Courtney's Point of View:
The car hit me. And then I woke up. I got up breathing heavily. I grabbed my hone (iPhone 3G S my phone BTW)and it said:
1:24 am
Thursday, September 10th, 2009
I looked at Duncan. He was still fast asleep. Then I went into the nursery and looked at Jude. He was soundlessly asleep. I hadn't et zei those words Duncan had heard. They were true but I would never let him find out. That dream was a sign. I couldn't I just couldn't. It was way to big of a risk. Iwent and sat down on the divan, bank in the family room and creid. I kept it quite door 2 am I went back to bed. I was quite. I had a bottle. and I kept all of my memories and fears in it. door 2:30 am I couldn't sleep. My life kept haunting me. I went back into the family room and didn't cry. I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote down some words saying:
I love you, u saved my life, I ow everything to you, I wish u could see your great grandson. Your the only reason he's here. I wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for you. Your my gardian angel, even befor your death. Your in a better place but I still wish u were here with me. But u must be having a great infinite life up there. I love u and miss you. Thank u Grandmother Caroline.
your Grand daughter Courtney.
I got dressed. I went down to the 24 uur bloem mart with the note. I got a dozen of yellow cfarnations and alot of baby breathe flowers. They were her favorite. They were mine too. Sine she loved them I did too. But they were beautiful. I went down to her grave. i set down the flowers and read the note out loud. When I inshed I got down on my knees. Put down the note and cried. I really needed her right now. I missed her so much. She was the closest thing to a mother I had.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN volgende IT WILL HAPPEN SOON SINCE THIS IS MY LABOR dag SPECIAL!!!! SEE u VERY SOON!!!!
The car hit me. And then I woke up. I got up breathing heavily. I grabbed my hone (iPhone 3G S my phone BTW)and it said:
1:24 am
Thursday, September 10th, 2009
I looked at Duncan. He was still fast asleep. Then I went into the nursery and looked at Jude. He was soundlessly asleep. I hadn't et zei those words Duncan had heard. They were true but I would never let him find out. That dream was a sign. I couldn't I just couldn't. It was way to big of a risk. Iwent and sat down on the divan, bank in the family room and creid. I kept it quite door 2 am I went back to bed. I was quite. I had a bottle. and I kept all of my memories and fears in it. door 2:30 am I couldn't sleep. My life kept haunting me. I went back into the family room and didn't cry. I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote down some words saying:
I love you, u saved my life, I ow everything to you, I wish u could see your great grandson. Your the only reason he's here. I wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for you. Your my gardian angel, even befor your death. Your in a better place but I still wish u were here with me. But u must be having a great infinite life up there. I love u and miss you. Thank u Grandmother Caroline.
your Grand daughter Courtney.
I got dressed. I went down to the 24 uur bloem mart with the note. I got a dozen of yellow cfarnations and alot of baby breathe flowers. They were her favorite. They were mine too. Sine she loved them I did too. But they were beautiful. I went down to her grave. i set down the flowers and read the note out loud. When I inshed I got down on my knees. Put down the note and cried. I really needed her right now. I missed her so much. She was the closest thing to a mother I had.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN volgende IT WILL HAPPEN SOON SINCE THIS IS MY LABOR dag SPECIAL!!!! SEE u VERY SOON!!!!