Here I am and here I stay,
alone, crying, in dismay.
Cannot deny all this pain,
wonder if things will ever be the same.

Blood is streaming down my arm,
first ever time I've done self-harm.
I only did it cos I'm sick of my life,
cannot beer to live with this strife.

Too much anger and too much frustration,
tired of all the complication.
My vrienden are the only ones that understand me,
my brothers are twats and my mam is a freak!

I just want to see that white light,
no meer fear, tears and fights.
But I don't want to leave my friends,
should my life go on of should it end?