I know the way it eats your mind
The way your brain, eaten up
The one that leaves u silent, blind
Long after you've had enough

I know the way it devours your thoughts
The way u feel confused
It feels like a million knots
It leaves u feeling used

I know the way it stabs your hart-, hart
The way it leaves u here to bleed
It makes quite sure to tear u apart
The time u really need

I know the way it hurts your feelings
The way it leaves u blue
u say u see, when not really seeing
u say u know, but that's not true

I know the way u try and hide it
But then u know you'll always find it
In the trees and in the gravel
This lie u call friendship, I can't unravel.

i was a normal 18 jaar old colledge student until that night that horid night the night that all saftyein my life died it was a cold winters night and me and my friend trent were going to stay the night at the most haunted hospital in the world ( meer like most haunted place of death and despair)waverly hlls sanitoryoum. "come on tristen were going to be laughing stocks of the city if we dont go" "trent." i zei " i dont think we should go" " are u chicening out." he zei " no" i snapped " but its not right" i argued to him "its these millions of death beads and u have famly that died there and so do i" " he looked mad at me mentioning his uncle who died there but i had to make him stop. "no" he zei " we are going." to hell i thought if only i new