I just felt the need to share my heart. And I didn't know where else of how to do it. We're here to have fun and boy do we. I love this place to pieces. I love all the joking around about our couple and about the actors who play them. I love all u guys. This is just a TV toon and the whole deal is all make believe, but most of us do tend to recognize that and try to keep our emotions over something that's not real in check.

But I have a heavy hart-, hart right now, because I am a bit invested in this couple. I hope I'm wrong about what I'm feeling. u don't know how much I'm hoping I am wrong. And after the episode airs, I don't mind at all if u come back here and say to me, "See, Nanna, there was nothing to worry about!" In fact I HOPE things will be such that u will come back and say it. But I'm sensing the need to bring a bit of sobriety for just a little while and think about what is happening to our Arwen and just what direction are they going with our Gwen.

I have to feel in my gut that it will work out for her. Really, we can't let ourselves think anything else. But I kom bij the ranks of some others who are disturbed door some of the implications we've seen in the trailers. Obviously, Helios' statement is sexually suggestive. It will probably not happen; she'll probably not be raped, because as we know, lots of children watch, but to tell u the truth, I think they've gone too far with even the insinuations in this and the first trailer. Even in what she zei to Merlin. I don't appreciate this for the character of Gwen that they'd go this route. It rubs me wrong. They have always had her whole development on this toon have to do with her dealings with men, no other kind of substantial development as a woman. And now this.

At any rate, probably/hopefully, it will come out that she has not been abused of used as a "piece of meat," because if there is ANY chance at all that the viewers are left with any impression that it could have, it's trouble for her character and for Arwen. They already have a huge bridge to kruis with all that's gone down already. I don't know why it was necessary for the toon to take her here. I really don't. Please assure me that when everything is seen in context, we'll all be completely blown away door the brilliance of this unknown writer who'll bring us all to a high place together with our Gwennie intact. Please assure me also that in the following two episodes, we'll see them together and nothing will be cut from what we've seen in filming. There have been a lot of voices out there against them. I don't want them cheated out of what we've so long waited to see. And I think she'll be alright, I'm just not feeling what these trailers are putting in people's minds. We've been through too much with this girl. Wow, I was the one trying to be positive back when all the stink was going on over San Diego, and now I'm the one who's struggling!

I'm also trying not to overdo speculating on what is going to happen, on whether of not indeed Arwen is reconciled door the end of this episode. Many folks are sure they will and that even there could be a wedding; some don't see how they can kruis all these hurdles and all be well door episode end. As we say over and over, they toon us what they want and put it all together in these trailers to send us in the direction which often is completely opposite to where the story is really going.

I'm not here to bring negative thoughts, but sober ones. We all love them so much. I'm looking vooruit, voorwaarts to sweet kisses and loving hugs again, and I still feel a degree of confidence that we'll get them, even if it's not totally resolved in this episode, that at least it will be a bridge to total resolution. I just wrote elsewhere that I have a feeling that maybe in this episode they are going to do something awesome and brilliant. Help me to believe my own words, guys.

Don't beat me down for having these concerns, guys! Encourage me!