Bella's pov
I cried what was left on my heart. It was ripped apart at the moment and nothing would feel the void. It started to get chilly outside; and I was too busy crying, to realise I started shivering. All the moments I spent with Edward was a lie. It got meer and meer colder; because I was knelt on the ground; but suddenly a jas was put on door a pair of soft hands. "Isabella; please let me explain." It was Edward; no surprise there. I don't care. I would never forgive him, even if he'd beg for mercy.
"You know what, this was all a lie Edward! u pretended to fall in love with me, making me fall in love with you, then break my heart! I bet I mean nothing to you." I yelled. It was heartless: but so was he. "Wait a minute. I did fall in love with you. The feelings were all true. Can I please explain?" He begged. I wasn't feeling it; but me being me, gives people a chance.
"Fine." I mumbled. "Listen, the moment Tanya came, I thought she was you. She looked like you, but I knew it wasn't. She tried to kiss me, but I felt nothing. When u were running out; I pushed her back telling her to get lost and will be expected to be fired first thing on Monday. I tried to catch up with you; but u were crying and shivering; so I tried to be a gentleman offering u my coat. Which brings me here." He explained. Part of me believed. My hear was thinking it was true; but my brain was saying he is a jerk.
"I really want to belive that; but part of me is still broken. I don't know if I can trust u anymore." I sniffled. I stood up, and his finger was on my head; tilting my chin, causing me to look in his eyes. "Bella, u are the only one I love. u are the only one in my heart. Even if u are my servant I still wouldn't care. I would never kiss someone expecting to have the same spark; I have with you. u mean everything to me." He informed. No one has ever zei anything like that to me. Suddenly I feel like a high school girl, with a boyfriend. The boyfriend ends up in a situation where the girl thinks he has cheated. But then the boyfriend; does something romantic to sweep her off her feet. Then they are back together. But the pain I suffered, I don't know if it will heal.
"Bella, I know u thought I caused u pain. It will take time to heal. I can wait. But I can't live with myself; knowing I've hurted you. Will u ever forgive me?" He asked. Now I can't live with the fact; that I am hurting him. I know what it's like when your hart-, hart is ripped out from your chest. (With the experience I've discovered 25 minuten ago.) "I forgive you." His face lit up and I started to smile. We both made our way back to the ball room.
"My beautiful lady; will u do the honour of having this dance with me." He asked me. This will be the seconde time now. "Why of course my dear sir." I played along. We danced to the same tune like before. "Our song." He whispered in my ear; which caused me to smile. He dipped, twirled at spun me round. After a spin; I was near his face, our bodies so close together again. I did miss that feeling. He was holding me in his arms, just like Cinderella and Prince Charming did. When we looked in eachothers eyes; we kissed. It was the same like our first one. With sparks and that 'something,' feeling. After we pulled away; I had the guts to say, (well mumble,) "I love u Master Edward Cullen." It was embbarrasing but he smiled and said, "I love u too Servant Isabella Swan." And here we were, just like every other fairytale princess. A happy ending; with her Prince; the love of her life...
I cried what was left on my heart. It was ripped apart at the moment and nothing would feel the void. It started to get chilly outside; and I was too busy crying, to realise I started shivering. All the moments I spent with Edward was a lie. It got meer and meer colder; because I was knelt on the ground; but suddenly a jas was put on door a pair of soft hands. "Isabella; please let me explain." It was Edward; no surprise there. I don't care. I would never forgive him, even if he'd beg for mercy.
"You know what, this was all a lie Edward! u pretended to fall in love with me, making me fall in love with you, then break my heart! I bet I mean nothing to you." I yelled. It was heartless: but so was he. "Wait a minute. I did fall in love with you. The feelings were all true. Can I please explain?" He begged. I wasn't feeling it; but me being me, gives people a chance.
"Fine." I mumbled. "Listen, the moment Tanya came, I thought she was you. She looked like you, but I knew it wasn't. She tried to kiss me, but I felt nothing. When u were running out; I pushed her back telling her to get lost and will be expected to be fired first thing on Monday. I tried to catch up with you; but u were crying and shivering; so I tried to be a gentleman offering u my coat. Which brings me here." He explained. Part of me believed. My hear was thinking it was true; but my brain was saying he is a jerk.
"I really want to belive that; but part of me is still broken. I don't know if I can trust u anymore." I sniffled. I stood up, and his finger was on my head; tilting my chin, causing me to look in his eyes. "Bella, u are the only one I love. u are the only one in my heart. Even if u are my servant I still wouldn't care. I would never kiss someone expecting to have the same spark; I have with you. u mean everything to me." He informed. No one has ever zei anything like that to me. Suddenly I feel like a high school girl, with a boyfriend. The boyfriend ends up in a situation where the girl thinks he has cheated. But then the boyfriend; does something romantic to sweep her off her feet. Then they are back together. But the pain I suffered, I don't know if it will heal.
"Bella, I know u thought I caused u pain. It will take time to heal. I can wait. But I can't live with myself; knowing I've hurted you. Will u ever forgive me?" He asked. Now I can't live with the fact; that I am hurting him. I know what it's like when your hart-, hart is ripped out from your chest. (With the experience I've discovered 25 minuten ago.) "I forgive you." His face lit up and I started to smile. We both made our way back to the ball room.
"My beautiful lady; will u do the honour of having this dance with me." He asked me. This will be the seconde time now. "Why of course my dear sir." I played along. We danced to the same tune like before. "Our song." He whispered in my ear; which caused me to smile. He dipped, twirled at spun me round. After a spin; I was near his face, our bodies so close together again. I did miss that feeling. He was holding me in his arms, just like Cinderella and Prince Charming did. When we looked in eachothers eyes; we kissed. It was the same like our first one. With sparks and that 'something,' feeling. After we pulled away; I had the guts to say, (well mumble,) "I love u Master Edward Cullen." It was embbarrasing but he smiled and said, "I love u too Servant Isabella Swan." And here we were, just like every other fairytale princess. A happy ending; with her Prince; the love of her life...
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sometimes it can get a little cold hearted, but then again everyone is no great and nice!
u ladies are great!!!
love u all!!!
Gileygirl =D
sometimes it can get a little cold hearted, but then again everyone is no great and nice!
u ladies are great!!!
love u all!!!
Gileygirl =D