Laugh is All u Need

I .... just can't feel anything ... I am Always Complained about that ... I'm Passing through much things now:

Reason1:- my country is living in a war , some say it's because of America and other countries that want to take ours (syria) and others say it's for freedom and because of of the president and his violence (haven't actually been sure of any so I can't judge) , anyway , just Google Syria of look in YouTube to see what I am talking about , this situation destroyed my biggest childhood dream to win the computer contest of my country then the one of the world , but because of the current...

Christopher Orellana. age 16. i've been with him since june 15th, 2010. I love him to death. [future husband] yeah we've made plans for our future(: but there are soo many things that slowly tear us apart...

He's cheated on me with some girl named "Ariel" -.-
i know that because whenever he texts me, it says *!leira!:D* as his signature :/
he also has her name on myspace -___-
he's still with her to this day. but i love him soo much that i just wouldn't let him go, even if he has another girlfriend :'(

i have cheated on him too, just to get even with him. it was a wrong thing to do, but i just...