Everyday around quarter past three,
u burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden door your mother while u are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps u sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit door the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when u burst into the bathroom searching for me...
u burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden door your mother while u are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps u sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit door the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when u burst into the bathroom searching for me...
Tell me why I've been lied to
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
door my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt door a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, of am I just an idiot?
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
door my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt door a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, of am I just an idiot?
Go to sleep and close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
u know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before u drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As u bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when u start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
u don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your vrienden let u bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all u need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
u didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain u hid so well
And down u go baby
Straight back to hell
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
u know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before u drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As u bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when u start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
u don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your vrienden let u bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all u need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
u didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain u hid so well
And down u go baby
Straight back to hell
hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my hart-, hart is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my hart-, hart can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope u understand...
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my hart-, hart is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my hart-, hart can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope u understand...