chapter 1 ~ i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when u got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future u would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the dag i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave home pagina live alone some were she was the seconde wife of chief zwaan-, zwaan but she got divorced after she got some money when her father dead she love big city life
i live in hell every dag she tell me that i was the worst thing she got ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god help " casy " my mother sally called " yes mom " i zei i run to the setting room " what is it mom " i zei " i ve been thinking i will get marry " she zei " again " i wandered my mom " castiala behave i am your mother "she snap at me i don't want an other man in my life to act like " a father " damn " i don't think it gona be good idea " i zei angry " i don;t think this is any of your business " she zei wave her hand " mom " i zei she stop me with her both hands " i got an idea if u don't want this u can go stay with your father charlie " she zei my mouth full open i look at her like she was crazy " but what would he say "i zei smiling i got this escape away form this hell i don't care new town new vrienden new life " he was already want u he talk to me meer than once i think tell u first " mom zei " yes " i zei laugh " hell ya " i zei laugh again i call my dad for the first time in my life tell him that i am come to live with him he was happy me too i got a fahter asister too that was great forks is small town all green strand oh god thank god strand when my flight land down i find the chief car dad & bella my sister waiting for me " hallo casy how are u " dad zei he hugs me for a minuut " hallo dad " i zei " hallo i am bella " bella zei " i know hallo " i zei i hug her too . when we get home pagina i notice that i am a liability again there is no room for me i like to sleep on the divan, bank i put my stuff on the divan, bank " no way u can't sleep here " dad zei in so lovely tune " no realy i got no problem its ok dad " i zei smiling " what ever make u happy " dad zei finaly someone understand someone give me my freadom to do what ever make me happy i kiss his cheek " thanks dad " i zei bella don't look like me in her house something in her face make me worry i wakeup first one in the house i was so exaited so happy i make the breakfast for all of us " good morning dad " i zei " hallo what all that " he zei " good morning baby " dad said
we eat the break fast together in silance " see u girls I got to go "dad zei we both set in silance for like 3 minuten " so how we will go to school "i ask her
" my bf edward will drive us to school " she zei " don't tell dad ok " she add i shook my head i lock my lips she smile when the silver volvo get to the door " edward this is casy my young sister " bella said
casy this is edward my bf "

she add i sheck his hands it was so cold " nice to meet u " i zei " nice to meet u too " edward zei in really smooth voice the school dag was boring i got no vrienden i follow bella where ever she gose
i think she did
n't like that so i set in the car till she came dreaming about the strand she promise me we will take awalk on the strand the cullens are so cool but i am don't think the like me anyway
, when the school dag end edward take us to the strand i can smell the salt from here " thank u " i zei but he was so mad he didn't answer me he just drive away i looked at bella " is he mad at me " i ask " no he is mad at me cos i am here to see jacob " she said
" so isn't jacobk is your friend " i ask " yes but he kind of had acrash on me of something " she zei i just shut up & enjoy the see the sand everything i take all dag on the strand bella told me about the edwrad & jacob they are not like each other
i just listen no coment when we get home pagina dad was here but he wasn't alone a big dark man on awheel chair " hallo girls did u have fun " dad zei i nodded " yes " bella zei " hallo bily " she zei " hallo bella how are u " he zei back " casy bily black is my best friend " dad zei " nice to meet u " i zei sheek his hands
" nice to see u too " he zei he realy look freandly " i was on the strand where is jacob bily " bella ask " he really wan to see u too but he is alittel bust rightnow " bily zei bella nodded after avondeten, diner dad talk to bella about jacob alot , so now what bella got admires might be i fell sleep so fast
in the moring i had to stay with bella friend the cullens they are all beautiful like models " casy ' "edward zei " yes " i answer " did u have fun on the strand yesterday " he ask it feel like he fors himself to talk to me " yes i did i am going to dag too " i zei " have fun then " he zei " thankx " i said
bella take mush time to say goodbye to edward i can't blame her he is so beautiful . lapush was the perfict plce for me sand strand green every where
i can spend all the dag here bella watch me lost in the see " this is " i zei " beautiful " she zei she chukels someone came out of the woods very big boy tall his skin was amazing rust he wave to bella " hallo bella " he call her " jake " she zei when he got closer i can see his muscles now & he got beautifl hazel eyes
jacob gives bella a beer hud " jacke this is casy my sis " bella zei " casy this is jacob black " she zei " hallo " i zei i reash my hand to shek his when jacob look ate me he was still smiling he have breath taking smile " he,,,,,,,,,, " he zei & broke he look t me with crazy eyes like he have ever seen agirl befor he was the blind man who see the sun for the first time
he didn't speak iwas still extend my hand few sec pass bella look at jacob black " jacob " she zei he look t here then he shak my hand finaly " i am jacob " he zei "i know nice to meet u ? i zei then he broke again ster at my eyes bella pulled himtoward the forst " u enjoy the view " she tell em while she walk away " i know u love the see very mu " she was gonne
i just did ewaht she zei i enjoy my fave view
jacob black book two
bella take me so far away in the forst " why bella what is it " i zei " are u crazy " bella zei " what was that jacob " she snape
'" i think .. ithink i am imprint on casy " i zei i still think about here beautiful spanish eyes hallo smile & her smell like the most deliouse tging on earth
" jack " bella screamed " what " i zei " she don't know about u about all this u can't just tell her " she zei i looke at her like an iduts " she is like a smal baby get everything for the first time
u think she can take something like this now " she zei " pls jake let me tell her first step py step
she zei calm now " bella " i zei " she is not ready pls kacob " sje inseast
" what " i snap " u can't ask me to stay away bella u can;t ask me that " i zei still angry
" just give two dag if i didnt' u can do what ever u want ok " she zei i nodded " ok " i said

