Months passed, and everything went the same. Eve hadn't controlled her bat shifting, it kept snowing around Emma’s zitplaats, stoel during tests, and everyone was suspicious of Mellissa in gym class.

It was a crisp Monday on October 12th--- two weeks before Halloween. And a full moon. "Attention all students of Pine Oak! As u know, it is almost Halloween, which means it's time to get ready for our Halloween Bash!" Principal Brown's voice boomed over the whole school, and applaud followed the intercom. "So pick your dates, costumes, and I will ask all 7th graders to sign up for decorating committee."...

The volgende day, after math, Emma, Eve, and Mellissa met. When the door to the bathroom was locked, Emma zei "Go as far from me and everyone as u can."

"Eek!" Eve screamed. "Eve, are u okay?! Please tell me you're okay." Mellissa exclaimed. “I--- I'm fine, it's just... I CAN SEE IN THE DARK BETTER THAN LIGHT! I just thought I needed glasses..." Mellissa and Emma both stuttered. "Just, let's go on..." Eve said. Once they were as far away as they could be, Emma zei "Now come close." "What's the point of this, Emma?" Eve zei impatiently. Emma sighed, clearly annoyed. "Just do it ok?" Emma...

Eve Dipalo walked into her school. Right when she walked in she felt out of place. She set her boeken inside her locker, and was about to walk off but noticed someone scooting toward her. "Um hi?" Eve said, confused, when the brunette girl came up to her. "I'm sorry if I creep u out of something, but for some reason, I felt... drawn to you." The girl said. "I-uh, don't know what to say." Both girls lunged vooruit, voorwaarts in pain. "OUCH!" They both screeched at the same time. Everybody turned to the two girls, now lying on the floor. The brunette tried getting up but collapsed back down. A teacher...

She wasn't young, but still a child
There was no innocence
In faded smiles
She called to me as I passed her by
Lady of the night looked in my eyes
She said, I been through some changes
But one thing always stays the same

Without love, there's nothing without love
And nothing else can get u through the night
‘Cause nothing else feels right without love
Whoa

I saw a man down on lonely street
A broken man who looked like me
And no one knows the pain that he's been living
He lost his love, he still hasn't forgiven
He said, I've been through some changes
But one thing always stays the same

Without love, there's...

It's all the same
Only the names will change
Everyday
It seems we're wastin' away

Another place
Where the faces are so cold
I drive all night
Just to get back home

I'm a cowboy
On a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted
Dead of alive
Wanted
Dead of alive

Sometimes I sleep
Sometimes it's not for days
The people I meet
Always go their separate ways

Sometimes u tell the day
By the bottle that u drink
And times when you're alone
When all u do is think

I'm a cowboy
On a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted
(Wanted)
Dead of alive
Wanted
(Wanted)
Dead of alive

Ohh alright
Ay

Oh I'm a cowboy
On a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted
(Wanted)
Dead or...

We would take no prisoners
'Cause there was nobody giving in
They came walking through my jungle
Met an angel about to sin
I heard a voice from inside of me
When the youth of America cried
Can u help me, hear me call

I don't wanna fall (I don't wanna fall)
I don't wanna fall (I don't wanna fall)
To the fire
I don't wanna fall (I don't wanna fall)
I don't wanna fall (I don't wanna fall)
To the fire

When you're a part of society
You know the hart-, hart of your innocence dies
When we met with Authority
I looked him right between the eyes
'Cause all we had was our innocence
All we had was our hearts to try to win the...

Riding high, then shot down
I load my guns to brand another round
I look deep into her eyes
And can't run there's nowhere left to hide
Don't stop, no it's much too late
When the night comes I can't wait
Oh I live, love to lose control
It makes me crazy I want to let u know

Oh, no, I don't want to fall
Oh, oh, can't u hear me call
All night long in my secret dreams
You tell me I'm the one
When I'm volgende to you, volgende to you
All I want in my secret dreams
Is u here with me
I got to get to you, get to you, get to you

There's a thrill, in the chase
We won't lose when we meet face to lace
Love, games a means without...

The clock strikes ten
Out on the streets again
I been looking for something to please me since I don't know when
Out on the dark side of town
Another rumble's gone down
And life on the high side isn't what this boy’s about

She's got something I want man, it's something I need
It takes meer than a night to satisfy me

I stand accused
I can always run to you
Any road that u choose
I can always run to you
I stand accused
I can always run to you
I run to you
Baby, I can always run

To a hart-, hart of chrome
And a soul of steel
We've done meer white lines than you'll know any one we could steal
And when I give her the...

In a time, in a place
In a world, they forgot
Lives the hart-, hart of me
A part that just won't die
Just a boy, not a man
Sent to war, in a land
They zei we'd fight for their freedom
But I felt like a hired hand

Sometimes I have to find my way
Sometimes I have to get away

Take me back, Tokyo Road
Take me back, Tokyo Road

Working hard, for a pass
Got the night, make it last
It was a night to remember
All my life I would never forget
In a bar, breathing smoke
Snorting whiskey, drinking coke
It was a time when no one would die
And there wasn't a care

Sometimes I wish it was that way
‘Cause sometimes I have to get away...

