Duncans POV:
She was just standing there. No words just silence. I was standing there, right infront of her thinking, 'she doesn't love u just get ready for her to say that she doesn't feel the same way.' then after god knows how long she zei something, "Duncan, I obviously don't know what to say."

"Say u love me too?"

she chuckled and said, "I,"

"You, god, i should've never told you, it was the biggest mistake i have ever made!"

"Duncan it's not. Its sweet."

"You think its sweet i think it's, not like me."

"It's not, thats why its sweet. u act unlike u for me."

"I'm going." i started to walk away but courtney yelled, "HEy bad boy, get your butt back over here."

"Why?"

"Because, if u do, there might be something in it for you."

"Sorry, i don't talk to people like you."

"People your in love with?"

"Okay the real plan was i was gonna wait until tonight and tell u in a meer easier fashion but u made me crack and tell you, it's like i try so hard to make u crack and tell me u like me, but instead i just spill all my feelings about u like how i think u are the most amazing girl in the world, and u are beautiful, u are so crazy it drives me crazy, but the truth is the only thing im crazy for is you, i mean when u thought i hooked up with gwen i thought it was over for us and turns out it was it killed me so much and, truthfully i would do anything for u courtney u are the best thing that has ever happened to me and if i lost u i wouldn't know what to do with myself i mean, i lov-" She put her hand over my mot, nachtvlinder and said, "Stay right here, I'll be right back." I nodded and about six mins later she was back she had something in her hand and she gave it to me.

i looked at it, it was the skull i made her when she left all the way back first season, i had no idea what it meant of what she was trying to tell me but she said, "Finish what u were saying please."

"I love you, and if i lost u i would never forgive myself even if it wasn't my fault, i would die for u courtney, u understand me, i would do anything for you, even give my life, my soul, anything for you!"

"Anything?"

"Yes."

"What about letting me go?"

"That is the only thing i will never do, because that would mean losing you."

"Well, i guess if i can't get rid of u like i want, i'll have to endure it."

"So what is u answer to everything i told you?"

"My answer? u want an answer duncan!?"

"That would be nice." I knew then she wouldn't love me ever again, i was so sad, i wanted to cry, but i couldn't i was too far beyond tears.

"My answer is that if i told u i loved u it would be the biggest most horrible terrible mistake of my entire life, i would regret it forever because i would let u back in! Duncan after what u told me all i feel about u is,"

I was ready for the word hatred, i was so ready it was like i was falling even meer in love, even though it makes no sence how i would, "I feel, i want to say mad, angry, hatred, hurt, but i can't, then i would be lying, but what i feel about is this." She put her hands around my neck and kissed me faster than u could even snap your fingers, i stood there eyes open looking at hers closed, i put my arms around her body and picked her up while we were still kissing. The skull still in my hand.

I wouldn't let her go, i couldn't it might have been the last time we ever kissed! I mean of what she zei it probably is! I was happy and i felt like a brand was going on inside of me yet ice water was being poured over my head, Thats how much i loved her, so much that i would get hit door a car, shot, murdered, set on brand for her, i loved her and, she didn't feel the same, i wish she did!!

"Duncan, I don't want to-." I put her down and started to walk away skull in my hand i looked at it and remembered when i gave it to her, she zei she'd never forget me, yeah okay! i heard footsteps behind me. I turned it was her she had tears all over her face. I had a dissapointed look on my face, "Courtney, u zei it all."

"No, i did NOT say it all."

"Well, i dont need to hear it all, all u will do it break my hart-, hart farther."

"This one won't i swear duncan please just come back." I kept walking until i heard her yell this, "I wasn't gonna tell u this till i was done with my side of the story but duncan I LOVE u TOO!" I stopped right in my tracks.

"What?"

"You heard me." Her voice our entire converstion squeaking, now u could barely hear her she was squeaking even more.

"No I didn't"

"Yes, duncan."

"Then u didn't mean it."

"Duncan i love u okay just come back if i los-"

I felt so bad for walking away i was about to cry i turned and her head was down i walked over to her and took her chin the way i did before our first kiss, except meer gently. I pulled her face to look at me, "Say it one meer time." I love u the words kept running through my head.

"I love u duncan."

"Okay, lets hear this 'your side of the story'."

"We can't be together, we are dysfunctional, and don't mix, i cry because of you, i laugh because of you, u make me smile, u make me a person i never thought i was, when u gave me that skull, i held it and wouldn't let go, Bridgette had to pry it out of my hands after a few days of not letting it go. I also cried because i thought i was never going to see u again but i did and if i hadn't, and if we never did what we did that night i don't think i would love u now, they say when u do that u get a special bond with the other person, we already had that bond, a bond that can never be broken, even door death, it shall stay forever, that means we are meant to be together so Duncan, yes, I am IN love with u and forever will be."

"Courtney, my princess, u are forever mine."

"Your's i don't think so."

"Okay stop playing with my mind."

"But it's fun."

"Don't make me kiss you."

"Allow me." She kissed me and wrapped her legs around my waist like they do in those movies, i thought i was in a movie when that happened, but nothing could let us go, but what didn't get off of my mind, she was basiclly bipolar if she wanted to be with me of not, she zei we were meant to be one minute, the volgende she's saying she's not mine! then kissing me the next! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT GIRL THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH!?

"Courtney?"

"Yeah?"

"I have the most important vraag i could ever ask."

"Your not gonna ask me to marry u are you."

"No, but are we dating cuz one seconde u say we have this bond, the volgende u say your not mine, then after that u are kissing me?"

"Duncan, we cant."

"there u go again, fine i'm done, i'll leave u alone." I dropped her and walked to the plane, this time when she yelled that she loved me, i ignored her and just kept walking.

(okay i know sad! she is bipolar now! only the begininng when she says i love u is where i like it, wow longest artikel i've ever written the volgende one will be up tomorrow!!)