker and walked on to my class. I sat where I usually sat at during lunch,but making sure it wasn't near Seth. Kim seemed to notice something was wrong.
"What's wrong?" She asked me.
"It's nothing." I reassured her.
"Are u sure?" She asked. I shook my head yes. Seth came walking over and sat down volgende to me. I got up and walked towards the bathroom. Seth followed me. I was standing against the uithangbord when he came up to me and put his arms on the wall, locking me up in his on little "prison"
"Lanise,tell me what's wrong" He zei with pleading eyes. I looked at him...like he didn't know.
"I saw u Seth...I saw u KISS her!!!" I yelled through clenched teeth. He looked at me and new what I was talking about.
"Lanise,I didn't kiss her..she kissed me!!" He zei back. I couldn't believe him...I couldn't trust him anymore.
I looked him in the eyes tears streaming down my face."I'm sorry Seth...I can't do this anymore" He looked at me, confusion on his face.
"Do what?" He said.
"Us." His hands dropped and I grabbed my book bag and walked home.
When I entered the house. I walked in the keuken-, keuken and cried at the table. I didn't want to hurt anyone anymore...I caused too much pain and problems...my mom's death...our moving. Everyone would be better off without me. I walked over to a drawer, opened it and pulled out the sharpest mes and yanked it across my wrists.. everything went black and I felt no meer pain...
Seth was worried sick. I listened to his voice mails and read his text messages, but I didn't reply to any. My room was starting to get stuffy so I got up and opened my window. The breeze felt nice on my skin so I pulled my chair over to the window and just stared out. I saw Seth walking towards my house with a pained look on his face. A girl walked up to him,who looked like Sierra, she ran up to him and kissed him.I gasped so loud, it felt like the wind was being knocked out of me. Seth grabbed her arms, I guess to pull her closer. I felt the tears stream down my face. I climbed back in bed and cried myself to sleep.
I left for school early so I didn't have to talk to Seth on the way. I saw him standing at my locker.
"Hey" He zei to and was going to give me a hug. I put my hand up and he looked at me confused.
"I don't think so" I zei to him. He touched my arm but I yanked it away. I closed my locker and walked on to my class. I sat where I usually sat at during lunch,but making sure it wasn't near Seth. Kim seemed to notice something was wrong.
"What's wrong?" She asked me.
"It's nothing." I reassured her.
"Are u sure?" She asked. I shook my head yes. Seth came walking over and sat down volgende to me. I got up and walked towards the bathroom. Seth followed me. I was standing against the uithangbord when he came up to me and put his arms on the wall, locking me up in his on little "prison"
"Lanise,tell me what's wrong" He zei with pleading eyes. I looked at him...like he didn't know.
"I saw u Seth...I saw u KISS her!!!" I yelled through clenched teeth. He looked at me and new what I was talking about.
"Lanise,I didn't kiss her..she kissed me!!" He zei back. I couldn't believe him...I couldn't trust him anymore.
I looked him in the eyes tears streaming down my face."I'm sorry Seth...I can't do this anymore" He looked at me, confusion on his face.
"Do what?" He said.
"Us." His hands dropped and I grabbed my book bag and walked home.
When I entered the house. I walked in the keuken-, keuken and cried at the table. I didn't want to hurt anyone anymore...I caused too much pain and problems...my mom's death...our moving. Everyone would be better off without me. I walked over to a drawer, opened it and pulled out the sharpest mes and yanked it across my wrists.. everything went black and I felt no meer pain...
I probaly zei thank u thirty times.
When I heard that they didn't have a place to stay i offered for them to stay here. They aren't living in out hotel room but they are only to doors away.
When i woke up i turned to susans side.She wasn't there. A note took her place.
It read
Dear Chris,
I am pretty sure i got u with the note!
The guys zei u would think i left. (it worked)
We are hanging out in their room and we are playing spin the bottle. (what!)
Love,
Susan ps. got u again!
I looked at her hand writing it was very pretty.
I got dressed and walked to the elevator.When i noticed i pressed two when i didn't even have to change from 11 the doors closed.I pressed the 11 button mabye 5 times.When it went up I sighed.
...
to be continued...
When we reached my home pagina mason was crying and reenesme was trying to comfort her little brother.Alice and esme were talking very fast so I only caught little bits and pieces of the conversation .But it seemed that we were going to have to wait till edward and jacob and the other boys came back.while esme and alice were disscussing the subject reenesme and i were trying to comfort mason.At the same time i was worriying about edward I noticed reenesme looked very deep in thought.Then alll of the sudden esme is calling me ,my daughter,and my son to come quickly.Whehn we got there alice looked like she would be crying if she could cry.When I asked her what was wrong all she managed to choke out was Edward.Imediatly I knew something very bad had happened.
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope u can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in meer danger I feel meer in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to verplaats arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many vragen and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it of just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are veilig and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen of what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in meer danger I feel meer in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to verplaats arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many vragen and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it of just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are veilig and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen of what people think about us.
I think
ok so this is a old song from the fiftys but i think it relates to how bella feels after edward leaves her in new moon so here it is
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to kust-, oever
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause u don't love me any meer
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my hart-, hart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when u zei goodbye
Why does my hart-, hart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when u zei goodbye
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to kust-, oever
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause u don't love me any meer
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my hart-, hart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when u zei goodbye
Why does my hart-, hart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when u zei goodbye
While I was trying to sleep I couldn't help feel excited about Breaking Dawn and remember the theories I read throughout the day. Then, I remembered the thing about dear Alice having lost all memory of being human. This led me to believe (since her lover was a vamp. right? of something like that.) that maybe Alice actualy wanted to become a vampire.
As a penalty of something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a random (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
As a penalty of something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a random (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
Twilight Fan-Fiction
Cake scene
~Bella's Point of view~
I felt my hart-, hart pumping,My lovely daughter was getting married to jake it's like my whole life was turned around,Renesmee with jake I so happy when I see Jacob with a suit he reminds me of my dance with him at my wedding
~Edward's point of view~
"Bella,I'm so happy our daughters getting married"
I saw Jacob walking towards us with a happy smile
~Jacob's point of view~
'Hey Bella,Edward I can't believe that it's me and renesmee's wedding"
I was so scared inside and happy on the outside,Everytime I see Nessie with the Beautiful Wedding japon, jurk I feel so happy and exciting, I over Heard Edward calling my name over the loud. Music,I bet it won't be good........TO BE CONTINUED;)
Cake scene
~Bella's Point of view~
I felt my hart-, hart pumping,My lovely daughter was getting married to jake it's like my whole life was turned around,Renesmee with jake I so happy when I see Jacob with a suit he reminds me of my dance with him at my wedding
~Edward's point of view~
"Bella,I'm so happy our daughters getting married"
I saw Jacob walking towards us with a happy smile
~Jacob's point of view~
'Hey Bella,Edward I can't believe that it's me and renesmee's wedding"
I was so scared inside and happy on the outside,Everytime I see Nessie with the Beautiful Wedding japon, jurk I feel so happy and exciting, I over Heard Edward calling my name over the loud. Music,I bet it won't be good........TO BE CONTINUED;)