Another long and sleepless night
You need someone to hold u tight
Sometimes love don't know wrong from right
Another long and senseless
Fight was all u knew they're all the same
There's no one left to take the blame
What's behind this masquerade
How do we win these losin'
Games we play, words we say
Cutting wounds we know they run so deep
Leave it all behind you
Or someday love will find you

Only lonely, ooh, I can't stop hurting you
Only lonely, ooh, but I can't stop loving you
Only lonely, ooh, how much pain does it take

It's getting sometimes I don't know
When to stop when to go
Sometimes we're so afraid...

I've been lied to and u been cheated
I've been cried to, u been mistreated
I've been watching you, u want action
You need love and I need satisfaction

I'm burning for love
Filled with desire
I can't stand the heat
And my heart's on fire
I can't get enough (Burning love)
It's down to the wire
I'm making my move, I'm looking for you
I'm burning for love

You're the victim it's in your eyes
I'm the suspect and love's the crime
Tensions mounting bodies aching
I can't take the anticipation

I'm burning for love
I’m filled with desire
I can't stand the heat
And my heart's on fire
I can't get enough (Burning love)...

On the straat where u live
Girls talk about their social lives
They're made of lipstick, plastic and paint
A touch of sable in their eyes

(All your life)
All your life all you’ve asked is
When’s your Daddy gonna talk to you
But u were living in another world
Trying to get a message through

No one heard a single word u said
They should have seen it in your eyes
What was going around your head

Ooh, she's a little runaway
Daddy's girl learned fast
All those things he couldn't say
Ooh, she's a little runaway

A different line every night
Guaranteed to blow your mind
I see u out on the streets
Call me for...

Don’t speak
I can’t believe
This is here happening
Our situation isn’t right
Get real, who u playing with
I never thought you’d be like this
You were supposed to be there door my side

When u say that u want me, I just don’t believe it
You’re always ready to give up and never turn around

But what if I need u baby
Would u even try to save me
Or would u find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I zei I love you
Would u be the one to run to
Or would u watch me walk away without a fight

I’m so sick of worrying that you’re gonna quit over anything
I could trip and you’d let...

Yeah, oh
I pass my reflection, it’s someone else
I see your invention and not myself
I turned into your perfect girl
A total stranger
Now I see and I don’t want to

Being u when it’s all just an act
It’s overrated
The truth is I’m wanting me back
‘Cause I can’t take this
I gotta be who I am underneath
Who I gave up so you’d believe
Being u when it’s all just an act
It’s overrated
So overrated

I let u control me of so u thought
Don’t think that you’re perfect, you’re so messed up
I hid away the best of me
Too scared to notice
Now I do and I’m not going to

Being u when it’s...

Suddenly I, am in front of the lights
Everything, I’m feeling
Scary and beautiful at the same time
And every day, I try just to breathe
I want to toon the whole world
The truth inside of me
Suddenly people know my name
Suddenly everything has changed
Suddenly I feel so alive
In the blink of an eye
My dreams begin to rain
Suddenly time, it feels like the wind
It changes everywhere I go
I’m just trying to fit in
Now here I stand
And I’m still just that girl
I’m following my heart
In this amazing crazy world
Suddenly people know my name
Suddenly everything has changed
Suddenly I feel so alive
In the blink...

Every dag it’s getting worse
Do the same things and it hurts
I don’t know if I should cry
All I know is that I’m trying
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you
But u make it so hard to do
What’s the point of making plans
You break all the ones we have
I don’t know where we went wrong
‘Cause we used to be so strong
I wanna believe in you
I wanna believe in you
So why can’t u be
Be good to me
I don’t ask for much, all I want is love
Someone to see, that’s all I need
Somebody to be, (Somebody to be) somebody to be
Good to me, good to me, can u be good to me
Good to me, please
I used...

Eve Dipalo stared up at the brick building. It looked the same but it felt so different, so... weird... "oof!" Someone pushed Eve aside and ran off into the school. Eve was about to say something, but she thought better of it. Besides, who would even listen to her of all people? She sighed and pushed open the doors to the school.

Right when she walked in she felt out of place. She pulled a piece of white paper from her backpack's side pocket and studied it. She walked over to one of the bright red 7th grade lockers and glanced back down at the paper to check her combination. she tried her...

Hold on to me, love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was
I love u and I'm not afraid, oh

Can u hear me?
Can u feel me in your arms?

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of u
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight

I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow boom
(Come and find me)

I know u hear me
I can taste it in your tears

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of u
Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight

Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams...

Well here u are
at the edge of the abyss...

at the beginning of infinity

heaven of hell

an afterlife
or a nothingness

forgiveness
or an eternity of suffering ?

Does anyone really know ?

Why have u come here ?
What do u need ?


To Find a Way to Live ?

Maybe u want to take them to die . . . ?


But I ask u now..
how many of these pills

would u take each dag to live ?



To feel good, normal good, like everyone else ?

Stable, not depressed, even happy, but normal ?



These are some of the pills I take every day

to save my life.

They are not herbs of antidepressants.



I feel happy, I feel...