I know it's cheesy, but i have no other way to put it
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u see me cry,
u see me bleed,
u see my hurt,
so why wont u talk to me?
u see me look at u when u walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.
How does it feel,
when the one u love,
thinks you're a freak?
You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when u smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?
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Tell me, are u in love with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks door me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(
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u see me cry,
u see me bleed,
u see my hurt,
so why wont u talk to me?
u see me look at u when u walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.
How does it feel,
when the one u love,
thinks you're a freak?
You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when u smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?
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Tell me, are u in love with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks door me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(
I only just started cutting and I haven't told anyone about it yet.....I don't want people thinking I'm doin it for attention I'm doing it because of stuff that happened with my mum and dad...I'm also doing it because this boy that I like that did like me has apparently been using me and he's been breaking me hart-, hart door saying he loves me but then he went to my best friend...this one guy has made me cry so much and now I'm doing this to my self I don't want to do it but I cant help it. I just don't want people thinking that I'm doing this for attention I don't even want to tell anyone but I don't just want to keep it inside me I need to tell my best friend but I don't want to hurt her because she does cut as well and it really hurt me when she told me she cut and know I do it 😞😢
I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when u where on top, boven of me
It was like u controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let u win
I remember the way u looked at me
when I zei NO
It was like u wanted to toon u were in control
u pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
u covered my mouth
so I gave up & let u win.
I remember the sounds u made.
It was like u enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
of say it was my fault
I remember everything u did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess u win.
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when u where on top, boven of me
It was like u controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let u win
I remember the way u looked at me
when I zei NO
It was like u wanted to toon u were in control
u pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
u covered my mouth
so I gave up & let u win.
I remember the sounds u made.
It was like u enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
of say it was my fault
I remember everything u did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess u win.