castiala book 1
the sunset on lapush is diffrent i love it few mins then bella came out the wood i open my arms woder what is going on " don't care about jacob he is a crack up lets ok its geting dark " she zei i follo her i want to stay meer i want to ask her but she is not gonna do either so i get in the car with no ward
jacobb black book 2

i saw bella take her away from me till they both dissaper i felt cold fro the first time on mylife halow & stupid to agree to that stupid idea that bella came with but maybe she is right
i get to the house then i thought it would be better to go in round of two around charlies hous just in case
may be i could see her once again
when i get to the house i try to sneak peak in to see her once " hallo brother your shift " paul zei " now ok i will be in sec " i run as fast as i could . push my anger to the ground
chapter 5 castiala book 5
my night was not comfortable i couldn't sleep well the idea of bella layng to me & hid things & secrite it make s me annoying iwant to know what is it i hate it
i writ ia note for my dad" i will go to the strand i wount be long casy "
i look at the sun rise from the sea

" why so seriuos " i husky voice zei behind me it scared me to death i jumed i was sure i was alone " oh " " i am sorry i didn't mean to scare u sorry " jacob black zei " your face was so angry it make me cerious " he zei smailing his smile take my breath away forget what he was asking
i shook my head to answer " i was thinking about bella " i saID well he know her well maybe he help me to know waht is happening maybe i can help her
he smile waidly know tonen his teeth its feel like the sun break out of the clouds jacob freindly smile make him so easy to talk to
" what about bella " he ask then he start to walk he want me to walk with him a walk on th a strand with the most beautiful guy i have ever seen in my life i loat in his face i know he was waiting for my answer but it didn't look s bother him he was looking at me like someone who witness on amirecal i just zei what ever on my mind about bella what ever keep me sleepless last night " casy " he zei my name with lovely voice " yes " i said.. he pause then he talk adeep breath " look the world not as simple as u think it is ok maybe its better to keep this things to make it better some how " jacob zei what are u talking about i zei " there is stuff in this world u never know it was there there is old stories & legends " he zei part of me know that he was kidding me the other part his face was so serious " what legend " i zei breathless " stories about vampires blood suker like the cullens " he zei " what are u ... bella ' i said
" don't worry bella know that " he zei it sounded like he hat tha"dont' worry they don't kill human " he zei i can't understand what he was saying " there is others like werewloves like me & my pack " he zei i coulden't breatht he looks worried i don't know what my face looked like " are u ok " jacob ask me hold my shoulders his hands was so hot like he just get it out of brand " god casy u are freazing " he zei " pls don;t be afraid there is meer that what matter now pls i will never hurt u ok " he zei " the wolves got something like the love of the first sight its not bad thing its very good its meer than love its imprinting " he contnue " what " i zei with very week voice