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posted by ashesandwine
OMG... I missed this story soooo much! But don't blame me, please, it the writers block fault:P LOL!!! So.... enjoy guys:)



“Catherine’s POV”

I try to keep up but life doesn’t let me… I just keep falling and falling into the darkness!

    
I left Francisca there and ran for as long as I could. I kept thinking of everything that had happened to me since I left home. I had met someone that helped me keep my feet on the ground and not miss home. Francisca was amazing but when I thought that maybe this wouldn’t be so bad I met him! Why? Why couldn’t I just be left to my sadness and heartbreak without having to see his face? Alex was everything that I couldn’t stand, not because he was a bad person but because he looked so much like my person!
I kept walking and walking until I got home… I thought of getting in, but I couldn’t get myself to face Emily and Afonso. So, I went to the park in front of the building. I walked and walked through it and finally sat under a boom volgende to the river. I looked at the little ducks that followed the mother duck, all of them following her… She was their whole world and I knew that they would follow her to everywhere, just like I would for Daniel!
“I saw u from my window here, can I seat?” No… Not that voice! Everyone else but him!
“I thought u had to go home? Why are u here?” I ask, still not looking him in the eyes!
“Ohhhh, I live in that building over there…” He zei as he pointed to the building volgende to mine. “And I’ve been home pagina and made what I had to do. I was in my window when I saw you, so I thought that maybe I would come and make u company. Do u mind?”
“Honestly I was just on my way home, so maybe another time?” I stood up and started to walk away when I felt a hand in my arm.
“What did I do? u have been acting like I hurted you, but I just met u how can I have hurted you?” He almost yelled it, and I knew he was right. He didn’t deserve this time of behaviour from me, but all I did was get free of his hold and head home.
I got home pagina and went strait to my room. I laid in my bed and as I moved my head in the hoofdkussen, kussen I felt something in it. Right on top, boven of the hoofdkussen, kussen was a letter! Daniel’s response:


“My sun,

I revolve around u like Earth revolves around the Sun…
I’ll love u whatever happens, I’ll stay awake to chase the dream, tasting the air you’re breathing and I know I won’t forget a thing, I promise I’ll hold u close and pray, our love will always stay the same!
I’m glad u found a friend, at least u will have someone to share your thoughts with other than me… I hope she’s a good friend! Send her my gratitude for being there for u when I can’t!
I hate being apart from u and I hate not being in school for you.. But we will find a way to get together again, just hold on, my love!!! Just hold on for me!!


Keep writing me, keep me in your mind, keep me in your heart!

I'll forever shine for you... Follow my light....

Come back to me...
All the love in my heart,

Daniel”


    
I got up and went to my desk, where I got some paper and pen. I came back to my bed and started to write:

[]“My angel…

I miss you, I love you… I fell asleep every night hoping that the volgende dag I’ll be with you. And every morning I wake up to find out that this wasn’t that day!
But still I hope! I hope that the dag when we’ll see each other will come soon.
I hope that u are finding a way to talk to my parents and hopefully convince them to get me back to you!
I really do miss you! And I keep hoping to find u as soon as I can!

Shine for me… Lead me back to you…
Always yours…
Catherine”[/i]


I finished my letter just as Emily came in the room.
“Hey, Catherine. I just came to check how u are and to tell u that school starts tomorrow!” She seemed happy for it, and as much as I wanted to make her happy I was heartbroken to have to go to school. I was going to see him every day! I didn’t know if I could take it!





Here u have it:) hope u like it:)
posted by ashesandwine
This isn't really related to my story, but I have this poem for a while and I thought that I could post it:D This was originally writen in portuguese and I translated it so that u guys could read it....I hope u like it...please commentaar and rate:P



Isn't it love, to forget
Everything we ever knew?
Isn't it love, to hear the birds sing
And think we understand them?
Isn't it love, to look at a desert field
And see it covered in flowers?


They tell me, they do not know
Why they love who they love!
However, I know...
They love because
They seek emotion,
They love because
they zoek a reason to live,
They love because
They only know how to love!


So they weep and suffer,
They suffer because
they were abandoned,
They suffer because
They were hurt,
They suffer because
They only know how to love!
posted by ashesandwine
 The Universaty's bibliotheek (Biblioteca Joanina in portuguese)
The Universaty's Library (Biblioteca Joanina in portuguese)
This one is for just_bella, let go of the bad moments, hon! We need to enjoy the present, look out for the future and let the past in the past... Don't forget, but don't let it control you:D
Thanks to patrisha727, emmett4ever, and everyone for the support:D



"Catherine's POV"

The sun may shine through the day, the moon may light up the night but I'm still in the dark, I'm still looking for my shining light to guide me out of this misery, out of the dark...
Until our volgende rendezvous, I send u a million kisses... Do not send me any back for they set my blood into flames...
Ever yours...



Three days...
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posted by ashesandwine
Ok, sorry for not writing meer sooner but I wasn't home! Ok... so thanks to patrisha727 for the help...
Thanks to Emmett4ever as always for that first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...


"Daniel's POV"

I'll wait for you... I promised u that, I promised myself that and I'm keeping my promise... But, please, find a way to let me know that u are all right...
Find a way to keep my hope up...



I staied home pagina for three days... Waiting for any letter from her. I just needed to know that she was safe...
I never went down, unless for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I hadn't talk to my father since...
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posted by ashesandwine
Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping with the start of the letter...
Thanks to Emmett4ever for the first push...
And thanks to everyone for the support...



"Catherine's POV"

Now I know we have a change... Now I now we can fight... Fight for our love, fight for our life, fight for each other... We are no longer two lovers drawn apart, we are two lovers fighting for their love...
See the light in the end of the tunnel? It's me guiding u back to me, back to our love...Come to me one meer time, don't give up...



I layed there, I was so happy that I couldn't even convince myself to unpack. I didn't realised...
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posted by ashesandwine
Not much to say, just thanks to DxCluvr for the help....
Thanks to Just_bella for all the help as well...
Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping me find the banner and the icoon for my spot...
And thanks to everyone for the support...
This time the lines are all mine... No song to inspire them




"Daniel's POV"


Can I fight when there's no hope? Can I smile when there's no happiness? Can I still love when the one I love is gone? Can I live when I hope for death?
I try to stay awake not wanting to dream of her, not wanting to see her eyes, her lips, her face begging to stay with me! I'm trying to go back in...
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posted by ashesandwine
Thanks to Patrisha727 for helping me decide which POV to write...
Thanks as always to Emmett4ever for that first push in the right direction...
And thanks to everyone for reading my story:D




"Catherine's POV"

Even in the darkest night I'll find you. Life wanted our destiny to be a wave breaking in the sea, only that,nothing more... But I will not resign to that, I will not give up, we WILL meet again!


I woke early in the morning, my hart-, hart broken into a milion little pieces. I stood there looking at the roof, not wanting to face this new day. I heard my mother call for me:
"Catherine it's time to...
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