Kristen Stewart

pretty much a random New Moon one shot as the titel suggests. set after Bella becomes vrienden with Jake but before the bikes are finished.
the italic bits are lines from a play done at the 2009 Tony awards about a depressed woman. i thought it was appropriate. if they sound farmiliar, it's because they have been used on this site previously in a House fanfic.
hope u enjoy, feel free to commentaar :)



Another day. Without thinking I look towards my window, always unlocked but never opened.
I curled tighter into myself. This wasn’t the way to start my day.
Do u wake up in the morning and need...

It happens. There’s no avoiding it. When u can see the darkness coming, there’s nothing u can do rather than lie there helplessly, waiting. Waiting for the torment to end. Then finally, when u know it’s all over, there’s that one straal, ray of hope willing to take your life back. So u reach out for it, not wanting to loose it. Lock it in a box and throw away the key.
“Charlie how long geleden was it when u found her?”
That calm voice echoed around the large space in my empty head. The light was fading, seeping out the sides of the box that I locked it in. It was escaping fast and...

-Edward-

"It will be fine," Bella says again.

I don't answer. I don't need to.

Renesmee turns, as if sensing my thoughts, and, gathering from her own, she has.
"Dad, I am not going to cease to exist."
"I know."
"So please stop worrying." Her brow creases slightly, just as Bella's used to.

Drifting up the stairs slowly, the sound of the piano playing the particular song I had composed for Renesmee, sounded.

"Ready to go?" Bella asks Renesmee.
"Almost," she replies. "Just give me a seconde to stop hyperventilating."
"Great," Bella says, giving Renesmee one last hug before she hurries downstairs. Rosalie...