I just wanted to take a little time to give a massive thank u to all of u who read, comment, and love my stories. If it weren't for u all who love them so much, I wouldn't continue writing. I love writing and I love that u like my writing. u don't know how much it means to me. u all are the best fans ever and I love u all so much for your support. Keep making me smile! With Love, Alexis.
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She put her hands on the side of my face to hold me. My hart-, hart was beating out of my chest, my pulse taunting me in my ears. I thought my lungs were going to collapse. The stood on her toes and turned her head then kissed me....on my cheek.
Not what I was expecting.
What ever she had on the stove boiled over a sizzled against the stove top's heat. "Shoot." she muttered and spun around in my arms.
I could feel my hart-, hart hit the pit of my stomach and relization hit me. No, of course she wasn't going to kiss me. I just needed to get my head straight. Yes, we have a daughter together and yes, we live under the same roof, but none of that ment she loved me meer than the father of her child. I bit my tongue and swallowed the lump in my throat, turning on my heels.
"Edward?" Bella's voice sag behind me.
I turned around and met her eyes, full of concern. "Are u okay?" Her voice was barely louder than a whisper.
I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Fine." I rasped out. I walked back up to my room and grabbed clothes out of my dresser. A douche was the only thing that was going to calm me right now. My throat hurt terribly as I held back my tears. I know...sappy right? I held my self up against the dresser and steadied my breath. This was going to be much harder than I thought.
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SOOOO...what do u think??? Like where this is going???
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She put her hands on the side of my face to hold me. My hart-, hart was beating out of my chest, my pulse taunting me in my ears. I thought my lungs were going to collapse. The stood on her toes and turned her head then kissed me....on my cheek.
Not what I was expecting.
What ever she had on the stove boiled over a sizzled against the stove top's heat. "Shoot." she muttered and spun around in my arms.
I could feel my hart-, hart hit the pit of my stomach and relization hit me. No, of course she wasn't going to kiss me. I just needed to get my head straight. Yes, we have a daughter together and yes, we live under the same roof, but none of that ment she loved me meer than the father of her child. I bit my tongue and swallowed the lump in my throat, turning on my heels.
"Edward?" Bella's voice sag behind me.
I turned around and met her eyes, full of concern. "Are u okay?" Her voice was barely louder than a whisper.
I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Fine." I rasped out. I walked back up to my room and grabbed clothes out of my dresser. A douche was the only thing that was going to calm me right now. My throat hurt terribly as I held back my tears. I know...sappy right? I held my self up against the dresser and steadied my breath. This was going to be much harder than I thought.
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SOOOO...what do u think??? Like where this is going???
Well, alot of u know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the linken tab of a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the vraag is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if u have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do u guys think?
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed door Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed door Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)