Falling Away
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two door fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two door fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
Sanctuary
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the love I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise of will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise of will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise of will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the love I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise of will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise of will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise of will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
vrienden worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped u like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like u and I.
When u can't understand,
why everyone wants to hurt you,
they don't like the fact that u can,
do everything better then they can do.
So you're an emo and u cut your wrists,
that doesn't make u strange,
u get angry and clinch your fists,
when people try to make u change.
u may wonder why,
people want to help,
cos they know that u want to die,
and that soon you'll kill yourself.
I don't care if someone thinks I'm wrong,
when I say that all emos are,
the best damn people in the world,
and the sexiest door far. :) xx
why everyone wants to hurt you,
they don't like the fact that u can,
do everything better then they can do.
So you're an emo and u cut your wrists,
that doesn't make u strange,
u get angry and clinch your fists,
when people try to make u change.
u may wonder why,
people want to help,
cos they know that u want to die,
and that soon you'll kill yourself.
I don't care if someone thinks I'm wrong,
when I say that all emos are,
the best damn people in the world,
and the sexiest door far. :) xx
Angels Love
All this time I was lost in the dark
All alone and scared
But u were always there for me
Its to believe I would end up with you
But now you've made me see
This just can't be real
But your kiss is proof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let me go
Angels touch my heart
u were always made for me
Nothing can tear us apart
Now I'm in your embrace
This just can't be real
But your kiss is proof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let me go
And now I'll regain my wings
And fly away, to where my angel sings
Nothing can hurt me now
But theres one thing I know
This just can't be real
But your kiss is poof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let go
And let me fall.....
Cuz this can;t be real
But your kiss is proof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let me go..
All this time I was lost in the dark
All alone and scared
But u were always there for me
Its to believe I would end up with you
But now you've made me see
This just can't be real
But your kiss is proof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let me go
Angels touch my heart
u were always made for me
Nothing can tear us apart
Now I'm in your embrace
This just can't be real
But your kiss is proof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let me go
And now I'll regain my wings
And fly away, to where my angel sings
Nothing can hurt me now
But theres one thing I know
This just can't be real
But your kiss is poof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let go
And let me fall.....
Cuz this can;t be real
But your kiss is proof to me
The way I feel when u hold me
Please don't let me go..